One ultimately Infinitely Undefinable One finitely Labelable
Two parts Of MY Whole
I will never Change Because I am constantly Changing
Always being Me Improving
Striving Work Never-ending Possibilities Of betterment
Worked too hard To undo What's done
Won't Can't Go back To worse To lesser
Times Emotions Attitudes
Main trajectory Upwards Aimed for Heaven Goals in mind
Knowing Inaccuracies In My aim
Willing to settle Heaven Isn't necessarily In the Sky
Stars Do Fall
Dreams May come In disguise Or as Surprise
Still have to Aim Somewhere
Just Aim for Improvement You'll always Be right
~Treasa Cailleach
May you see yourself in new light, and see others in the best ways possible now. May you have more understanding, acceptance, and appreciation for your journey within. May you know your greatest journey and most wonderful rewards come from elements unseen, others will rarely notice. May you feel the knowing that you have worked towards improvement and bettered your life and those around you. May you know you have had an impact on this world and be at peace with how that manifested. May you know your mortality and accept the process peacefully when the time is ripe. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all you do.
Let's face it Humans Are a giant Experiment Labs rats for Science and Medicine And who knows What or who else
We are studied Educated Guesses Tried What works Is repeated Even when Factors Variables change Causing Failure Of prior sucesses
Always a reaction Based in reason And legthy study Regardless of Damages incurred Merely side effects Of improper Inaccurate Or too slow Response
Afraid of Intuitive More accurate Faster for Individual But reason isn't Applicable Understanding fully Impossible Measurements Unreliable Due to Individual Nature Unable to Eliminate Variables When tested
So all are Subjected Forced To comply With something That may Or may not Be successful With any one Individual
Hazardous When the 'solution' Fails By all Documentable Evidence It's obvious To even uneducated Our solution Failed Yet we proceed To force To manipulate For what? To what end?
Is pride Is ego So fragile To risk The world To protect What no longer Does it's job What is Old solution In New circumstances
We may all Die Before The lab Notices The imbalance And makes New educated Guesses To solve New variables
Slow Reason Forcing Old habbits Will be Death for All
I now Understand Why momma Has had Enough
A little Heart Intuition And kindness Could rebalance And lead To new solutions
Yet masculine Ego Pride Insists They are Right Even when Data Says Otherwise
Male Ignorance Dominance Makes us Comply Because He thinks It's better For us
The resistance Is a symptom Of Knowing It's not Working
We don't Need To resist If Masculine Saw Knew Force Is an Indicator Of already Being wrong
I Pray Momma Spares Protects Or helps me Out Before Masculine Gets Any Worse
I see Her Love Kindness And Warnings I do My best To help her May it be Returned
~Treasa Cailleach
May we understand the fullness of these times and our place as rats in the lab of the world. Regardless of whom thinks they are in control, Great Mother will prevail, her life is our life, her body is our home. Balance will be restored one way or another May you contribute to that restoration and survive and thrive. Above all, may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
And Right NOW My body Needs Rest To even Attempt To reach for More Complexity
The last round Grief, chastity Laden Exhausted Nerves Emotions And muscles
Starved Energy Love Constricted Movement Flow
Recuperation Time Unknown
Longer likely Slower Isn't stopped Slower Isn't supported In the Grand scheme It's obvious
Masculines Still Narrowly focused Narrowly minded Missing value Everywhere
Missing opportunities For Cooperative Solutions Complex answers Real Balance In all
Slower Must suffice For now For as long As needed
I deserve That much And so much more
I am making Peace With Quiet Slow Me time
MY Time For the Complexity It will Solve For ME ~Treasa Cailleach
May we all have enough me time and adequate breaks to heal. May breaks always be based on fulfilling your own unique needs. May life be kind and slowly flow to enable healing and still maintain forward motion. May we all make peace with our place and our morality. May we all do our part to restore balance and freedoms, right wrongs, and cooperate for complex solutions.
Om Shanti
Side note. This stems from actual actions I’m taking for myself and my healing. Partly because my massage was this morning my, but also as a response after hearing that Australian aborigines are being tackled and forcefully injected with what is supposedly just a vaccine. Those are among the most intune and still intelligent people on the planet, if they said no and were forced anyway, then you have to wonder why. I can feel this is not good, and I’m doing my best to feel for better and distract myself. The last thing I need is more reason for negatives. I really need to focus on shreds of happiness to have any hope of surviving this winter.
My Hands Are God 