I’m awake. Not really sure why, but my intuition kicked in and dictated I flesh out what was started by the fire a little further.

My here story:

I’m alive and breathing. I have people around me that are supportive, caring, and understand me. Those people believe me and know that I am connected to a divine source. They have a deep awareness that I do amazing things, and have felt the healing I am capable of flowing. I have impacted their lives in a way they can’t explain and so they support me in what I do. Some of them are friends and some of them are clients, but all of them care about me and support me in my endeavors, to the best of their ability.

What is felt needs no words. Those that have felt what I write of, they have no doubts, they understand completely. Language doesn’t seem to do it justice, and a knowing feeling or putting it into words, are two different things. Those that know don’t need to attempt to talk about it, they just show their appreciation in whatever way they can. Those that know don’t need analysis or second opinions, but when they refer a friend and the friend feels it too they are certain.

For me my awareness and abilities are a challenge. Some days I have bigger challenges than others, but I know that it is a unique gift for me. I am trusting that since I was gifted with my unique set of abilities, I am open and honest about it, and use it to the best of my abilities to assist others with their needs and desires, that I will begin to see a positive ripple in all areas of my life.

The flow must continue, that is a simple law of the universe. When gifts flow out more gifts begin to flow in. When anything flows, the flow is fed.

Nothing can be created or destroyed, only transmuted; changing, and continually flowing. Just like the gas, liquid, solid cycle of water or atoms bonding or ionizing. Everything is a continuous cycle and flow. I have finally tapped into my gift enough to actually be able to flow it more consistently, and I love knowing that my gift will bring me more gifts of different varieties. I simply ask the divine to ensure that gifts received help me as much as they do those I aid.

For now, my flow has been slowed by sleepiness. I’m sure this will resume when able, just like the “I’d rather” posts.

May you know your gifts will stirr a flow that helps everyone around you, and in turn helps yourself. May you know that you chose this path for a reason. May you know it is safe to be yourself. May you know that what words do injustice to, can still be understood and accepted by those in your life. May you know that anyone misunderstanding or needing to analyze, wasn’t intended to be there in the first place- they are manifestations of your doubts or insecurities and can be walked away from. Life is intended to be good, and we supply our own negatives with our inner dialogue. May we all find a way to consistently allow the good to flow in whatever way we choose. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

I hit post and had one more thought. A client once gave me a recommendation to sleep naked, because women’s parts were never intended to be covered constantly. Just now, I knew that was a metaphor for all of womanhood. It takes a strong masculinity to accept that and manage all that comes with it, let alone let it have power and give it all the support it needs/desires. Divine feminine is messy and hard to follow sometimes, but can still do amazing beautiful things in this world if you allow it. I aim to allow it and all of the divine to do amazing things in my life.

Why was the prayer working for her? I wasn’t doing that. I wasn’t doing anything but the Reiki I use on every client I ever see, most of whom are still walking around living, and the few that aren’t were already headed that direction. Why would a saint give her a quicker version, if that wasn’t already in progress?

About Treasa Cailleach

I'm a massage therapist working with chiropractic and the elderly; musician, artist, pagan, mom, B of LGBTQ, & polyamorous professional.

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