9 of 27: Shiva

Lies
Darkest destroyer
Doubts stirred
Chaotic storms
Depression
Depressing senses
Fire and brimstone
Ruin of all
God's wrath?
Or God's fallen angel?
Or extra-terristrial?
Trekking terra firma
Conjuring terror
Fears, Anger, aggression
Shiva you lie
Where's the good?
All destruction
Is followed by construction
Creation
The benevolent forces
Which make sense
Where senseless was
Make beautiful
Where ruins fell
Make new
From old
Where is that side?
Why do you enjoy
Torturing humanity?
When is enough
Enough for you?
Why do I sense you,
Hear you,
See you?
But never receive
Benefit.
Where's the good
Where's the love
I gave
Continue to give
Yet it never
Returns
Where's the dreams
I told you of as a child
I reminded you of
6 years ago
I work harder and harder
For the divine
Doing my best
Honor and respect
For the aspect I sense
What sense have I?
None it seems
Endless service
Endless karmic retribution
My sentence seems
Impossible to
Overcome
A lifetime of
Purgatory
Relief
Merely a carrot dangling
A stick inches too long
Disbelief setting in
Is healing even
Possible
Are miracles
Even real
Maybe you simply
Can't
I'm sorry
If I fell
For fairytales
Hunan's lies
Or were they hopes
Passed on through tales
To ensure we
Never fell
for futility
Archetypes
Purely for
Perpetual
Encouragement
Ants Marching
For all eternity
Life must continue
Even if dreams
Are meaningless
~ Treasa Cailleach

About Treasa Cailleach

I'm a massage therapist working with chiropractic and the elderly; musician, artist, pagan, mom, B of LGBTQ, & polyamorous professional.

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