She thought it was intuition
She thought she was feeling another person again
Maybe it was the first somehow interfering
Different faces
Different situations
Similar sensations- not identical
Now there’s hurt that can’t be undone
Confusion and sorrow
If it wasn’t another new situation
How did it happen?
Can the dead mess with the living
Or is it craziness
It’s unknown
Causing yet another withdrawal
There is no truth
Only people wanting love
An alignment gone wrong
Horribly wrong
Yet again someone half open
Not hers to have
Despite feeling otherwise
How does one become a monk when there’s a whole family to be responsible for
How does one shut off desire so it never happens again
