Waiting on a teen Eyes so very sleepy Sitting outside stores Looking for the pretty Keeping myself afloat Best as I am can
Mans lights Glow softly on Tree branches waving More a gentle rocking The breeze is light, soft Muggy with damp sprinkles The air is warm Enveloping
Low clouds Catch errant glows The many lamps Lighting a City night
My music Graces my ears Soothing mantras Mellow beats to Calm and center Focusing on Me better
I know some of My symptoms belong To others i should Never have let in I am a good girl That didn't Know how To keep it out
I was too young When violated And didn't have Anyone to help Fix it
The darkness Tonight is not Comforting So focus On lights I will
The light casts Warm glows Highlighting Only the best Beautiful greens Fresh air blowing A safe glow keeping The bumps in the Night away
The gentle rain Turing windshield Kaléidoscope Reflecting Lights As tiny Dancing dots Glowing patterns Washing the Filth off Cleansing My soul
May these Drops My music The lights Keep me feeling Safe cleansed And healed Whole as Me
May you always have help when repressed memories surface. May you have understanding for why or how something happened to you. May you forgive yourself for everything you couldn’t control and let go of the experience to heal. May you know it’s a distant bad memory and it never needs revisited because releasing the trauma leads to full healing. May you know you truly released all of it. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do, and they were there protecting you from worse. May you know that you are fully capable of choosing to overcome and being successful. May you know how to keep everything out now.
It is something that happened to me, and I don’t need the details. It does not define me. I am still standing, and not just barely standing, no I’m standing tall and strong. I have supported myself from the beginning and will until the end. My awareness of abuse in this way mist mean something and will eventually turn to good as the scar fades to faint shadows. May releasing this memory, this blurry moment, bring deep lifetime healing.
May you see all the abundance around you and how it works to your benefit. May you know you are capable of your own personal miracles. May you know how to solve everything by reaching your highest self. May you let go of everything outside your individual physical control. May you see the solution found in love lighting up your experience. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
Only light Only love Only energy Only healing Only myself For my Self
Flow Restored Remembered Wellness Of before
I Deserve My BEing My light ME Here NOW
I AM Now HERE
May you heal to the source. May you know exactly where the lies stemmed from, and solve every last one of them. May we all see our own inner light for true full healing. May you see that any lie, any negative, from anywhere or anyone, is simply just counterproductive and needing released to focus on your own inner light. May you see that negative has no home for a truly healthy life, and may you see the myriad of ways it tries to sleep in and invade. May you know exactly how to stay your own SELF. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
Coalescence Terra firma Elementals Awaken inner Quintessence
Combined Experiences Elevate Observer Awareness
Sensing Momentum Amidst Tranquil Pause
Cognisance of Potentiality Permeates Underlying Impulses
Each Perception Enjoyment Observed Experience
~ Treasa Cailleach
May you notice, define, enjoyment in your experience. May you see the smallest inner enjoyments to bridge the gap to larger outer enjoyment. May you find ways to reach for better, no matter the subject. May you find ways to reach for better, no matter what your world shows you. May you see that every moment can bring pain or pleasure and our focus makes all the difference. May you understand your own mortality and utilize it to find great appreciation for your continued survival. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
Misunderstanding Often A result Of the Wavelength The receiver Is on
A misalignment Between Message given Message received
Not always Bad for Receiver Or giver
Unless Expectations Are laden Beyond Either's Capacity Or alltogether Unconveyed
Awareness Causing More care In My Self
Care for My feelings Care for my Expectations Not just in words But in alignment
Care Placed To feel In MySelf With My Self
Knowing Others Will always Interpret Words Their way
I choose Fuller Understanding In my Self
Of how another Intends To interact
Or whether There is Real Alignment
Care To ensure My words Are received Fully Before Action
Care to Know For certain That my Needs Are met Acknowledged Cared for
Whether Anyone is Part of it Or not
My Self Is more Important Than Anything Now Here
I Have Experienced Too much Self Unaligned
Open Communication Non-existent I became An object To be Fought over Ridiculed Or ignored
Others Missed my needs Did I not Convey well Enough Forcefully Enough
Or was I Blind to Misalignment Already Present
Enough Is Enough
I'd rather Be alone Than Repeat Misaligned Choices Of my past
Especially Knowing The bounty Of my own Vortex Of creation
My alignment Now Solely Focused There
Impossible To be lonely If BEing alone Is Releasing Relaxing Becoming A fuller More present ME Allowing Winds To blow More of MY Goodness To ME
I’m forgiving myself for a moment where I thought I made myself clear and didn’t. It caused a cascade of energetic mishaps, which I could barely handle, because my needs were not met after having stated them the best way I knew how. My misalignment caused more misalignment. And I’ve been working circles around attempting to fix all of it, including choosing my words, actions, and environment, much more carefully. I am also hyper focusing on what I know lies in my vortex. I deserve to give myself better.
May you see your vortex and understand how to stay there. May you know your words have meaning beyond technical definition, but that meaning is based upon experiences that the receiver may not share. May you find a way to release when others don’t understand you fully. May you find a knowing that unintended consequences are always a possibility. May you know that when things go sideways, your own responsibility is to accept your own portion of the creation, and make choices based upon that moving forward. May you understand that your own needs should always come before another’s and you can always reach for better next time. May you forgive yourself when your alignment lapses enough to prevent your needs being met. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do and choose.