They both have a positive and negative to the story. I do my best to focus on the positive, but I’m human with a brain and body that doesn’t always cooperate the way I want it to. I make the best of the challenge I was given. Some days are better than others. Until I figure out how to heal my brain, I’m likely to continue to flip flop like a trout on a boat deck. I wish there was a doctor that cared enough to help with that one, not just medicate with an educated guessing dart board, and I wish I had the resources to cover the costs of it all. Realistically, I have done a damn good job chipping at a very difficult puzzle all on my own with very limited resources. Too bad there’s not an award for “your broke-ass almost won”- I’d have dozens of those.

May you all have an easy time focusing positive. May your brain and body always work the way you want it. May your puzzle be easier. May you feel successful. May you find consistency in focusing positive. May you see improvement. May you win your biggest challenges.

Siva Hir Su