Category Archives: Crazy in Action

Looking

Waiting on a teen
Eyes so very sleepy
Sitting outside stores
Looking for the pretty
Keeping myself afloat
Best as I am can

Mans lights
Glow softly on
Tree branches waving
More a gentle rocking
The breeze is light, soft
Muggy with damp sprinkles
The air is warm
Enveloping

Low clouds
Catch errant glows
The many lamps
Lighting a
City night

My music
Graces my ears
Soothing mantras
Mellow beats to
Calm and center
Focusing on
Me better

I know some of
My symptoms belong
To others i should
Never have let in
I am a good girl
That didn't
Know how
To keep it out

I was too young
When violated
And didn't have
Anyone to help
Fix it

The darkness
Tonight is not
Comforting
So focus
On lights
I will

The light casts
Warm glows
Highlighting
Only the best
Beautiful greens
Fresh air blowing
A safe glow keeping
The bumps in the
Night away

The gentle rain
Turing windshield
Kaléidoscope
Reflecting
Lights
As tiny
Dancing dots
Glowing patterns
Washing the
Filth off
Cleansing
My soul

May these
Drops
My music
The lights
Keep me feeling
Safe cleansed
And healed
Whole as
Me


~Treasa Cailleach

May you always have help when repressed memories surface. May you have understanding for why or how something happened to you. May you forgive yourself for everything you couldn’t control and let go of the experience to heal. May you know it’s a distant bad memory and it never needs revisited because releasing the trauma leads to full healing. May you know you truly released all of it. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do, and they were there protecting you from worse. May you know that you are fully capable of choosing to overcome and being successful. May you know how to keep everything out now.

Om Shanti

It is something that happened to me, and I don’t need the details. It does not define me. I am still standing, and not just barely standing, no I’m standing tall and strong. I have supported myself from the beginning and will until the end. My awareness of abuse in this way mist mean something and will eventually turn to good as the scar fades to faint shadows. May releasing this memory, this blurry moment, bring deep lifetime healing.

Huh.

Look closely. There’s a nearly perfect hole in the bottom of my glass bottle. No significant cracks around it. The rubber sheath is untouched and the rest of the bottle is as normal.

I drank out of it yesterday. It sat on my desk at work. I put it in my bag, which rode home in Katherine’s car seat. At home I sat my bag on the fireplace the same as I do everyday.

This morning the bottle was pulled out of the bag to find the hole. No glass is in my bag. No holes are in my bag or the house.

And bonus it’s been a morning of household chaos, and feeling like I was drained of energy in my sleep.

WTF

Can anyone explain this one?

May you never have creepy unexplained mysteries that scare everyone. May you know you are on the right track. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

We Could Be Just Like Them

Should read: We Could Be Just Like Them (unable to italicize title).

If every woman picked up the nearest gun.

Then turned and pointed it at the nearest man and pulled the trigger.

Then the problem would be solved. No more men, or extremely few, all just women.

None of us would hold each other responsible, because they wanted to take our rights.

It’s just war right?! We’d never have to fight for anything again.

We’d never have to protect ourselves from rape.

We’d never have to protect ourselves from carrying an unwanted child , that we didn’t ask for, that we didn’t want, that was forced upon us.

We’d never have to give birth and care for children in poverty because Pro-lifers stop caring after birth.

We’d never have to watch children massacred in schools.

Problem solved. We could be just like them.

Or we could just let them make us have kids, let them take our abortion rights, and do absolutely nothing else. Let nature take us women and our children out, because medicine wants us to believe that every pregnancy is so risky that we’re all just going to die anyway, unless medicine intervenes violently and extremely. So let’s just all die in childbirth. That’s okay.

Or maybe men could get the effing point here. It is our right. If you choose to dominate us and restrict us, but fail to end rape, incest, molestation, and other atrocities, and fail to secure safe birth without violating women’s bodies, then we can fight war.

Men have no problem fighting war after war and hoarding guns, so us women have plenty of access without even needing to go buy any. Your wars are over money, oil, lands, and politics. Our wars are reserved for when it really counts, is not that we can’t kill, we’re just more judicial in when we choose to do it.

Or maybe we can all realize that COVID fucked our brains and that the progress made was for good reason and not undo anything.

Just saying that poeople seem more and more fucking crazy and trying to go back to before Roe v Wade seems ludicrous. Times were not good then either, that is unless you believe Barney Fife whole heartedly.

May we all have brains and respect each other’s rights even if we don’t personally see the benefit of something. May we realize that even though we might be safe and feel safe, others might not without this vital law. May we all do what is best and what is right and continue to aim for improvement. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in that you do.

Om Shanti

Quiet Time

Words without bodies
Float into awareness
Quiet time enabled
Hearing

Palabras
Escucha amo

Spanish not my native tongue
A Little understanding
Enabled spelling
Ethereal sounds

Words
Listen master

Translation aided
Found with today's
Technology

Ponder
Am I
Accurate

If I am
Is Google

Either way
Whom did
I
Hear

Why did
I
Hear

In dark
En cama
Plush comforts
Aimed at sleep

My time for
Me
Once again
Interrupted

Another
Unknown

Giving up
Unsolved
Rarer daily
Answers become

Only certainty
Not neighbors
Or family
All those

Primarily
English
Speaking
Minimal second

This
Body-less
Voice can
Abandonar

Off to
Sleep
Ghosts
Adieu


~Treasa Cailleach


May you have peaceful quiet time. May you be comfortable with any input you receive. May you also be comfortable with the unseen. May you only ever receive complete, full, clearly understood messages that apply to your experience in ways you can see. May you be patient with life and the unseen when you find yourself amidst difficult or confusing. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Will, Honor, Reap Abundance

Several poems came to me in rapid succession. I did my best to keep up. I’ve put them in vibrational order here, to climb the scale for better.


Will

Fathers'
Will
Drive
Continues
To ravage

Discretion
Onslaught of
Destruction
Dismay
Decay

A cycle
Continuous
Inate
Results of
Process itself

Children
Children's children
Fall prey
One way
Or another

By Ignorance
Unawareness
Lacking control
Perhaps even
Active choice

Following
Feminine's lead
One could
Simply exit
Stage left

One way
Or another
One can
Separate
Oneself

His will
Continues
Wreaking
Destruction
Dismay

His Will's
Ferocity
Low vibe
Power
Abuse

Adequate
Destroying
Far beyond
Intended
Range

Dishonorable
The climb
Out from
Steaming
Horse manure

Disrespectful
Leaping out
Dumpsters'
Trash as
Thrown

Somehow we
All Believed
'Twas Honorable
Respectful
Helpful

But was it?

His will
Supposedly
Knew
Divine
Better

His will
Supposedly
Knew what
Was, Is
Good

Yet his will
Continues
To elicit
Opposites'
Path

His
Wills'
Choice
Powerful
Subversion

His
Beliefs
Commanded
Ownership
Obedience

None of
Those
Beliefs
Choices
Lie directly

Yet too Indirect
To be found
Within
Loves
Vacinity

Willpower
Inequitable
To love
Begets
Damage

Damages
Too far
From
Loving
Embrace

Trauma
Too far
From
Daily
Learning

Willfullness
Restricted
Disturbed
Loving
Flow

His will
Ends now
Lies by
Association
Terminated

One way
Or another
Disconnected
Restoration
Flowing

Good
Loving
Light aimed
At honorable
Respectful

Abundant
Fruitful
Elevating
Enjoyment
Of Life

Freedom
Of self
Disconnected
I am
Here




    ~Treasa Cailleach

Transition

Is Perhaps
Drama's chaos
Darth Vader
Meeting
His gate

Fate's become
Restricted
Flowing
Slowed to
Decline

Darkest
Warlock
In throws
Of death's
Rattle

His own
Force
Waning
Grasping
At cords

Pulling
Desperate
For life's
Breathing
Source

Threatening
To drown
Pull down
Anyone Anything
In Cord's reach

His wrath
Is not mine
For you see
Love's light
Is Existing

Far from
Where fear
Distruction
Recline
Sprawl

My soul
Nourishes
My cells
My being
Is my own

I am
Free
To Be ME
Here now
Now here


      ~Treasa Cailleach

Climb the Scale


Honorable is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Honorable is
Thriving
Helping those
Thrown into dung
Taken to trash
Misstepped
Into sewers
Elevated by
Helping arms
Of support

Respect is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Respect is
Abundantly
Offering
Skills
Resources
For all
Finding
Ways Up, out
Of others'
Revolting
Misdeeds
Undone
Righting
Of wrongs
Together

Helpful is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Helpful is
Moving up
Scales
Elevating
Awareness
Joining
Hands, Arms
Ensuring
Elevation of
All impacted
Improvement
Bountiful
Growth
To Knowing
Best for all


     ~Treasa Cailleach


Reaper

To reap
What is
Sown Is to
Take in bounty
To nourish

Save for
Winter's
Dark days
Sustaining
Life in death

To reap
Keep the
Best for
One's
Self

Best seeds
Come from
Best fruits
Best results
To repeat

Cyclical
Bounty
Becomes
Greater
With time

Reaping
Results
Of own
Working
Toil

What crops
Planted
Tended
Cultivated
Skilled farmer?

Choice of
Turnips
Or many
Bountiful
Varieties

Reap only
Your own
Reap only
Choices
For life

Turn
Blind
Eyes
On tales
Grimm

For he
Has no
Bounty
Bearing
Living

Grimm
Is for
Another's
Journey end
This day

Reap
The best
For self
Enjoying
Life in love

     ~Treasa Cailleach

Water Abundance


Abundance
In flow
Like water
In and out
Repeating

Infinite
Continual
Cycles
Fresh &
Refreshing

30 trillion
3x10¹³ Cells
Inspiration
Receiving
Releasing


Repeating
Frequently
3 cycles
Becomes
9


1 gallon
Only molecules
1.265x10^26 many
Hydration Cycles
Multiplying

4,216,666,666,666.7
Cycles repeating
Refreshing Daily
Replenishing
30 trillion

Continuity
Giving
Life
Flowing
Inspiration

Money
Flows
Likewise
Abundance
Visible

When
In-N-Out
Refreshing
Freshly
Noted

Receiving
Releasing
Repeating
Visible
Symptom

Money, fat
Stored
Physical
Evidence
Found

Abundance
Notable
Elsewhere
As easily as
Bodily evident

Abundance
IS Everywhere
If One Knows
How to
See

~Treasa Cailleach

Toxic masculine is dieing, leading to generations of healing, and I’m free to be me. Thank you momma for your sacrifice and your assistance. I didn’t see what you meant, and though unrequested, I greatly appreciate it. That is where your honor genuinely lay, your intent in your awareness of your true sacrifice. May you be blessed by the light of a thousand suns and have the abundance of 10,000 lifetimes better than this one was, and may you find your truest and your stallion. I love you mom.


May you understand that which is beyond our senses. May you know what your messages mean. May you find ways to communicate the twisting web of the unseen. May you know for certain that you are supported in all that you do. May you know your faith is greater than any darkness. May you know love is real, and that ties that bind can save lives with proper guidance. May you know that support can be found within , and angels and ancestors are rooting for goodness to overcome. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti