Quite frankly yesterday and part of this week in general has sucked. I need to refocus on myself, because obviously I lost that in the mess of the week of my experience. However, that being said I had a good running streak prior to this week where I had maintained my buoyancy for quite a while prior, August 5th/6th being my last negative slump. That’s doing pretty damn good if you ask me.
So to refocus:
I’m healing myself, and helping my husband find/meet his needs, while I work full time helping others find their own alignment and healing.
I am supporting myself, while I support 3 kids, and my husband on dialysis, and my clients with all their various needs.
I am flowing money abundantly enough to keep bills paid and occasionally treat my family to something fun.
I am working and learning and growing, all at the same time.
I take care of myself enough to keep doing all of it, even in the face of adversity. I take the time I need for rest and recuperation and even occasional fun.
I am managing stress enough to keep my health and wits about me most of the time.
I am mostly kind and caring to those around me and loose my temper less and less often, and even when I do (like last night) it’s now just harsh words. I am controlling myself better and better.
I am doing all the things that I need to do to become the best me, it’s a process and I am being kind and forgiving of myself in my lapses. My humanity is not something to frown upon.
There’s more, but I need to get the teen to her friends in Parkville for Parkville Days to make up for last night.
May you find a good refocus moment and find ample ways to pick yourself back up. May you have generally good days mostly. May you easily control yourself when the negatives take over your experience. May you find your way back to your source frequently. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.