My moment now.
I have contemplated taking a hiatus from my blog, from a lot really. I’ve been over thinking things I think, or at least over wording them.
With all my oscillating I’ve spent a significant amount of time meditating and doing things to redirect and pull my vibration back up. It has caused some hermitage on my part. My posts of late have been much shorter and to the point as a result.
AND that’s okay.
Today and yesterday have been mostly good for me, but it seems that be it collective consciousness vibrations or actual astronomical effects, there seems to be a special intensity happening. It seems every time I get even the slightest negative it amplifies quickly and seems to cause nearly immediate not-so-good manifestations. On the flip side when I stick to the positive, I’m still noticing the amplitude and quick manifestations as well. So, I’ve done my level best to focus that way, and been mostly successful.
Today, I started groggy & slow, stressed a bit about running a few minuets late. Then my 1st lady was in the hospital and 2nd lady decided to skip today. So I took 20 and readjusted my vibration. The rest of the day went better, but I’m down 2 more residents, so work ended up being short & sweet. I’ve refocused several times to acknowledge my work has always had ebbs and flows in quantity of residents & resulting appointments, and there’s usually not really that much time in an ebb. It’ll all be okay.
I listened to Hicks on a 20min “lunch” break, and now that I’ve finished up at my building, I sit in contemplation in the beautiful weather. I know I have 1 more, an apartment home visit, but I’m am hour ahead of schedule, so I’m taking half of it for me, which will still put me ahead of schedule.
I currently feel very good. Like anticipating hearing very good news, though I have not a stitch of evidence to validate it. BUT that’s okay too.
I’m simply doing my best to stay with that feeling, and allow anticipation. I have short moments of anxiety because I don’t know what I’m anticipating, and really I have no idea what I’m going to do next (in the grander game of life meaning). I have moments of feeling lost and like I should be doing something. Shouldn’t I be acting more?! My brain keeps nagging me with that. Then I pause and refocus… just stay with the good feelings at all costs… anticipation is good, happy is good… good feelings precipitate good things. That’s my ultimate goal, the good manifestations of my vortex, already chaulk full of amazing requests, I’ve just got to allow it all in. AND that means feeling good at all costs.
Super friendly and always happy to receive a pet or two. Instant validation. Stay happy.
Finally, my son is now 3 years old: that’s not only a really good reason to master this law of attraction thing to be a stellar example; but also it’s a great thing to use to find more happy- a beautiful-smart-healthy 3-year-old boy has made it this far because of me and Nathan & his big sister. Absolutely giddy making. Mmmm good.