I’d rather (4)

Snow is inbound. Between that and all the usual culprits there’s a whole lot of “sky is falling” going on around me. I’m holding steady at the moment, so I’m still flowing “I’d rather’s”.

I’d rather be financially lucky, likes millions dropping from the sky lucky. I’ve done the work hard, and beg. I haven’t tried lucky yet, especially really big lucky.
I’d rather be so lucky that I could buy a business and flow more lucky.
I’d rather be so lucky that I could be selective as to who I accepted as clients.
I’d rather be so lucky financially that I could work minimally as a massage therapist, enough to stay licensed, and devote myself elsewhere as I choose.
I’d rather be so lucky I don’t even have to work, that it would be an open ended choice.
I’d rather be so lucky that traveling anywhere and everywhere was easy and frequent.
I’d rather be so lucky financially that I could be a single mom easily. Anyone can be a single mom, but having the resources to make it easy- well few have that. And that’s not to say I would actually set myself up to be one, it would just solidify that choices I continue to make are because I choose to, end of sentence.
I’d rather be like Cassie Nightengale of “Good Witch”, she’s got a good thing going.
I’d rather have the long romances, dashing SO’s that know chivalry, and fantastical journies of Harlequin romances.
I’d rather have my dome.
I’d rather have business and money come to me.
I’d rather relax and let go, knowing everything is going well.
I’d rather finish my mule drawing-commission and deliver it myself.
I’d rather go to a beach because I have been jonesing for a week on a beach, and then maybe go on a skiing trip. I don’t know how to ski because I learned that in PE class in mostly flat Iowa, it would be fun to have one of those ski lodge trips people talk about.
I’d rather stay in the treetop resort than a plain hotel.
I’d rather my family understood me and chose to listen to me voluntarily.
I’d rather be heard.
I’d rather matter.
I’d rather be welcomed.
I’d rather be cherished.
I’d rather be loved.
I’d rather be supported.
I’d rather be safe and secure.
I’d rather enjoy life.
I’d rather have fun.
I’d rather have the life that reads: “at first it sucked (10 pages), and then her luck turned around and she did all these amazing and wonderful things (200 pages).
I’d rather have 20 fun moments for every 1 not fun moment.
I’d rather have the scales max to the good side.
I’d rather be so lucky that miracles happen for me inside and out, and my slate was wiped clean simultaneously with brain healing.
I’d rather help people find their own internal miracles.
I’d rather leap past elements I’ve worked on for years.
I’d rather my body show my efforts more positively, I’d rather feel like my efforts and my results match.
I’d rather know my efforts were accurate because they were based on intuition combined with positive effort output and education, in the aspect of: I got it so right, that it couldn’t not work, and even though everyone doubted me and tried to talk me out of it, I still succeeded. Yeah that level of successful leading edge and the acknowledgement that comes with it.
I’d rather have my vortex manifest easily in a way to draw out genuine enjoyment and savour moments for many years to come.
I’d rather have a whole long string of really fun enjoyable moments.
I’d rather move past familial baggage.
I’d rather live in a world where people accept each other, and elements out of our control, and acknowledge enough is enough, enabling a more sensible functionality worldwide.
I’d rather live in a world where global travel is easy.
I’d rather live in a world where there is more peace than war.
I’d rather enjoy traveling, the whole process, not just the destination… And I’d rather that be a metaphor for my life too.
I’d rather be in love like NRE, but indefinitely.
I’d rather have things to look forward to every day as soon as I wake up.
I’d rather enjoy every moment.
I’d rather have no major responsibility to, or for, anyone… If the lucky finances enabled that with kids and others, then extra great, because I could have fun with my kids and not care about all the other bits so much.
I’d rather move towards enjoyment.
I’d rather find the easy path and stay there.
I’d rather take the high road and argue less.
I’d rather let people do what they are going to do.
I’d rather be heard just by those that want to listen.
I’d rather have easy for once… For moving forward. For life.
I’d rather have fun.
I’d rather explore.
I’d rather be free of others’expectations.