Fascinating

Amazing

Multiple people
Think
Every word
I write
Is intended
As theirs

Profound

Multiple people
Assume
My references
Or rants
About God
Are because
Of or
Reference
Them

Fascinating

God chose
A small
Handful
Of people
To teach
Me lessons

Yet never
Told them
Their role
Always
Picking ones
That thought
They knew
What was
Best
For me

In the end

I still
Feel
The same

I still
Know
My value

I still
Care
For myself

I still
Wish
Them well

I still
Pray
They all
Get their
Desires

I still
Value
My skills

I still
Own
My mistakes

I still
Recognize
My accomplishments

I still
Honor
Myself
And accept
Their role

I still
Know
I am
Deserving

A human
Miracle
Winning
Against all odds
Even God's
Hurdles
He calls
Lessons

I know
They are a
Waste
Of time
Energy
Making
A mute
Point
That he
Is in control
Still an
Asshole

So what

I've still
Proven
My worth
My fortitude
My value
My strength
My intelligence

Even soldiers
Returning home
Crippled
From man's
Wars
Are rewarded
For jobs
Well done

This soldier
Fought wars
Plurality
As a
Singularity
And came out
Better for it

This soldier
Still standing
Still breathing
Still moving
Still works
Still strives
Still aims
For better

My wins
Merely
Pointing me
Towards
Greater
Possibility

My loses
Proving
There is
Always
Room to grow
Here
Now

Now
I am
Here

What now

Where is this
Soldiers'
Reward
Change of pace
Easier days

It is
Possible
I know
I am
Enough

I love
Myself
Even if
God Won't

I care for
Myself
Even if
God doesn't

I respect
Myself
Even if
God can't

I honor
Myself
Even if
God won't

I cherish
Myself
Even if
God doesn't

I reward
Myself
Even if
God can't

I am
Enough
Unique
As any
Snowflake

Enough
Is
Enough

Now
I
Am
Here

Now what

~Treasa Cailleach

May you know your value. May you understand roles better and better. May you see how your experience fits together. May you understand how things flow and work. May you believe in yourself unconditionally. May you know you have always done your best and that you are divinely unique and special. May you know that the masculine is slowly beginning to find proper balance, and that feminine is honored as it was always intended. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

About Treasa Cailleach

I'm a massage therapist working with chiropractic and the elderly; musician, artist, pagan, mom, B of LGBTQ, & polyamorous professional.

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