She knew.
She at least had comfort
in confirmation and support.
She knew.
His fate, or was it choice.
His glory, or some would say strength.
His love, it was all for love.
She was left with his gift.
Even after birth
She carried it until her dieing day.
I know…
Or think I know.
I have no confirmation.
I may never.
I can hope.
My support: God and Nathan.
It was choice, but of what I’m not sure.
None will say, the truth perhaps forever hidden.
My gift is visible yet invisible.
None would ever believe it anyway.
My feelings real.
It was love. It is love.
The torch will burn silently.
God gave me her message,
I must choose differently.
Fate is merely choices.
One after another in an endless parade.
Some simply can’t be undone.
I choose to believe
there will be another.
I choose to believe
I will heal.
Love is infinite.
There are others-
technology has bridged the chasm
that once caused impressions
of rare gems.
What once took a lifetime
Can now take mere moments.
If all else fails
I’ll see on the rainbow bridge
The truth is out there
The truth always surfaces somehow
For now
I love
myself
My Nathan
My God
I hope, all is not lost.
I will continue my wander.
God will show the way.
