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Humanity’s root dis-ease.

Toxic masculine. AKA stress.

Epstein-Barr virus, COVID, and several others, they are “contagious-disease” symptoms of the root cause. Our body let’s the contagion in, when stress let’s defenses down. The how of your stress and the environment you’re aware of, determines the contagion and physical impact that is enabled.

Diabetes, cardiovascular concerns, cirrhosis of the liver, pancreatitis, hashimoto’s or really any thyroiditis, and any one of a couple dozen cancers are the long-term damage symptoms of the same root cause; except they are the direct result of the contagious-diseases that resulted from the root cause.

To solve it you must do your best to work backwards and work up.

Solve the long-term damages by providing your body with every healing element. Allow your body to return to the  parasympathetic nervous system response, and nourish it as fully and optimally as possible to heal damaged areas. Easier said than done.

Solve the contagious diseases that were allowed in. That requires nourishing your immune system fully once all of the damages have been healed, and continuing to stay in parasympathetic functioning for as long as your body needs to eject those viruses and bacteria.

Once you’ve healed all of the symptoms you must figure out how to keep yourself out of toxic masculinity stress, in order to stay that way for life. Again easier said than done.

You may have noticed: (if you are educated on parasympathetic vs sympathetic responses) that eliminating our body’s and brain’s response to stress is the main factor in fixing all of it. Proper optimum nutrition, much more than basic nutrition, is secondary but equally important.

Those two factors alone will heal more than anything else.

If you can accomplish them.

See toxic masculinity, AKA stress, is everywhere you look these days. I could come up with a million examples of I had the time to write. Instead I’m going to give a fairly random sample in much shorter list form. It’s what I have time for.

  • Addiction. To anything. Is stress on the body.
  • Fatigue, because of any reason, is stress on the body and brain.
  • Allergies are a symptom of stress in the immune system.
  • Depression, anxiety, manic moments, are all symptoms of stress in the brain.
  • Muscle cramps are symptoms of stress in the muscles.
  • Arthritis is a symptom of stress in the the joints.
  • Inflammation is the stress response in the body’s tissues.
  • Pain can be a symptom of any of these. It is a signal of stress’ damage.

In our environment stress is just as plentiful. General first, specific second.

  • Politics. Especially one side arguing with another.
  • Censorship. One side wants to silence the other side. Yet if we silence one we have to silence both. Then where do you end up?
  • People ignoring each other, especially if it is because of race, gender, or any belief or view.
  • Religions ignoring people or treating anyone as less than. Anyone treating anyone else, as less than.
  • Inequality.
  • Imbalance.
  • Disrespect.
  • Disdain.
  • Intolerance.
  • Telling anyone they are wrong or inappropriate, especially if physical harm is not involved (the one being told they are inappropriate harmed none).
  • Unsupported.
  • Unloved.
  • Pushing for longer, harder, better, faster, more.
  • Men belch and talk with their mouths full, yet women (ladies) are expected to be proper and do the opposite.  If you don’t like us doing it, then maybe you shouldn’t either. And if you know it’s impossible to be perfect, don’t expect us to be perfect either.
  • Toxic is drinking or drugs for recreation. The assumption that under the influence, enables fun or more enjoyment. Drugs can be medicine when used properly, and alcohol was once the only safe drink, but inundating your system in an effort to produce more enjoyment is rarely effective and frequently damaging.
  • Women are not allowed to be lead clergy in many faiths. Why? Who said we are incapable? Not all women wish to bear children, and if men can escape that responsibility, then we should be able to as well. There is no logical reason to prevent women from being clergy, because any reason given, could be applied to men, except that it would cause them to be defensive and produce reasons why that is wrong. If the reasons are wrong for men, then they are wrong for women too.
  • Power, influence, and global resources, being restricted to mostly older white males. It’s why I have so much respect for Oprah. She managed to become what none other could, and she has dark skin and a vagina. She broke every rule and she’s the only one of both color and female gender. She earned every ounce of what she has, and deserves all of it.
  • Race ever being a factor in anything. There are bad people in every race, and here in America all too often police look the other way when it’s a rich, even middle-class, white kid…..  I’ve met dozens white people that had been druggies since middle school and never got punished, often never even got caught, and by no special circumstances. But every black person I’ve ever met that even smoked weed, has stories of running from cops and being in juvie. It’s a long standing imbalance. If you can look the other way over the white people and let them slide, then you can do the same for the black people or any other race. And if that thought makes you cringe, then all races should be punished equally.
  • Toxic masculinity is letting banks raise rates faster than wages can keep up, it is fighting over shutting society down and not making financial institutions follow suit.
  • It’s employers punishing for illness absences, but not providing tools for genuine health. All while allowing food manufacturers to use ingredients that stress bodies into illness, and ignoring that doctors are not actually educating us towards health.
  • It’s pushing and nagging all of society to buy more constantly, and forcing technology upgrades (5G) when we’ve just been through a pandemic where many people suffered massive financial strain.
  • It fuel at $3+ a gallon now that everyone is having to go back to driving to work. We haven’t even recuperated from the financial strains of COVID and 5G, and fuel makers are manipulating our return to work. Yet there are no incentive programs to buy Tessela cars or make EVs more plentiful.
  • It’s working people too sick and dieing, and God not dropping money from the sky.
  • It’s a society full of stressed sick people, and the less sick having to work, and do their best to support and take care of the more sick.
  • It’s toxic chemicals being used in agriculture under the premise of higher yields, but even when decades of data indicates that failed, we continue to dump toxic chemicals on our foods and poison ourselves and our world for no significant benefit.
  • It’s fracking for natural gas, and causing more diseases from chemicals entering water supplies. Even further causing earthquakes in areas that are fairly far from accepted fault lines (where we would never expect earthquakes in those areas at all).
  • It’s wars against anyone or anything.
  • It is taking playful challenges and athleticism, and making it far too serious, especially at too young of ages.
  • It’s failing to teach balance in an effort for bigger, faster, stronger, longer, and even more failing to properly and fully address any injuries or illness incurred as a result of such.
  • Anytime struggle of any kind, becomes a mental threat, all bets are off and you are already under the influence of toxic masculinity.
  • Anytime damages are incurred, and time or resources for healing are dictated by external influences. If time and resources do not meet the needs of the individual, that is toxic masculinity.

Everywhere you look toxic masculinity has caused stresses, and it is an unstoppable snowball hurtling down the hill at breakneck speeds. No one is going to be able to stop it. God could, but it would take giving those that have suffered the most in a state of unknowing innocence or in futile efforts, everything that they need for full healing, while simultaneously eliminating those that instigated or increased suffering knowingly.

What simply boggles my mind is the faction of 1%ers that are in support of all of it, in a desire to thin the herd. They seem to believe that they are immune and will clear the other side unscathed. Yet there is an underlying (or is it overlying) divinity that supercedes masculine and feminine, and that divinity is charged with restoration of balance at all costs. If the rest of us die because of toxic masculinity, stirred and motivated by that small faction, then the divine will right the balance in whatever way it sees fit, and the 1%ers are not as safe as they believe. They are no more safe than any of the rest of us, they just don’t see their version coming.

May you find a way to restore balance in your life and for anyone that you are directly responsible for. May we all see how to shut out as much of the toxic masculinity as possible. May we all see our path to healing as being illuminated before us. May we all have the resources and time we need just fall from the sky. May healing become easy and may we all have all of the time and resources we need just as easily. May masculinity return to safe and wholesome levels throughout our entire world. May divine feminines find their power and utilize it fully for all that it is capable of. May humanity not just survive, but find a way to restore balance while thriving. May all those in favor of humanities’ demise- find their own, less swift and more painful, but equally surprising demise. May we all be loved and supported and find a way to feel that love and support even when already impacted by the toxicity. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

World

This song resonated for me this evening. Then when I went to find the video to link, watching it has an even more intense message. It fits with things on my mind lately, this man’s world has left much to be desired, and what I see is really far from the fairy tales my heart desires. A woman’s love in a man’s world, not solving a damn thing because man’s world seems loveless.


On an entirely different note (or is it?): A 36 year old, seemingly-healthy-male in my world, admitted he has been diagnosed with high blood pressure.

On one hand, that doesn’t seem like a big deal, there’s far worse things to be diagnosed with. You could totally ignore it for quite some time before it causes greater concerns. Or can you?

The other hand reveals: my husband was told of his mildly high blood pressure and borderline diabetes when he was 40 (4 years older than this other person in my life). Currently: my husband is on dialysis, and has an enlarged heart, but still has blood pressure concerns, and diet controlled diabetes. His hope to live a healthy life, lies in transplants and machines. …. The enlarged heart became an immediate and acute concern 3 months before his 48th birthday (8 years after initial warnings). Kidney failure at 58, after an unknown viral infection.

I feel like it warrants warning, and education, and immediate changes to correct blood pressure, before it’s even a problem. That could buy many more good years for someone so young.

Yet, this same person has made comments about my husband’s lack of response to life’s “wake-up calls”, and comments of assumptions about what Nathan has or hasn’t done over the years. Never actually having prolonged inquisitive conversations with me or him.

Do I make those same assumptions about him? Do I let it pass with an awareness he’s likely to blow-off the high blood pressure just like Nathan did early on, because Nathan’s doctors didn’t educate him on ramifications, choices and options (at least beyond pills)?

Or … Do I take the high road and assume that he’s already doing something about it, that he’s just aware enough to know there are choices and options and he’s working with them to correct the problem?

Or… Do I assume neither and randomly (or even strategically) offer suggestions that might just bounce off of him, knowing that my words frequently, even bounce off of people that actually care what I have to say? A desire to educate and help, does nothing if someone isn’t open to all of your answers. That, I have lots of experience in.

And unfortunately, I have even more experience doing my best to help those whom assume I am no help in the first place. My entire biological family wrote me off, because I was the youngest, and a girl, and chose to work as a massage therapist and artist. You know that must mean I’m an idiot: just a stupid little girl. My brothers were fond of those words when I was little. Though they don’t say them to me as an adult, my brain heard them enough times it echoes the words in the gaps of their speech. They simply don’t even need to say them anymore. I’m well trained. And when so well trained, you manifest what you believe, so no one listens to this stupid little girl, hardly ever.

So really, it’s futility to even try. I’ve manifested a loop that is nearly impossible to break. I know because I now appreciate my own intelligence in a way that no one else does, and have for quite some time. I know I have good, well informed messages, that many ignore and nearly all fail to notice. I’m an insignificant blip on the world map, but one that could help millions, if only I could believe anyone cared that much.

Yet, all of this, and the one concept I’m struck with most is we’re all sick because of toxic masculinity.

Toxic masculinity:

  • Stress induced high blood pressure in your mid 30’s or early 40’s, none of us should have that much stress, that young.
  • Doctors failing to educate patients on preventative measures of all kinds, and moreso failing to educate fully on ramifications of unchecked disease. Failing to educate on anything, even with thier own medical staff, is toxic masculinity because they are short time to do so, under paid, over worked, and equally stressed. They are suffering the affliction(s) they are supposed to be trained to heal.
  • Doctors failing to diagnose underlying root causes or diseases. See I’m aware enough, because of my own journey, that I know EBV causing thyroid damage can manifest in men as cardiovascular concerns. He literally could have the same problem as me, just the male body version. That would be ironic. But the toxic masculinity is evident in that: I wonder if anyone has even checked him for any chronic disease beyond the HBP label, and I highly doubt it. And did they even rule out anything but stress being the cause? Stress is easy to fix if you know for certain that is the only cause- that’s the catch.
  • Women bearing love in an unreceptive world.
  • Women being treated as the music video indicates.
  • Children learning as the music video indicates.
  • Abuse, negative thoughts, mental patterns being brainwashed generation after generation. All symptoms of toxic masculinity.
  • My brothers childhood opinions becoming ingrained so well that they create self-fulfilling prophecies.
  • Assumptions about anything or anyone.

All of those are very good examples of the ruin that toxic masculinity has wreaked upon this world. It’s up to every single one of us to do our level best to heal as much as we are humanly able. No one person can solve it all, but together there might be hope for humanity. And who knows, maybe healing some of that crap will enable a few of the fairly tales to become just believable enough to manifest for some people.

May you heal yourself and in turn help heal the world. May you see that even seemingly benign diagnosis’ can and should be wake up calls. May you be more forgiving of those that missed that memo, or never got the memo to begin with, or had the doctor that missed the memos. May you know that those of us that suffered are here to help others learn how to escape ill fate, but that it requires a desire and openness to learn from survivors. May you know that you are here for a reason and everything in your experience has the potential to make you a better person. May you be patient with yourself and others, and kind when things go wrong. May you see how best to interact with others and provide helpful messages in a way they can be received. May you know you are always doing your best, even when you fail to handle life in a way that fully supports your own living. May you know for certain we are all in this together, we all have battles and struggles to overcome, and each of us is just a unique set doing our best. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Messenger girl.

My not-feeling-well bedtime was interrupted by a psychic tap on the shoulder, so my deal for this message is my “COVID” experience needs to wrap up. If I’m going to be a messenger girl it’s a hell of a lot easier when I feel better.

The message:

I hear a world
Scared
Running in fear
From unknown

The perception
A dis-ease
Called COVID
Not playing by
Existing labels' rules

All
Clamoring
To blame
To cast doubts
To shun
To redicule
To pass the buck
To make a buck

Responsibility
An excuse
To burden others
With shame
When none was
Earned

The fear is
Real
Based on information
Shared
Yet somehow
Something is
Missing
Or hidden
That knowledge
Is the true root
Of the feelings
Stirred

What is missing
What is hidden
Is this dis-ease
What we are being
Told
Is the blame
Founded
Are we right to
Shun, redicule, punish
When efforts fail

Efforts always fail
When aimed incorrectly
And often even when
Aimed correctly

How are so many
Getting sick
Same days
Same times
When individuals
Rarely share that much
In common
As hoards

People
Scared
For their lives
For their loved ones lives
Rightfully so
Many already having
Lost
Many more at risk

Perhaps
Risks
Could be more
Effectively
Reduced
If the missing
Pieces
Were found

I hear the fear
I see the way
Now will anyone
Hear my message

It is more simple
Than you know
It has been repeated
More than any care
To admit

Let go
Go within

This girl writes truth
She carries
My burden
She is no different
Than any of you
Except she made one
Important
Choice
To hear me
And do her best
To pass my message on

The answer everyone
Seeks
Can be found
Within
Your bodies
Miracles of
Divine creation

Let go
Of everything
You think you know
Of everything you
Have been told
Of everything
You're supposed to
Do, be, have
Let go
To be able to go
Within

Deep
Inside
Yourself
Is the key
The solution
To all of this
And more

Every person
A miracle of
Life
Able to right
Any wrong
Simply
By
Being
Still
Enough
To hear what can't be heard
To see what can't be seen
To communicate what can't be said

Let yourself
Find your
Inner
Miracle
It is the way
The path
Easier than you know
Yoda
Said so

See the common
Thread
Understand
The deeper
Meaning
To find your
Own
Freedom
From this
Or any other
Dis-ease

Speak your
Own truth
In patience

Listen not just to
Fears and concerns
But for the good
For the better choices

See how we
Can come
Together
In goodwill
In cooperation
In kindness

Humanity
Can and will
Become stronger
For all of it

None need perish
All whom leave
Make that choice
Most have been
Asking for it
As their path
Too knarled
To be

Open yourself
See
Hear
And speak
With your
Own soul
The way
Will set you free

It is easier
When rested
Gentler
When hydrated and
Nourished
Flows readily
When flexible
Makes sense
When minds
Are open

Kindness with
Self
Begets more
Kindness

Openness with
Self
Encourages flow
For solutions
To find proper
Ways
Homes to heal
Families to restore balance

All is well
Can manifest
With trust
Faith
Let go
Go within
Be patient

Normally I’d notate my name on a poem. This one is definitely not mine and I hope I did full justice to the message.

Everyone be well and take the message to heart. I’ve been doing my best and I’m hoping that I’ll pull out of my physical discomfort soon. I could have caught it from any one of a large number of people and I blame no one, my misalignment let it in. I simply hope that the divine will help me realign and heal fully.

May we all be in alignment. May we all heal. May the missing pieces become clear and fear dissipate. May we all find the miracle within ourselves. May we all hear the messages, see the path, and know exactly what to say and when. May we all see our individual impact on the journey of humanity and may all of us wishing to stay have wonderful lives from this day forward. Above all may you know that the divine lives, and loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Continuation

I was in the middle of meditation when my inner self said I needed to share the words I’m using, and the experience of thier effects for me.

So here goes my best meditative post for the day.

I am here.
I am a miracle.
I am a miracle for having made it through this far.
I am a miracle because of my body and my brain, and their awe inspiring ability to heal.
I am a healer just by virtue of being alive.

I feel the light that those statements bring to my awareness, as a warm tingly sensation spreading through my body and brain. Then the light starts to produce pressure in certain areas. Those are the edges of where the flow is blocked, just like how a trigger point resists my touch.

Repeat. I am here.
I am a miracle.
My body is a miracle.
My brain is a miracle.
I am alive because of the miracle healing mechanisms in my body.
I made it through everything just by being me and choosing to live.

The pressure grows to be more noticeable. I give it the attention it needs just as I would a trigger point. Acknowledge it is there. Something caused it to be hurt and the hurt got stuck in a way that is cutting off the love, the flow of life in your body.

I am sorry that those things happened, and I'm sorry that they never healed. I deserved better than that, and I am the one that failed to give myself what was needed to heal at the time. I am sorry.

I love you (pressure/pain space). I love myself enough to fix it now. I have given myself all of the tools my body needs to mend, I made sure of it by taking my vitamins and a few very supportive herbs. I made sure of it, because I know that my brain is struggling because it needs something. So regardless of what IT says I'm going to do my best to provide. I am a miracle goddess worthy and deserving of love. Real love.

Discomfort grows, but in smaller areas.

The pressure, the discomfort, is where the light is moving into the damaged spaces. It is uncomfortable because it forces flow to return, it forces life to live again. The damage was never mended, and the only way to bring in healing is to open the wound. God's light is gentler than surgery, but still uncomfortable.

Opening a wound is always going to be painful. But once open the light, the flow, can return.

The relief begins.

The flow brings what was needed all along.

It becomes a gentle loving embrace.
The sense of support we all need.
Those parts of me, they just didn't know they needed it, or even what it was.

The pressure feels less but stays.
Now it is the pressure of being supported in loving light.
Now it is the pressure of nutrients and hydration flowing in.
It is a good pressure, it is a helpful pressure.
It is the feeling of God being let into spaces that have not felt the light and love for decades.
This discomfort, this definitely feels good. Like the hurts-good of my fix-it massages.
It makes sure that everything gets what it needs.
It is omnipresent, all the damaged spaces receiving simultaneously, my only ability to discern is where I focus my attention.
I count 11 in my brain, head, and neck.
I count 23 in the rest of my body.
And I'm writing from this mindful space so I may have missed some.
All of them found with the same level of light and love flowing much needed supportive pressure.

Pause.
Feel.
Just sitting with the sensations.
Let the mind relax, and check in on spots in a rotation you don't have to think too much about.
Just know the light and love is working, and the level of damage is what determines how long it might take.
Do this as long as possible, every day.
If you have to stop because of life, just know you have to revisit until complete. With my years of practice, I'm able to do this as long as no one is talking directly to me, it has been a huge help.

You know it is complete when the pressure releases and you genuinely feel better in that spot. It feels good again. It feels easy again. It feels normal again.

If you get distracted, repeat.
I am here.
I am a miracle.
My body is a miracle.
My brain is a miracle.
I made it through all of that and I'm still alive.
I deserve the miracle that is ME.
I deserve all that is wonderful and good.
I deserve to have myself and all that means.
I deserve all the love and light needed to heal fully and completely.

Sit and relax and repeat any of this as much as needed. Do what your body asks of you. If you need to pee, go pee. If you need a drink, drink something, preferably pure water. If your body wants to change position do it to the fullest of your ability. Just keep breathing through all of it and stay focused on the message here.

May you find the healing you seek. May the flow do exactly what you hope for. May we all find the release of healing and find our whole inner self. May we all feel just fine again. May you feel good and know the light of life is flowing in all of you. Above all, may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

As above so below. An it harm none, do what ye will. So mote it be.

May God’s will be complete, on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Bhumi mangalam,
Udaka mangalam,
Agni mangalam,
Vayu mangalam,
Gagana mangalam,
Surya mangalam,
Chandra mangalam,
Jagata Mangalam,
Jeeva mangalam,
Deva mangala,
Mano mangalam,
Aatma mangalam,
Sarva mangalam
Om Shanti
(Translation: May there be tranquility on earth, in water, in fire, in the wind, in the sky, on the sun, on the moon, on our planet, in all living beings, in the body, in the mind, and in the spirit. May that tranquility be everywhere and in everyone. Aum peace)

Om Shanti

10 in 2 years

SARS-CoV-2 Variant Classifications and Definitions (COVID-19)

https://www.cdc.gov/coronavirus/2019-ncov/variants/variant-classifications.html#anchor_1632150752495

Wake up. NOTHING that has been done worked. Live or die, but I’m fucking over the stress and bullshit arguing, when no one has gotten it right. God could fucking fix this and isn’t, maybe he’s sick of our bullshit too. God supposedly could fix a lot of things and isn’t, he checked out ages ago. Get over it, all of it.

Of course if he was really that sick of us he find a way to smite everyone and just be done. Bible says he’s done it before, what’s s stopping him now.

An it harm none, do what ye will. God’s will be done. Finished. On Earth as it is in heaven.



Doctor Oz, before you get elected please run shows on how to educate our children for the safety of their own health. We should be teaching them better options than carried by their parents and generations past, and better options than the establishment is offering.

Oprah, open family yoga centers, where kids learn to do yoga as a kid should, but their parents get the same time for the same thing. Make it easy and fun for the whole family. Meditation too (maybe every yoga class does a meditation at the end). Make it like Wonderscope KC, but for yoga and truly healthy eating.

DIAL, Brookdale, or any other senior living facility. The boomers are the first to go, and our timeline has just sped up significantly. If you want to thrive you need to figure out how to take people of any age for care, but also preserve the health of your employees. If you don’t, it won’t be long until all your employees become residents.

If you came to this world for a reason and your intentions are good, then now is the time to put your foot down and act. Otherwise you’ll join the unaligned in bickering death.

Actions based in aligned intentions of the divine are life saving. Prayer, meditation, eating foods worthy of gods, drinking drinks worthy of gods, treating your body as the temple of god it was always intended to be, giving yourself the same praise you would God because you can and will be the channel of God to do great things in this world. Do it for you and because it is the hope for humanity.

May we all navigate the path with ease. May God’s will be complete and our hands, our bodies, our brains, our connection to the divine, be a daily reminder of such. May we all heal this world together. Above all may you know that you are loved and supported in all that you do.

Om Shanti