Tag Archives: finding your source

Looking

Waiting on a teen
Eyes so very sleepy
Sitting outside stores
Looking for the pretty
Keeping myself afloat
Best as I am can

Mans lights
Glow softly on
Tree branches waving
More a gentle rocking
The breeze is light, soft
Muggy with damp sprinkles
The air is warm
Enveloping

Low clouds
Catch errant glows
The many lamps
Lighting a
City night

My music
Graces my ears
Soothing mantras
Mellow beats to
Calm and center
Focusing on
Me better

I know some of
My symptoms belong
To others i should
Never have let in
I am a good girl
That didn't
Know how
To keep it out

I was too young
When violated
And didn't have
Anyone to help
Fix it

The darkness
Tonight is not
Comforting
So focus
On lights
I will

The light casts
Warm glows
Highlighting
Only the best
Beautiful greens
Fresh air blowing
A safe glow keeping
The bumps in the
Night away

The gentle rain
Turing windshield
Kaléidoscope
Reflecting
Lights
As tiny
Dancing dots
Glowing patterns
Washing the
Filth off
Cleansing
My soul

May these
Drops
My music
The lights
Keep me feeling
Safe cleansed
And healed
Whole as
Me


~Treasa Cailleach

May you always have help when repressed memories surface. May you have understanding for why or how something happened to you. May you forgive yourself for everything you couldn’t control and let go of the experience to heal. May you know it’s a distant bad memory and it never needs revisited because releasing the trauma leads to full healing. May you know you truly released all of it. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do, and they were there protecting you from worse. May you know that you are fully capable of choosing to overcome and being successful. May you know how to keep everything out now.

Om Shanti

It is something that happened to me, and I don’t need the details. It does not define me. I am still standing, and not just barely standing, no I’m standing tall and strong. I have supported myself from the beginning and will until the end. My awareness of abuse in this way mist mean something and will eventually turn to good as the scar fades to faint shadows. May releasing this memory, this blurry moment, bring deep lifetime healing.

Float

My
Cells
Hear
Me
One

BEing
Pieces
Of
Source
Perfection

I am
Light
I am
Love
Wholesome

Breath
Inspiration
Of beauty
Beyond
Skin

Breathe
Wisdom
Light
Into
Space

Proper
Intent
Original
Blueprint
Illustrated

I'm
Here
Best
Parts
Self

Work's
Done
Manifest
Names'
Benefits

Former
Was
Justified
Means of
Production

Elevation
Additions
Benefit
Latter
Travels

Excess
Noticable
Greater Than
Perceptions
Capable

Inability
Thorough
Pursuit
Aspiring
Greatest

Achievable
Still
Greater
Than
Dictated

Others
Considerations
Fears
Doubts
Restrain

My will
Restorative
Singularity
Wellbeing
In SELF

Atoms
Molecules
Cells
Organs
Body

Just do it
Just
BE
ME

~Treasa Cailleach

May you see all the abundance around you and how it works to your benefit. May you know you are capable of your own personal miracles. May you know how to solve everything by reaching your highest self. May you let go of everything outside your individual physical control. May you see the solution found in love lighting up your experience. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Be the light. Let it enlighten darkest cloak.

*my photos from bubbles in the park

Rose Unpicked

Rose Unpicked

I don't
Need you
Your
Delusions

Fears
Worries
Tales
Worst told

I've got
Enough
All my own

Lies
Of death
Disease
Dysfunction

Trapped
In Cells
Their own
Making

I
Winner
From
First breath

Deserve
All of
Me

Like
Rose
Unpicked
Untouched

Full of
Life
Beauty
Sweetness

To breathe
To stand
Strong
Tall

Stronger
Than
Any
Know

Inner
Thorns'
Defense

Enough
To know
Enough is
Enough

Disolve
Cells
Walls
Bars

Holding
Deluded
Only
Perpetuates

Released
Freedom
To go
Move on

IT Knows
To leave
Unwanted

My body
Is
My own
Now

Decades of
Lies
Delusions
Die-ease
Unwelcomed

Only light
Only love
Only energy
Only healing
Only myself
For my Self

Flow
Restored
Remembered
Wellness
Of before

I
Deserve
My BEing
My light
ME
Here NOW

I AM
Now HERE



~Treasa Cailleach





May you heal to the source. May you know exactly where the lies stemmed from, and solve every last one of them. May we all see our own inner light for true full healing. May you see that any lie, any negative, from anywhere or anyone, is simply just counterproductive and needing released to focus on your own inner light. May you see that negative has no home for a truly healthy life, and may you see the myriad of ways it tries to sleep in and invade. May you know exactly how to stay your own SELF. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Find Enjoyment Within

Reaching within. Last of 4.

Enjoyment


Purring
Sunbeams
Enlighten
Lotus
Jewels

Mystical
Musical
Vibrations
Tingle
Neurons

Earth's
Whispering
Breath
Excites
Arrector pili

Smoldering
Flickering
Embers
Scintillating
Olfactories

Delicate
Intricate
Flakes
Entice
Photoreceptors

Sweet
Lavishness
Abundantly
Smothers
Papillae

Coalescence
Terra firma
Elementals
Awaken inner
Quintessence


Combined
Experiences
Elevate
Observer
Awareness

Sensing
Momentum
Amidst
Tranquil
Pause

Cognisance of
Potentiality
Permeates
Underlying
Impulses

Each
Perception
Enjoyment
Observed
Experience

~ Treasa Cailleach

May you notice, define, enjoyment in your experience. May you see the smallest inner enjoyments to bridge the gap to larger outer enjoyment. May you find ways to reach for better, no matter the subject. May you find ways to reach for better, no matter what your world shows you. May you see that every moment can bring pain or pleasure and our focus makes all the difference. May you understand your own mortality and utilize it to find great appreciation for your continued survival. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Words

Still
Amazing
Words
Written
Words
Spoken


Even when
Said
Or
Dictated
As specific
Intentions

Can be
Interpreted
Multiple
Ways
By
Others

Misunderstanding
Often
A result
Of the
Wavelength
The receiver
Is on

A misalignment
Between
Message given
Message received

Not always
Bad for
Receiver
Or giver

Unless
Expectations
Are laden
Beyond
Either's
Capacity
Or alltogether
Unconveyed

Awareness
Causing
More care
In My
Self

Care for
My feelings
Care for my
Expectations
Not just in words
But in alignment

Care
Placed
To feel
In MySelf
With My
Self

Knowing
Others
Will always
Interpret
Words
Their way

I choose
Fuller
Understanding
In my
Self

Of how another
Intends
To interact

Or whether
There is
Real
Alignment

Care
To ensure
My words
Are received
Fully
Before
Action

Care to
Know
For certain
That my
Needs
Are met
Acknowledged
Cared for

Whether
Anyone is
Part of it
Or not

My
Self
Is more
Important
Than
Anything
Now
Here

I
Have
Experienced
Too much
Self
Unaligned

Open
Communication
Non-existent
I became
An object
To be
Fought over
Ridiculed
Or ignored

Others
Missed my needs
Did I not
Convey well
Enough
Forcefully
Enough

Or was I
Blind to
Misalignment
Already
Present

Enough
Is
Enough

I'd rather
Be alone
Than
Repeat
Misaligned
Choices
Of my past

Especially
Knowing
The bounty
Of my own
Vortex
Of creation

My alignment
Now
Solely
Focused
There

Impossible
To be lonely
If
BEing alone
Is
Releasing
Relaxing
Becoming
A fuller
More present
ME
Allowing
Winds
To blow
More of
MY
Goodness
To
ME


~Treasa Cailleach



I’m forgiving myself for a moment where I thought I made myself clear and didn’t. It caused a cascade of energetic mishaps, which I could barely handle, because my needs were not met after having stated them the best way I knew how. My misalignment caused more misalignment. And I’ve been working circles around attempting to fix all of it, including choosing my words, actions, and environment, much more carefully. I am also hyper focusing on what I know lies in my vortex. I deserve to give myself better.

May you see your vortex and understand how to stay there. May you know your words have meaning beyond technical definition, but that meaning is based upon experiences that the receiver may not share. May you find a way to release when others don’t understand you fully. May you find a knowing that unintended consequences are always a possibility. May you know that when things go sideways, your own responsibility is to accept your own portion of the creation, and make choices based upon that moving forward. May you understand that your own needs should always come before another’s and you can always reach for better next time. May you forgive yourself when your alignment lapses enough to prevent your needs being met. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do and choose.

Om Shanti