Tag Archives: find self

Looking

Waiting on a teen
Eyes so very sleepy
Sitting outside stores
Looking for the pretty
Keeping myself afloat
Best as I am can

Mans lights
Glow softly on
Tree branches waving
More a gentle rocking
The breeze is light, soft
Muggy with damp sprinkles
The air is warm
Enveloping

Low clouds
Catch errant glows
The many lamps
Lighting a
City night

My music
Graces my ears
Soothing mantras
Mellow beats to
Calm and center
Focusing on
Me better

I know some of
My symptoms belong
To others i should
Never have let in
I am a good girl
That didn't
Know how
To keep it out

I was too young
When violated
And didn't have
Anyone to help
Fix it

The darkness
Tonight is not
Comforting
So focus
On lights
I will

The light casts
Warm glows
Highlighting
Only the best
Beautiful greens
Fresh air blowing
A safe glow keeping
The bumps in the
Night away

The gentle rain
Turing windshield
Kaléidoscope
Reflecting
Lights
As tiny
Dancing dots
Glowing patterns
Washing the
Filth off
Cleansing
My soul

May these
Drops
My music
The lights
Keep me feeling
Safe cleansed
And healed
Whole as
Me


~Treasa Cailleach

May you always have help when repressed memories surface. May you have understanding for why or how something happened to you. May you forgive yourself for everything you couldn’t control and let go of the experience to heal. May you know it’s a distant bad memory and it never needs revisited because releasing the trauma leads to full healing. May you know you truly released all of it. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do, and they were there protecting you from worse. May you know that you are fully capable of choosing to overcome and being successful. May you know how to keep everything out now.

Om Shanti

It is something that happened to me, and I don’t need the details. It does not define me. I am still standing, and not just barely standing, no I’m standing tall and strong. I have supported myself from the beginning and will until the end. My awareness of abuse in this way mist mean something and will eventually turn to good as the scar fades to faint shadows. May releasing this memory, this blurry moment, bring deep lifetime healing.

Hurt

Brothers
Simply
Did not
Understand
Learned

Actions
Mean
Hurtful
Traumatic
Ingrained

Left
Scars
Lifetime
Sorrows
Secrets

Too
Young
Incapable
Of full
Knowing

Yet
Adults
Now are
Silent
Mute

Amends
Never
Made
Given
Received

Silence
Of knowing
Awareness
Chosing
Nothing

Withholding
What is in
Their power
Understanding
Capabilities

If they all
Know better
Why stay
Silent
Now

If they all
Understand
Damages
Done
Now

Why not
Make
Amends
Apologize
Set right

Forgiveness
For ignorance
Is Easy
Forgiveness
For willfulness

Will this
Goddess
Ever
Find
That

~Treasa Cailleach

May you never have family hurt you. May those that hurt you always make ammends the best ways they know how. May you know you are loved and appreciated and respected by everyone. May you always have what you need. May you find forgiveness within yourself regardless of how ignorant or willfull actions were, because even willful hurts are a form of misunderstanding. May you forgive yourself for allowing yourself to be hurt in the first place. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

See, Feel bigger

The problem
Is really like
3 Blind men
Describing
An elephant
Impossible to
Solve because
All feel it's
Too Immense
And none
See the
Entirety

None will
If separation
Continues
That is
Dis-ease
Of wholeness
Dis-ease of
Mind, Body
And Spirit
Everything
Succumbing
To invasive
Darkness
Without
Light of
Wholeness

Masculine
Feminine
Healthy
Balance
Cooperate
For desired
Peacefulness

Medicine
Science
Church
State
All
Helping
One another
Cooperating
Together

All
Knowing
Each sees
Only one
Part

Without
The other
It is too
Unsolvably
Immense
And none
Are divine
On their
Own

For now
I heal
My Self
My own
Divinity
Working
For me
In me

Knowing
I may
Loose
Because
Doctors
Aren't
Even
Trying
Can't
Accept
Psychic
Energetics
Awareness
Unseen
Unprovable
Only relying
On machines
Or pills

This
Manly
Lady
Desires
Peace
In Life

Yet masculine
Not helping
Matters
Made
Worse
Burdening
Too greatly
Unnecessary
Weights
Mental
Physical
Stressing
Threatening
To crumble

Feminine
Basking
Laying
Doing
Nothing
Isn't
Winning
Either

My ease
My healing
Connected
To divinity
Self In motion
Actions of
Knowing
I don't
Have
To Do
Anything
For anyone
Else anyway
It's all
For
Me

~Treasa Cailleach

May you see your biggest picture in it’s wholeness and have a sense that it is solveable with more wholeness. May you know how parts fit together and work seamlessly for positive impacts. May we all understand that regardless of rightness or wrongness we’re all in this together and maybe one person’s wrong makes another’s make a little more sense. May we all see the rightness in everything and how it blends into the most manageable biggest picture. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Will, Honor, Reap Abundance

Several poems came to me in rapid succession. I did my best to keep up. I’ve put them in vibrational order here, to climb the scale for better.


Will

Fathers'
Will
Drive
Continues
To ravage

Discretion
Onslaught of
Destruction
Dismay
Decay

A cycle
Continuous
Inate
Results of
Process itself

Children
Children's children
Fall prey
One way
Or another

By Ignorance
Unawareness
Lacking control
Perhaps even
Active choice

Following
Feminine's lead
One could
Simply exit
Stage left

One way
Or another
One can
Separate
Oneself

His will
Continues
Wreaking
Destruction
Dismay

His Will's
Ferocity
Low vibe
Power
Abuse

Adequate
Destroying
Far beyond
Intended
Range

Dishonorable
The climb
Out from
Steaming
Horse manure

Disrespectful
Leaping out
Dumpsters'
Trash as
Thrown

Somehow we
All Believed
'Twas Honorable
Respectful
Helpful

But was it?

His will
Supposedly
Knew
Divine
Better

His will
Supposedly
Knew what
Was, Is
Good

Yet his will
Continues
To elicit
Opposites'
Path

His
Wills'
Choice
Powerful
Subversion

His
Beliefs
Commanded
Ownership
Obedience

None of
Those
Beliefs
Choices
Lie directly

Yet too Indirect
To be found
Within
Loves
Vacinity

Willpower
Inequitable
To love
Begets
Damage

Damages
Too far
From
Loving
Embrace

Trauma
Too far
From
Daily
Learning

Willfullness
Restricted
Disturbed
Loving
Flow

His will
Ends now
Lies by
Association
Terminated

One way
Or another
Disconnected
Restoration
Flowing

Good
Loving
Light aimed
At honorable
Respectful

Abundant
Fruitful
Elevating
Enjoyment
Of Life

Freedom
Of self
Disconnected
I am
Here




    ~Treasa Cailleach

Transition

Is Perhaps
Drama's chaos
Darth Vader
Meeting
His gate

Fate's become
Restricted
Flowing
Slowed to
Decline

Darkest
Warlock
In throws
Of death's
Rattle

His own
Force
Waning
Grasping
At cords

Pulling
Desperate
For life's
Breathing
Source

Threatening
To drown
Pull down
Anyone Anything
In Cord's reach

His wrath
Is not mine
For you see
Love's light
Is Existing

Far from
Where fear
Distruction
Recline
Sprawl

My soul
Nourishes
My cells
My being
Is my own

I am
Free
To Be ME
Here now
Now here


      ~Treasa Cailleach

Climb the Scale


Honorable is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Honorable is
Thriving
Helping those
Thrown into dung
Taken to trash
Misstepped
Into sewers
Elevated by
Helping arms
Of support

Respect is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Respect is
Abundantly
Offering
Skills
Resources
For all
Finding
Ways Up, out
Of others'
Revolting
Misdeeds
Undone
Righting
Of wrongs
Together

Helpful is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Helpful is
Moving up
Scales
Elevating
Awareness
Joining
Hands, Arms
Ensuring
Elevation of
All impacted
Improvement
Bountiful
Growth
To Knowing
Best for all


     ~Treasa Cailleach


Reaper

To reap
What is
Sown Is to
Take in bounty
To nourish

Save for
Winter's
Dark days
Sustaining
Life in death

To reap
Keep the
Best for
One's
Self

Best seeds
Come from
Best fruits
Best results
To repeat

Cyclical
Bounty
Becomes
Greater
With time

Reaping
Results
Of own
Working
Toil

What crops
Planted
Tended
Cultivated
Skilled farmer?

Choice of
Turnips
Or many
Bountiful
Varieties

Reap only
Your own
Reap only
Choices
For life

Turn
Blind
Eyes
On tales
Grimm

For he
Has no
Bounty
Bearing
Living

Grimm
Is for
Another's
Journey end
This day

Reap
The best
For self
Enjoying
Life in love

     ~Treasa Cailleach

Water Abundance


Abundance
In flow
Like water
In and out
Repeating

Infinite
Continual
Cycles
Fresh &
Refreshing

30 trillion
3x10¹³ Cells
Inspiration
Receiving
Releasing


Repeating
Frequently
3 cycles
Becomes
9


1 gallon
Only molecules
1.265x10^26 many
Hydration Cycles
Multiplying

4,216,666,666,666.7
Cycles repeating
Refreshing Daily
Replenishing
30 trillion

Continuity
Giving
Life
Flowing
Inspiration

Money
Flows
Likewise
Abundance
Visible

When
In-N-Out
Refreshing
Freshly
Noted

Receiving
Releasing
Repeating
Visible
Symptom

Money, fat
Stored
Physical
Evidence
Found

Abundance
Notable
Elsewhere
As easily as
Bodily evident

Abundance
IS Everywhere
If One Knows
How to
See

~Treasa Cailleach

Toxic masculine is dieing, leading to generations of healing, and I’m free to be me. Thank you momma for your sacrifice and your assistance. I didn’t see what you meant, and though unrequested, I greatly appreciate it. That is where your honor genuinely lay, your intent in your awareness of your true sacrifice. May you be blessed by the light of a thousand suns and have the abundance of 10,000 lifetimes better than this one was, and may you find your truest and your stallion. I love you mom.


May you understand that which is beyond our senses. May you know what your messages mean. May you find ways to communicate the twisting web of the unseen. May you know for certain that you are supported in all that you do. May you know your faith is greater than any darkness. May you know love is real, and that ties that bind can save lives with proper guidance. May you know that support can be found within , and angels and ancestors are rooting for goodness to overcome. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Find Enjoyment Within

Reaching within. Last of 4.

Enjoyment


Purring
Sunbeams
Enlighten
Lotus
Jewels

Mystical
Musical
Vibrations
Tingle
Neurons

Earth's
Whispering
Breath
Excites
Arrector pili

Smoldering
Flickering
Embers
Scintillating
Olfactories

Delicate
Intricate
Flakes
Entice
Photoreceptors

Sweet
Lavishness
Abundantly
Smothers
Papillae

Coalescence
Terra firma
Elementals
Awaken inner
Quintessence


Combined
Experiences
Elevate
Observer
Awareness

Sensing
Momentum
Amidst
Tranquil
Pause

Cognisance of
Potentiality
Permeates
Underlying
Impulses

Each
Perception
Enjoyment
Observed
Experience

~ Treasa Cailleach

May you notice, define, enjoyment in your experience. May you see the smallest inner enjoyments to bridge the gap to larger outer enjoyment. May you find ways to reach for better, no matter the subject. May you find ways to reach for better, no matter what your world shows you. May you see that every moment can bring pain or pleasure and our focus makes all the difference. May you understand your own mortality and utilize it to find great appreciation for your continued survival. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti