It’s been a weird week. I’m chalking it up to moving exhaustion (I’ve been working or moving belongings every day for 24 days straight), combined with injury healing process, combined with winter weather blues. My intuition is definitely off and causing problems for me, or at least the chain of events the last few days is implying.
I’m hoping others will find forgiveness if I go into hiding long enough. I mean no harm and when this stuff happens I definitely feel like I’m crazy which makes fighting the blues that much harder. I don’t actually believe I’m crazy. I’m very sensitive to things which can affect my brain function, and I’m sensitive to the unseen world but my ESP didn’t come with an owners manual and I can get things wrong, sometimes very wrong. I also tend to allow things in when they feel good and then can’t kick them out when that changes. I don’t know how to fix that.
This may be the entirety of my blogging for a while, I’m going to keep my words and thoughts to myself for a bit. I usually don’t talk much anyways, only conversing when necessitated and usually on benign topics. I use far more words when writing.
Eventually I’ll come out of hiding when it’s safe again. I’ll work myself back up and reach for better.