Tag Archives: finding your way

Hurt

Brothers
Simply
Did not
Understand
Learned

Actions
Mean
Hurtful
Traumatic
Ingrained

Left
Scars
Lifetime
Sorrows
Secrets

Too
Young
Incapable
Of full
Knowing

Yet
Adults
Now are
Silent
Mute

Amends
Never
Made
Given
Received

Silence
Of knowing
Awareness
Chosing
Nothing

Withholding
What is in
Their power
Understanding
Capabilities

If they all
Know better
Why stay
Silent
Now

If they all
Understand
Damages
Done
Now

Why not
Make
Amends
Apologize
Set right

Forgiveness
For ignorance
Is Easy
Forgiveness
For willfulness

Will this
Goddess
Ever
Find
That

~Treasa Cailleach

May you never have family hurt you. May those that hurt you always make ammends the best ways they know how. May you know you are loved and appreciated and respected by everyone. May you always have what you need. May you find forgiveness within yourself regardless of how ignorant or willfull actions were, because even willful hurts are a form of misunderstanding. May you forgive yourself for allowing yourself to be hurt in the first place. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

The path

Contentment
Happy medium
Middle ground

Mine
Living
Life
Present
Not creating
More
Not destroying
What came
Before

Letting
Everything
BE
Releasing
Everyone
Everything
To just
Breathe

Feeling
Emotions
Lift
Body
Ease
Flow
Return

When
Unable
A good
Daydream
Will do

Both
Restore
Enough
Flow
To
Know

I am
Greater

Life
Here
Now
Is
MY
Experience

I accept
My
Role
I accept
My
Healing
I accept
MY
Contentment

    ~ Treasa Cailleach

May you middle path be easy to find. May you know for certain when you’re there. May you have a next best thing for when you falter. May you enjoy and savour each moment of your life journey. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Words

Still
Amazing
Words
Written
Words
Spoken


Even when
Said
Or
Dictated
As specific
Intentions

Can be
Interpreted
Multiple
Ways
By
Others

Misunderstanding
Often
A result
Of the
Wavelength
The receiver
Is on

A misalignment
Between
Message given
Message received

Not always
Bad for
Receiver
Or giver

Unless
Expectations
Are laden
Beyond
Either's
Capacity
Or alltogether
Unconveyed

Awareness
Causing
More care
In My
Self

Care for
My feelings
Care for my
Expectations
Not just in words
But in alignment

Care
Placed
To feel
In MySelf
With My
Self

Knowing
Others
Will always
Interpret
Words
Their way

I choose
Fuller
Understanding
In my
Self

Of how another
Intends
To interact

Or whether
There is
Real
Alignment

Care
To ensure
My words
Are received
Fully
Before
Action

Care to
Know
For certain
That my
Needs
Are met
Acknowledged
Cared for

Whether
Anyone is
Part of it
Or not

My
Self
Is more
Important
Than
Anything
Now
Here

I
Have
Experienced
Too much
Self
Unaligned

Open
Communication
Non-existent
I became
An object
To be
Fought over
Ridiculed
Or ignored

Others
Missed my needs
Did I not
Convey well
Enough
Forcefully
Enough

Or was I
Blind to
Misalignment
Already
Present

Enough
Is
Enough

I'd rather
Be alone
Than
Repeat
Misaligned
Choices
Of my past

Especially
Knowing
The bounty
Of my own
Vortex
Of creation

My alignment
Now
Solely
Focused
There

Impossible
To be lonely
If
BEing alone
Is
Releasing
Relaxing
Becoming
A fuller
More present
ME
Allowing
Winds
To blow
More of
MY
Goodness
To
ME


~Treasa Cailleach



I’m forgiving myself for a moment where I thought I made myself clear and didn’t. It caused a cascade of energetic mishaps, which I could barely handle, because my needs were not met after having stated them the best way I knew how. My misalignment caused more misalignment. And I’ve been working circles around attempting to fix all of it, including choosing my words, actions, and environment, much more carefully. I am also hyper focusing on what I know lies in my vortex. I deserve to give myself better.

May you see your vortex and understand how to stay there. May you know your words have meaning beyond technical definition, but that meaning is based upon experiences that the receiver may not share. May you find a way to release when others don’t understand you fully. May you find a knowing that unintended consequences are always a possibility. May you know that when things go sideways, your own responsibility is to accept your own portion of the creation, and make choices based upon that moving forward. May you understand that your own needs should always come before another’s and you can always reach for better next time. May you forgive yourself when your alignment lapses enough to prevent your needs being met. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do and choose.

Om Shanti

Numb-ers

A break for the eyes
Numbers flow
One after another
Eventually
Eyes blurry
Fatigue
Causes distraction

Unfathomable
That some
Choose this
As an occupation
When once
A year is plenty

I am
More than
Capable
To handle

I am
More than
Able to
Calculate

They
Still
Cause
Fatigued
Exhaustion
For brain and
Eyes

Because they
Are
Have To's
As a result
Of desires

Consequences
Of my
Good deeds
Responsibilities

All actions
Carry
Consequences
Can you
Handle all
Of yours?

Yet somehow
I see
The bounty
These digits
Represent

Tactile digits
Now flow
More bountifully
Than these
Old digits
Quanitfy
On paper

Yet even
The old
Had value
They kept
Afloat
They kept
Alive

Their
Abundance
Enabled
More than
My
Digits
Could
Hand
Alone

That
Is
The flow
I do
I receive
I flow
To more
For other
People
Places
Things

The more
Flow
The more
Flows

I understand
I am
Key
I am
ME
And now
I see
All the ways
I flow
Me

~Treasa Cailleach

May tax season go easy on you. May you enjoy seeing your flow. May you know you have done well and can do even better. May you understand your abilities more fully. May you appreciate yourself fully. Above all may you know the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Cardboard Fire

I have a 
Cardboard Fire
It's been
Burning
Indefinitely
Good at keeping it going
I've even managed
To build it up
Add wood
A few times
Eventually
Embers stoke
More cardboard
It's safe
It's secure
I've learned
Exactly how
To keep it alive
Enough to
Feel it's warmth
More than not
Don't dare
Add fuel
Risk of
Smothering
Or stoking too much
Either would
Cause burnout
Sometimes it has
Difficulty
Battling
The cold of
Life
Sometimes
Leaks
Threaten
To drown it out
But I snuggle closer
Rely on pets
Blankets or layers
For warmth
And eventually
Get my
Cardboard fire
Going again
It's beautiful
All fire is beautiful
I hate seeing it
Dwindle
Because the beauty
Gets harder
To see
To feel
When it does
Enliven
Even a little
It's warmth
Dancing flames
Remind me why
I'm here
I wish I could
Tend my fire so well
It is bigger
More beautiful
To see
To feel
Everyday
Always
For now
I'll enjoy
Appreciate what
I'm able
With my
Little
Consistent
Indefinite
Cardboard Fire
Just enough
To see
To feel
To keep going
In dark times
My
Cardboard Fire

~Treasa Cailleach

May you have a beautiful, generous, warm fire always. May you know how to tend the best for yourself. May you know your fire is really within yourself and manifests outwardly in a myriad of ways. May you look for the embers of life, dancing like faires in the dark, and use them to stoke your own fire enough to see and feel the love all around you. May you know you are never truly alone, and there is always someone there for you. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

***At some point in the next few days I’m going to merge my sites. The other one only has about 20 posts, so it’s needed, but it’s not new work, just new to eyes that never found my other site. It’ll be a reading dump when I get to it, but almost all of them are poems. I hope you like them, but this is more for me than you anyway. I need to condense and purge and make new again, and it’s a mechanical start. Happy reading and happy days ahead.***