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Will, Honor, Reap Abundance

Several poems came to me in rapid succession. I did my best to keep up. I’ve put them in vibrational order here, to climb the scale for better.


Will

Fathers'
Will
Drive
Continues
To ravage

Discretion
Onslaught of
Destruction
Dismay
Decay

A cycle
Continuous
Inate
Results of
Process itself

Children
Children's children
Fall prey
One way
Or another

By Ignorance
Unawareness
Lacking control
Perhaps even
Active choice

Following
Feminine's lead
One could
Simply exit
Stage left

One way
Or another
One can
Separate
Oneself

His will
Continues
Wreaking
Destruction
Dismay

His Will's
Ferocity
Low vibe
Power
Abuse

Adequate
Destroying
Far beyond
Intended
Range

Dishonorable
The climb
Out from
Steaming
Horse manure

Disrespectful
Leaping out
Dumpsters'
Trash as
Thrown

Somehow we
All Believed
'Twas Honorable
Respectful
Helpful

But was it?

His will
Supposedly
Knew
Divine
Better

His will
Supposedly
Knew what
Was, Is
Good

Yet his will
Continues
To elicit
Opposites'
Path

His
Wills'
Choice
Powerful
Subversion

His
Beliefs
Commanded
Ownership
Obedience

None of
Those
Beliefs
Choices
Lie directly

Yet too Indirect
To be found
Within
Loves
Vacinity

Willpower
Inequitable
To love
Begets
Damage

Damages
Too far
From
Loving
Embrace

Trauma
Too far
From
Daily
Learning

Willfullness
Restricted
Disturbed
Loving
Flow

His will
Ends now
Lies by
Association
Terminated

One way
Or another
Disconnected
Restoration
Flowing

Good
Loving
Light aimed
At honorable
Respectful

Abundant
Fruitful
Elevating
Enjoyment
Of Life

Freedom
Of self
Disconnected
I am
Here




    ~Treasa Cailleach

Transition

Is Perhaps
Drama's chaos
Darth Vader
Meeting
His gate

Fate's become
Restricted
Flowing
Slowed to
Decline

Darkest
Warlock
In throws
Of death's
Rattle

His own
Force
Waning
Grasping
At cords

Pulling
Desperate
For life's
Breathing
Source

Threatening
To drown
Pull down
Anyone Anything
In Cord's reach

His wrath
Is not mine
For you see
Love's light
Is Existing

Far from
Where fear
Distruction
Recline
Sprawl

My soul
Nourishes
My cells
My being
Is my own

I am
Free
To Be ME
Here now
Now here


      ~Treasa Cailleach

Climb the Scale


Honorable is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Honorable is
Thriving
Helping those
Thrown into dung
Taken to trash
Misstepped
Into sewers
Elevated by
Helping arms
Of support

Respect is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Respect is
Abundantly
Offering
Skills
Resources
For all
Finding
Ways Up, out
Of others'
Revolting
Misdeeds
Undone
Righting
Of wrongs
Together

Helpful is
More than
Believed
Instructed
Persuasions

Helpful is
Moving up
Scales
Elevating
Awareness
Joining
Hands, Arms
Ensuring
Elevation of
All impacted
Improvement
Bountiful
Growth
To Knowing
Best for all


     ~Treasa Cailleach


Reaper

To reap
What is
Sown Is to
Take in bounty
To nourish

Save for
Winter's
Dark days
Sustaining
Life in death

To reap
Keep the
Best for
One's
Self

Best seeds
Come from
Best fruits
Best results
To repeat

Cyclical
Bounty
Becomes
Greater
With time

Reaping
Results
Of own
Working
Toil

What crops
Planted
Tended
Cultivated
Skilled farmer?

Choice of
Turnips
Or many
Bountiful
Varieties

Reap only
Your own
Reap only
Choices
For life

Turn
Blind
Eyes
On tales
Grimm

For he
Has no
Bounty
Bearing
Living

Grimm
Is for
Another's
Journey end
This day

Reap
The best
For self
Enjoying
Life in love

     ~Treasa Cailleach

Water Abundance


Abundance
In flow
Like water
In and out
Repeating

Infinite
Continual
Cycles
Fresh &
Refreshing

30 trillion
3x10¹³ Cells
Inspiration
Receiving
Releasing


Repeating
Frequently
3 cycles
Becomes
9


1 gallon
Only molecules
1.265x10^26 many
Hydration Cycles
Multiplying

4,216,666,666,666.7
Cycles repeating
Refreshing Daily
Replenishing
30 trillion

Continuity
Giving
Life
Flowing
Inspiration

Money
Flows
Likewise
Abundance
Visible

When
In-N-Out
Refreshing
Freshly
Noted

Receiving
Releasing
Repeating
Visible
Symptom

Money, fat
Stored
Physical
Evidence
Found

Abundance
Notable
Elsewhere
As easily as
Bodily evident

Abundance
IS Everywhere
If One Knows
How to
See

~Treasa Cailleach

Toxic masculine is dieing, leading to generations of healing, and I’m free to be me. Thank you momma for your sacrifice and your assistance. I didn’t see what you meant, and though unrequested, I greatly appreciate it. That is where your honor genuinely lay, your intent in your awareness of your true sacrifice. May you be blessed by the light of a thousand suns and have the abundance of 10,000 lifetimes better than this one was, and may you find your truest and your stallion. I love you mom.


May you understand that which is beyond our senses. May you know what your messages mean. May you find ways to communicate the twisting web of the unseen. May you know for certain that you are supported in all that you do. May you know your faith is greater than any darkness. May you know love is real, and that ties that bind can save lives with proper guidance. May you know that support can be found within , and angels and ancestors are rooting for goodness to overcome. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Brain Relations

Anecdotal. Based on 1st and 2nd hand accounts in my experience. Take it with a grain of salt.

I’ve already talked about the cvid attacking whatever weak spot someone had. I’ve also already discussed my theory that it sped up manifestation of vibrational patterns.

An example of both; I’ll use Nathan, even though he’ll hate it (sorry honey). He has a pattern of “trying to” learned in youth, and hard to break (same as my patterns). Louise Hay stated in her book that the energy of trying can be a cause of kidney problems and she listed affirmations to solve it- when she wrote the book in the 80’s. The energetics of trying, eventually leads to kidney disease and Louise noted it decades ago, and figured out how to heal it. Nathan caught cvid and between the energetics he carried and meds he took, kidneys was his weakness. It was the first and most drastic hit of his cvid experience. What would have taken an entire lifetime to readily show dis-ease before, was shortened into less than a year.

I’ve seen the pattern repeatedly in everyone I come in contact with, and in their particular variation. But there’s more.

I’ve now had a couple clients mention “Covid Brain” as now being a noticed thing, awareness of it, but no full diagnosis or treatment. I suggested, at first mention, that it’s because doctors are happy to supply antidepressants, but if cvid actually caused damage to the brain it’s not going to be solved by prozac.

But it got me to thinking, especially with my battle and how it manifests. What if it is even more than that.

Because of cvid, I am now an open conduit to others energies, and have picked up on all my ailing relatives, pretty much every client leaves an energetic trail in my body, and even coworkers are impacting my awareness in big ways. I hold none of them responsible, it is just one way cvid affected me, and something I am actively managing. At the same time, I have a hell of a time kicking out negative thoughts. I’ve mentioned all this before. It has made my daily routine cumbersome in an attempt to keep myself up and afloat. I’ve also mentioned before that one of the ways I solve it, is to kick it out as if it was a person in me. Statements like “you are not me and I deserve better”. For the ailments, statements like “this nausea isn’t mine, get the eff out”. It has worked, so I keep doing it. It’s even worked on a bit of toe fungus that suddenly appeared about a month ago. I had a moment where I simply knew it wasn’t mine, and went with it. I mentally and verbally rejected it and now it’s cleared up on its own.

Then there’s this awareness that people are not-so-gradually losing their minds and behaving in atrocious ways, in public, online, everywhere. There are no filters anymore, and people are not-so-gradually getting more and more ludicrous and rediculous.

It has made me think. My brain does that; I respond by analyzing everything from every angle, especially when attempting to produce solutions.

The human brain is the closest thing to a computer that we have outside of electronics. I am not in IT, but have had more than one device killed by electronic viruses. I was in highschool when the Trojan was deleveloped and was crashing computers left and right. I understand the basics of how most computer viruses work.

And I see a parallel.

Computer viruses attack the weakest point and utilize the system to replicate to their own advantage, disabling the system to do anything else. They use whatever available to encourage not just the process, but replication to other devices.

I’m beginning to think that cvid has done just that, but with the human brain and body.

It infiltrated via whatever was our weak point. Nathan was kidneys; for me was thyroid, immune, and brain function itself.

Then once in, it started churning out negative thoughts to encourage other weaknesses to become noticable. I’m beginning to wonder if Nathan’s kidneys took a minor hit (why it took them so long to diagnose), and then the negative thought loop of the virus caused the ship to sink so to speak, and caused the sudden need for dialysis.

It would also explain, how even though I know I have worked my ass off to fix my health, I’m suddenly susceptible to other’s symptoms and had toenail fungus out of nowhere.

If your brain has really been hijacked and you don’t even know, then how can anything be healed. See the problem is many of our thoughts are nonverbal in nature and many of them control organ and body function.

You don’t think “kidneys please clean out my blood today and remove all the toxins”. Your brain just tells them to do so, and a particular chemical storm enables the process.

Now imagine instead, that the entire process is being controlled by a virus that intends to hoard everything it desires (toxins and nutrients alike), starve your body &/or organs of what is needed, and keep you alive just long enough to spread the virus further.

So now your kidneys are told go into standby function, and you don’t even know it, you weren’t aware anything changed, and it isn’t something you can see the results of immediately.

What then? How you do make a virus controlling your body in a negative manner, stop?

Do everything possible in opposition.

It’s been my plan all along and it is working. People have watched me and noticed my bad days in a variety of ways. They have seen the chaos and worried about me. They have noticed lots of things and not understood what I was attempting to convey. But I’m winning. I’m a winner, and always have been. I’m kicking this one in the ass, it’s just really slow going.

How?

By doing all the things that have always worked for me, regardless of what my brain tries to tell me, or how I feel at the moment.

I kick out every negative thought that I do notice. I take every opportunity to note and abolish anything that I know for certain isn’t mine. I tell my body things about how amazing it is and how it works so splendidly in certain ways (you may have noticed some of this in my poetry of late). I acknowledge that I am practicing all the good healthy habits as much as anyone in my shoes could. I am doing everything right, and I am certain of it because of my years of experience and previous history. I simply know that I am doing an amazing job kicking an insidious beast of a chronic infection in the ass. I label that beast with many different labels based on the context and factors involved, but in every situation I am acknowledging “this thing is toxic, it is lieing to me/my body, get it out, I deserve better”.

Simple and complex simultaneously.

I’ve even talked with Nathan about this quite a bit. He has been reading “Becoming Supernatural” by Dr. Joe Dispensa. It was recommended by one of my clients on a parallel journey, and it had helped her with some action steps, so he has been putting it to action in meditating on growing a new kidney. But I have encouraged him further. I suggested: What if the kidney failure was virus lies? Take self talk into the realm of opposition. AKA: My kidneys were lied to, they work just fine, and all the elements and descriptors that you do know to be true. Fill in the gaps where medicine can’t. I told him to tell himself he is healing and that his kidneys are improving and what that would look like. We discussed the visible signs to watch for, assuming it will work, including bringing up the memory of being over-dialized.

I told him to treat his brain like a computer fighting a virus. Quarantine every noticable instance. Delete contaminated files, and/or restore to prior version. Overwrite thought patterns that allow the virus to flourish.

There is no human antivirus (stupid vaccine did nothing truly helpful). So, we have to individually create our own mental antivirus software, we have to catch every bit of it ourselves. We have to eliminate every instance ourselves and create better every moment. We have to make it obvious to the virus that it isn’t welcome in our brain or body, and do everything it would rather we not do. Make it want to leave.

If you have to take up writing poetry to help yourself focus on that. Then do it. Make art with that goal. Take supplements that help even if your brain contrives nausea. Exercise even when your brain tries to convince you that you’re too tired. Stretch to fix stiffness. Salt baths to help stiff, sore, or bogged down with other’s energies. Eat stupid healthy, even if your brain tries to convince you otherwise. Eliminate stress every way possible. Turn your back on arguments or negatives you can’t control.

Anything and everything needed to nix negatives and replace with positives.

Like NIKE- Just do it.

And don’t expect a miracle… Hope for it if you want, pray for it too, but more just allow yourself the time and space to enable your body to do what it was designed to do. And it does take time.

We were first round- January 2020, and positive Omicron January 2022, with maybe 2 rounds during Delta timeframe (unconfirmed despite avid testing). I’ve watched clients, friends, family, all deal with the aftermath, some in denial but still very obviously in the midst of it. I’ve wrangled my own long-haulers, while navigating for my immediate family, because they all really on me. I’m still not 100% clear, but I’m far enough that I can see the trajectory enough to believe I’m over the hump. Regardless, I can tell by the way I feel and results I’m getting that I’m on the right track. I will win this, and my writing this post is in hope that it will help others. After this post I’ll likely go back to mostly poems.

FYI. One last note. I’m a bit stunned how much of what Abraham Hicks has been teaching for the prior 15 years applies directly to this sentiment. I’m really just rewording their message, but with emphasis on how it applies to fixing the damage and resetting your body to original standards. It’s almost like they knew this was inbound and we needed the mechanics I just described, to fix it. I know I have it down well enough to maintain stasis. Now I just need to move into solid improvement enough to be visible to others.

May you see the process and how to clear the hump. May you clear all the negatives and heal fully. May you understand the fullness of things in your experience and how they might help yourself and others around you. May you know that you can win against this or anything else. May you see the miracle of your body and know anything that isn’t yours doesn’t belong. May you have a clear and relatively easy path to the solution. May you know you can do it. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Find Enjoyment Within

Reaching within. Last of 4.

Enjoyment


Purring
Sunbeams
Enlighten
Lotus
Jewels

Mystical
Musical
Vibrations
Tingle
Neurons

Earth's
Whispering
Breath
Excites
Arrector pili

Smoldering
Flickering
Embers
Scintillating
Olfactories

Delicate
Intricate
Flakes
Entice
Photoreceptors

Sweet
Lavishness
Abundantly
Smothers
Papillae

Coalescence
Terra firma
Elementals
Awaken inner
Quintessence


Combined
Experiences
Elevate
Observer
Awareness

Sensing
Momentum
Amidst
Tranquil
Pause

Cognisance of
Potentiality
Permeates
Underlying
Impulses

Each
Perception
Enjoyment
Observed
Experience

~ Treasa Cailleach

May you notice, define, enjoyment in your experience. May you see the smallest inner enjoyments to bridge the gap to larger outer enjoyment. May you find ways to reach for better, no matter the subject. May you find ways to reach for better, no matter what your world shows you. May you see that every moment can bring pain or pleasure and our focus makes all the difference. May you understand your own mortality and utilize it to find great appreciation for your continued survival. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Blank mind

Circular
Nonsense


A+B=C

Until
X
And
Z

Feel like
They must
Input

Themselves
Where not
Requested

Mustn't
Their
View
Be right

When
Equation
Never had
X or Z

Incorrect
Values
Incorrect
Measures

Only
Make
Matters
Worse

Only
A
And
B
Stated
Clearly

Other
Factors
Put
-2
Where
None
Was
Needed

Now
A mess
Mathematical
Nightmare
Back tracking
To undo
What was
Done
When
Influenced
By
Errant
Values

To get
The solution
C
ME

Blank
Mind
Valuable
When
It
Sees
ME

Blank
Mind
Otherwise
Wastes
Space
For
me

Neither
Helping
Nor
Hindering
Only a
Pause
In
Calculation

No more
Damage
Done
Either way

My ME
Having time
To regroup
For me
To
See
Solution
ME

~Treasa Cailleach



“SMILE: Start my internal love engine.”

~Qigong Master Chunyi Lin

May you know your math added up correctly without extra input. May you know how to keep external influences out, not matter how many, what kind, or good intentions. May you see your inner self as the way and be able to have a clear singular channel always. May you know the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Numb-ers

A break for the eyes
Numbers flow
One after another
Eventually
Eyes blurry
Fatigue
Causes distraction

Unfathomable
That some
Choose this
As an occupation
When once
A year is plenty

I am
More than
Capable
To handle

I am
More than
Able to
Calculate

They
Still
Cause
Fatigued
Exhaustion
For brain and
Eyes

Because they
Are
Have To's
As a result
Of desires

Consequences
Of my
Good deeds
Responsibilities

All actions
Carry
Consequences
Can you
Handle all
Of yours?

Yet somehow
I see
The bounty
These digits
Represent

Tactile digits
Now flow
More bountifully
Than these
Old digits
Quanitfy
On paper

Yet even
The old
Had value
They kept
Afloat
They kept
Alive

Their
Abundance
Enabled
More than
My
Digits
Could
Hand
Alone

That
Is
The flow
I do
I receive
I flow
To more
For other
People
Places
Things

The more
Flow
The more
Flows

I understand
I am
Key
I am
ME
And now
I see
All the ways
I flow
Me

~Treasa Cailleach

May tax season go easy on you. May you enjoy seeing your flow. May you know you have done well and can do even better. May you understand your abilities more fully. May you appreciate yourself fully. Above all may you know the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti