A challenge

Another
Obviously
As lonely as
I am feeling
Searching
Surfing
Swipe
Blah
& Blah
Empty &
Pervasive
Plentiful
Friends
Listed
Yet
How
Many
Would
Actually
Matter when
A challenge
Is taken
Shut it
Off
Step
Beyond
Social
E-now
If
List
Friends
Had to do
More to
Showing
Caring
Would
They
If
Easy
Fingers
Book-
Marked
Faces
Were
Gone
Would
Any matter
If friends
436 or more
Couldn't
Tap or
Swipe
Give
Thumbs up
Or smileys
Would you
Have any
Even 1
Here
Now

I
Saw
Learned
The hard way
By choice
Because
My sanity
Needed to
Find knowing
I walked away
Shut it Off
Permanently
And found
Knowing
That my
Answer
Is NO
None
Nada
Zip
Zilch
Not one
"Friend"
Survived
Termination
Of electronic
Easy street
Not one
Cared
Enough
To be there
For me in
Genuine
Times
Need
But I
Survived
Anyway
And like
None could
Be there
In good
None
Cares
About my
Surviving
Any bad
Either

So now
What do I
Choose to do
Does God
Have an
Answer
Because I
See options
And none of
Them
Share me
With anyone
Ever again
And some
Allow
All to
End
Tired
Of lonely
Responsibility
Emphasized
Imposed
An end
Seems
Better
I'd only
Regret the
Same elements
Already in
Regret
And I
Deserve
Better
So what's
Any point of
Living longer
Why may I ask
Did God save
A life to
Cause
More
Undue
Suffering
It should've
Already
Ended

Now
Guilt
Of babies
Carried
Birthed
Alone
Stopping
Decisions
Of haste
Allowing
Acknowledgement
Nothing I
Ever did
Fixed
Anything
But neither
Did God's
So what
Now



~Treasa Cailleach

About Treasa Cailleach

I'm a massage therapist working with chiropractic and the elderly; musician, artist, pagan, mom, B of LGBTQ, & polyamorous professional.

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