Owning it.

I may have a potential doctor solution. I’ll find out for sure at some point this week. I left a message to schedule a telle-appointment. Once I have the telle-appointment I will know if that doctor can help me find solutions.

I have a backup that I’m less confident in because I had been to them in the past and know they have limited labwork possibilities, but I don’t know if they can refer elsewhere to accomplish what they aren’t able to do themselves. It’s the referral process that leaves me concerned on the financial side. It’s still better than nothing.

In the meantime I am wrapping my head around the fact that I created this problem accidentally. Law of attraction is very clear on that. The Bible and Bhagavad Gita are also in agreement. You do get what you think about and your alignment with the Divine enables or restricts helpfulness.

The alignment part is where I fall down the most. The current problem, is really just a ramped up result of having been focused on the initial thyroid concerns, which I have been doing my best to solve.

However, I have a hell of a time aligning enough to allow solutions to actually take place. Hence my comment last post. I always seem to get hung up on side problems, the details as Abraham would say. I have trouble believing that God will find a way around all of my hangups. On one hand I know it is possible, but on the other hand I know I suck at letting things in. If you knew the extent of things I have asked for in my vortex compared to what I have actually figured out the allowing of, you’d agree. That is why I doubt my ability to fix this, and that is what I intend to work on in the coming days and weeks because I do prefer the idea of living (as long as society regains sanity and relative normal- also my responsibility to believe and trust in).

Anyway, in an effort to aim for solutions I returned to Louise Hay’s “You Can Heal Your Life.” These were the affirmations that relate to my current dilemma.

I intend to work with these a lot in the coming days and work on my belief in improvement and healing. Perhaps I will find a way to enable results very quickly and efficiently.

May you know how your problems happened and find a way to solutions quickly. May you understand where your knowing is deficient. May you find a quick easy path to better health. May you know you are supported by the Divine. May you believe in your own ability to overcome challenges.

Siva Hir Su

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