Should have
Just let me die
Nobody cares
I survived
Anything
Nobody cares
Real Struggles
For me internally
Wars won pointlessly
Battles scarred
Damages done
Nothing
Mattered
I'll finish
What should have
Happened before
And I'll set
Right all
That God
Won't
And gain
My Freedom
From imposed
From judgements
From futility
My freedom
For ME

      ~Treasa Cailleach 

A million becomes 16 years of plain normal without me, enough for my kids to learn to support themselves.