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Stream of consciousness- part 1

Last night I meditated to a 111hz YouTube video to calm and find answers. The combination of my herbs, the frequency, and the visual, led to my connection being amplified intensely. The following words are from that channeled experience, and I think they can apply to everyone. I will expound on the rest of my related thoughts in a separate post.


The matrix is being redesigned

What do you want it to look like

Are you someone who wants me to stay down with you
Or are you someone who wants to try and keep up with the changes like I do

I’m sorry if you want to stay down, I can’t stay with you
If you want to keep up, we’ll do better if we work with each other

I want to work together, show me how, tell me how

Explaining ESP to a 5 year old.

My son greeted me last night with a drawing, not a pretty one.

He explained: that’s the other mommy and she died and that’s me crying. He pointed to two smaller people and said those were the kids and the baby had no arms, because it was hurt when the mommy was. He told us the cave collapsed because the plastic holding it up broke, and that was how they both got hurt, but the mommy died.

I instantly knew he’d had a very real vision and was telling me the best way he knew how. I told him that’s what was going on. I explained I’ve had them to, that it’s like a daydream but really real, and I told him of mine about the bear and the little girl from so long ago.

I said that even if they’re scary it’s an important message, and we just have to figure out what it means. I told him that I was very proud of him and loved him very much, and that I was glad he gave me the message. I then explained that daddy and I needed to go figure it out.

Nathan and I did, we sat together shuffling and dropping cards and listening for answers. When we felt we got all we could, we sat and compard notes. Where he was fuzzy I wasn’t, and vice versa, but there was enough overlap that we knew we were on the right track and had most of the important details. We’re fairly certain we have an understanding and know whom it was regarding. However, there’s nothing we can do, and we’re not sure if it’s already happened or if it’s just impending doom.

I told Nathan we needed to send love and surround the person with a hug. So we proceeded to do so and then there was a tap on our door and Ian pushed another drawing through. On one side it seemed like a smiling face with stars all around, but connected with lines, on the other the stars/lines made a pattern of shapes and letters.

I told Nathan this is auto-writing, my son does better auto-writing than I do and I’ve actually tried to practice it. I commented that the stars could also be letters or characters since Ian is still working on writing English, and would have no grasp of another language.

However, on second look at the page with the shapes, it just clicked. I had seen the heart on first pass, but then I saw the letters and other shapes and just knew. It was a message in mirror image. It was essentially like an I❤NY type message, but the whom from was in Telegu and the whom to was in English, and the star-lines were essentially outlines of the letters. I would post a picture if it here, but feel the need to protect the whom which it is about.

I nearly cried and Nathan said he felt a big rush. We had received instant validation.

We picked up all the cards, Nathan stashed Ian’s drawings and I went to cuddle him before bed. I again thanked Ian for both getting the messages and for passing them on to me. I said that I was sorry the first bit was so sad, but that I was really grateful he was able to do that. I told him I loved him very much and he was very special. I said that I have the same gifts and told him that sometimes it’s very hard, but there is nearly always a happy ending having such wonderful gifts. I told him if he ever needs help with understanding things to let me know.

He didn’t want to go to sleep at that point so Nathan took over and cut cords, grounded out the excess energy, and did enough Reiki to help him fall asleep.

It was a very interesting end to an already interesting month.

May you all have clear messages and full understanding. May you have close moments with your children. May you appreciate your connectionto the divine in whatever ways it manifests.

Siva Hir Su