Words

Still
Amazing
Words
Written
Words
Spoken


Even when
Said
Or
Dictated
As specific
Intentions

Can be
Interpreted
Multiple
Ways
By
Others

Misunderstanding
Often
A result
Of the
Wavelength
The receiver
Is on

A misalignment
Between
Message given
Message received

Not always
Bad for
Receiver
Or giver

Unless
Expectations
Are laden
Beyond
Either's
Capacity
Or alltogether
Unconveyed

Awareness
Causing
More care
In My
Self

Care for
My feelings
Care for my
Expectations
Not just in words
But in alignment

Care
Placed
To feel
In MySelf
With My
Self

Knowing
Others
Will always
Interpret
Words
Their way

I choose
Fuller
Understanding
In my
Self

Of how another
Intends
To interact

Or whether
There is
Real
Alignment

Care
To ensure
My words
Are received
Fully
Before
Action

Care to
Know
For certain
That my
Needs
Are met
Acknowledged
Cared for

Whether
Anyone is
Part of it
Or not

My
Self
Is more
Important
Than
Anything
Now
Here

I
Have
Experienced
Too much
Self
Unaligned

Open
Communication
Non-existent
I became
An object
To be
Fought over
Ridiculed
Or ignored

Others
Missed my needs
Did I not
Convey well
Enough
Forcefully
Enough

Or was I
Blind to
Misalignment
Already
Present

Enough
Is
Enough

I'd rather
Be alone
Than
Repeat
Misaligned
Choices
Of my past

Especially
Knowing
The bounty
Of my own
Vortex
Of creation

My alignment
Now
Solely
Focused
There

Impossible
To be lonely
If
BEing alone
Is
Releasing
Relaxing
Becoming
A fuller
More present
ME
Allowing
Winds
To blow
More of
MY
Goodness
To
ME


~Treasa Cailleach



I’m forgiving myself for a moment where I thought I made myself clear and didn’t. It caused a cascade of energetic mishaps, which I could barely handle, because my needs were not met after having stated them the best way I knew how. My misalignment caused more misalignment. And I’ve been working circles around attempting to fix all of it, including choosing my words, actions, and environment, much more carefully. I am also hyper focusing on what I know lies in my vortex. I deserve to give myself better.

May you see your vortex and understand how to stay there. May you know your words have meaning beyond technical definition, but that meaning is based upon experiences that the receiver may not share. May you find a way to release when others don’t understand you fully. May you find a knowing that unintended consequences are always a possibility. May you know that when things go sideways, your own responsibility is to accept your own portion of the creation, and make choices based upon that moving forward. May you understand that your own needs should always come before another’s and you can always reach for better next time. May you forgive yourself when your alignment lapses enough to prevent your needs being met. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do and choose.

Om Shanti

About Treasa Cailleach

I'm a massage therapist working with chiropractic and the elderly; musician, artist, pagan, mom, B of LGBTQ, & polyamorous professional.

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