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Better than that.

As one of my friends said “If pregnancy is God’s will, then we better take Viagra away too, because so is that limp dick.”

It fit with my prior writings, and was quite hilarious, so I wanted to share, but this post is genuinely aimed at better.

May that which my brain senses as God and his will, die and be cleansed from my being, because I deserve better than the torment and torture it has led to in my life. I deserve my freedom from what my brain labeled as God, regardless of its true source/cause.

May my children experience the same release and freedom, because right now I regret having had them, and I wish I didn’t. I know my children are better than that which I experience, and I know that they are suffering just as I am, and I feel the cause is beyond my control. If I had known this would be the result, I would never have given birth to begin with. So, we all deserve better, we all deserve healing freedom from the darkness, from that which we were taught was God’s will.

May society be freed from God’s will also. There are millions arguing for their own demise, their own burdens, their own torture, because they have been lied to too many times. Allow them all to be free from the burdens and lies of this darkness we all learned to call God’s will.

May everyone see that bearing children is not requisite for life on this planet, regardless as to whether a few stupid people attempt to make us. May you know you are always in control of your own body, and that birthing anything or anyone is your own choice, which starts in the mind. If unwanted, all one must do is push it out of the mind and starve it of anything it needs to grow. Own your own choices fully, even when it is terminating a thought, desire, intention, or conception. You can always decide, regardless of external influences, and where there is will, there is always a way.

As amusing, and financially lucrative, as it would be to start restaurants like “Chips in Dale’s” or “Schlong’s Deli”, especially next to every “Hooters” in the nation, may we never actually see that day. May we all find balance and bring the maddness to an end.

May there never be a child born unwanted, severely damaged, or poisoned with recreational drugs. May there never be a mother killed in childbirth only because her unborn baby was seen as more valuable. May everyone understand their choices and beliefs are their own and they have no right to enforce anything on anyone else.

May those intent on keeping guns intended for killing (especially humans), see they are no different than a doctor choosing between the life of an unborn child and the living mother. Really no one human has the right to take the life of another, but self-preservation often causes loss of life, be it by scalpel or gun. One is not more offensive than the other, they are both grotesque necessities, which need to be protected for the moments when they are necessary.

May I feel my freedom propelling me beyond limitations learned. May relief be immediately palpable. May life inprove for me and everyone from this day forward. May we all see and understand more clearly moving forward. May balance be restored. May prosperity reign in only glorious and life supporting ways.

May all systems (health, government, business, society) see the failures of our past and use them as brief reminders of what to fix and what solutions we truly need. We’d be of no need to force pregnancies if government and healthcare hadn’t failed at stopping COVID, and the kicker is we still don’t. There are enough people that wish to bear many children that society will again risk becoming too populous in time, anti-abortion or not. Turn-over should never be terminology for old dieing and new being born, let the natural flow guide us forever more.

May those in power and acting as TV’s guiding personalities, see their mistakes and missteps, and how it caused society to distrust them. May they all use that knowledge to better themselves, and do better for the masses moving forward.

May we all feel safe, supported, and know we have our own freedoms to do what is right for us moving forward. May we all know that we belong in this world, may men know and correct their abuses, and may all women know they are worth more than just producing children. May the biological -gender population balance, be fully reflected in rights, wages, careers, and all other aspects affecting humanity. May the balance be evident everywhere.

May the divine goddess be honoured in every woman, and may all women be shown respect in every moment of every day they live. May the goddess ensure that no woman ever be further punished for being a victim of man’s assault, and may the goddess remove men who attack women in any manner as they are damaged beyond earthly healing. Balance be restored.

Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Understanding

How can any
Man give
Love to
Another Human
Especially
Woman

How can
They know
Love
When their
Fathers
Did not

How can
Any man
Show respect
Give love
Cherish
Honor

When their
Fathers
Didn't
Couldn't
Would not
Too...?

When their
Mothers
Failed
To set
Straight
Educate

Generation
After another
Generation
Repeating
Repeatedly
Wrongness

Watching
Men
Disrespect
Mistreat
Lie to
Women

Watching
Women
Take
Abuses
Multiplied
Silently grieving

Vicious
Cycles of
Illbegotten
Dominance
Ruining
Wasting

Destroying
Trust
Faith
Caring
All Divine
Gifts Ignored

Boys
Learning
To molest
Mistreat, rape
By father's
Actions

Girls
Learning
Futility
Before words
Giving in
Instead of

Standing
Ground
Standing
For inner
Divinity
Strength

This goddess
Standing
Strong
Tall
An Amazon
Warrioress

Will
Turn
Tables
Wear the
Other shoe
And set right

One goal
Figure out
How to do it
Without violence
Without becoming
Just like them


~Treasa Cailleach

May you know you can right wrongs by stopping the momentum of wrongs repeated. Even Mack Truck sized wrongs may flatten us, but our will can still stop them in the process. May we never be flattened and still change wrongs to rights, break shackles for freedom, level dominance with equality. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Blood, sweat, and tears do sometimes matter.

I’m all for law of attraction, and the helpfulness it can provide. But sometimes if you want something you just have to do it yourself, or strongly insist others keep their word.

This weekend was a lot of work. Heavy on my labor, with a good dose of what Nathan could handle.

Friday and Saturday I put up trellis that we’ve been sitting on for the entirety of living in this house. The previous owner had left the supplies, but between indecision and priority list we had not gotten to it. I’m glad I finally did. I turned it into an almost ‘L’ shape in the SW corner of our back deck. The gutter prevented me from connecting them, but I was totally fine with the result. Now that I’ve had some moments to experience it I love it just the way it is.

Also, we have a jungle of poison ivy/oak/sumac that has taken over the east and west fence line. I took East and Nathan to West. We both put a sizeable dent, but didn’t finish.

In the process of cutting and spraying invasive unwanted plants, I moved 8 sad roses from the shaded east fence to my new full sun trellis. I’m hoping they appreciate the move and take off.

I also planted a variety of plants. Some that were given to me and $60 of shade loving prinneals I bought at Hy-Vee. It was the entirety of my garden purchases this year. Everything else was grown, or is growing from seed. I have hostas, daisy’s, Lillie’s of several varieties, yuccas, castor bean, ornamental sweet potatoes, lettuces, kale, rainbow chard, bok choy, spinach, ferns, squashes of 3 varieties, arugula, cucumbers, chives, several herbs, 3 kinds of mint, columbine, hyacinth vine, strawberries, lavender, mother in law’s tongue, Poinsettia from last year is getting bigger, forever plant, creeping Jenny, yellow sedum, columbine, echinacia, purple and yellow cone flowers, clematis, peonies, spirea, irises, and several other biennial wildflowers, and a gaggle of coleous (I started with 3 and propagated over a dozen more).

There was lots of weeding and digging and my low back says I need to cut that out for a while. I didn’t finish my drawing edit because of all of it, so remember to check back for that in the next week or so, it’ll go at the end of the last post.

Kids played, sandbox, sprinkler, slip and slide, trampoline, and climbing the old tree and the front tree.

And the female hummingbird that frequents the most, got brave today. She hovered over me twice when I was taking my breaks in the hammock. After chirping a thank you she flew around the inside of the porch and then exited through the trellis. It was a giddy happy moment for me.

So now I’m enjoying my back porch with tikis lit while a storm rolls in. And I’ll leave you with pictures day and night and my blessing.

May you always have exactly what you need. May things you desire come to wonderful enjoyable fruition. May you see the bounty of Momma Gaea all around. May your life be as abundant as you are able to allow. May you know when hard labor is exactly what is needed. May you enjoy life even when having to work hard daily. May you find your comfortable moments of that when you can. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Quiet Time

Words without bodies
Float into awareness
Quiet time enabled
Hearing

Palabras
Escucha amo

Spanish not my native tongue
A Little understanding
Enabled spelling
Ethereal sounds

Words
Listen master

Translation aided
Found with today's
Technology

Ponder
Am I
Accurate

If I am
Is Google

Either way
Whom did
I
Hear

Why did
I
Hear

In dark
En cama
Plush comforts
Aimed at sleep

My time for
Me
Once again
Interrupted

Another
Unknown

Giving up
Unsolved
Rarer daily
Answers become

Only certainty
Not neighbors
Or family
All those

Primarily
English
Speaking
Minimal second

This
Body-less
Voice can
Abandonar

Off to
Sleep
Ghosts
Adieu


~Treasa Cailleach


May you have peaceful quiet time. May you be comfortable with any input you receive. May you also be comfortable with the unseen. May you only ever receive complete, full, clearly understood messages that apply to your experience in ways you can see. May you be patient with life and the unseen when you find yourself amidst difficult or confusing. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Numb-ers

A break for the eyes
Numbers flow
One after another
Eventually
Eyes blurry
Fatigue
Causes distraction

Unfathomable
That some
Choose this
As an occupation
When once
A year is plenty

I am
More than
Capable
To handle

I am
More than
Able to
Calculate

They
Still
Cause
Fatigued
Exhaustion
For brain and
Eyes

Because they
Are
Have To's
As a result
Of desires

Consequences
Of my
Good deeds
Responsibilities

All actions
Carry
Consequences
Can you
Handle all
Of yours?

Yet somehow
I see
The bounty
These digits
Represent

Tactile digits
Now flow
More bountifully
Than these
Old digits
Quanitfy
On paper

Yet even
The old
Had value
They kept
Afloat
They kept
Alive

Their
Abundance
Enabled
More than
My
Digits
Could
Hand
Alone

That
Is
The flow
I do
I receive
I flow
To more
For other
People
Places
Things

The more
Flow
The more
Flows

I understand
I am
Key
I am
ME
And now
I see
All the ways
I flow
Me

~Treasa Cailleach

May tax season go easy on you. May you enjoy seeing your flow. May you know you have done well and can do even better. May you understand your abilities more fully. May you appreciate yourself fully. Above all may you know the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti