I loved this song before I saw the video. Now I love it even more. I chose it for today’s post with the second song. They are fitting for the space I’m in right now, resonating strongly.
Before me A mountain Massive Beautiful Undertaking Endeavors Treks Immense I sit Contemplating In satisfaction
Straight up Quick Direct Extra strenuous Watch carefully Falls an Easy hazard Once up Is it possible To stay
Zig Zag Slow Melodic Plenty to See Enjoy Less risk Of falls Still What goes up Must come down Eventually
Perhaps A journey Around Even keel Easy breezy Still plenty Breath taking Sights of Enjoyment No worries of Falls or Eventual Decline That journey Might last Far longer
Some choose To fly View the top From strapped Seats Insured Skilled Safety Hover as long As desired Or just pass by A view on Even greater Paths
My middle Where does it Direct? My middle Which does it Suggest?
All Have value All Great experiences All Measurable gain
None More important Than another
Is there an Option Unaware
Is there Value In stillness Quiet Contemplation Not actually Choosing Any
Observer Seeing Options Paths Views Beauty
Sensing The flow Life Itself In all Laid Before And Possibility Ahead
Life Itself Everywhere In the Moment The meditation A forked road Below Bodhi Tree
Sit Relax Breathe See the birds See the bees See the clouds The shadows And trees
Mountains Grew Millennia Humans A blink Your Blip Meaningless If you Find no Meaning
A tree's Shadow Fails to exist Without Tree Sun Earth & Observer
You are There To see To experience To find Your View In the Most beautiful Way
Why bother With any Mountain Any way If it Fails To bring Joy
Find your Bodhi Sit See Experience Then When ready Take your Next Steps
May you have good music that resonates for your experience. May you see your place, your experience as being the most valuable of anything. May you find ways to find joy when contemplating the overwhelming. May you release what you can’t control and allow yourself to experience what is right in front of you. May you feel at ease and feel the flow of life. May you know all is well and the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
A break for the eyes Numbers flow One after another Eventually Eyes blurry Fatigue Causes distraction
Unfathomable That some Choose this As an occupation When once A year is plenty
I am More than Capable To handle
I am More than Able to Calculate
They Still Cause Fatigued Exhaustion For brain and Eyes
Because they Are Have To's As a result Of desires
Consequences Of my Good deeds Responsibilities
All actions Carry Consequences Can you Handle all Of yours?
Yet somehow I see The bounty These digits Represent
Tactile digits Now flow More bountifully Than these Old digits Quanitfy On paper
Yet even The old Had value They kept Afloat They kept Alive
Their Abundance Enabled More than My Digits Could Hand Alone
That Is The flow I do I receive I flow To more For other People Places Things
The more Flow The more Flows
I understand I am Key I am ME And now I see All the ways I flow Me
May tax season go easy on you. May you enjoy seeing your flow. May you know you have done well and can do even better. May you understand your abilities more fully. May you appreciate yourself fully. Above all may you know the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
My soul sings Sweet Beautiful Confusingly Crazy Too leading edge To be believed
My soul sings Any way Alone Outside An Unaccepted Strangeness
Messages Intended to Redirect Find hope Where hopeless Find light Where dark
A guide through Deepest Despair It has Never failed Only and always Supported Except where Others' Opinions Wreak havoc
Validation Illusive Fears prevent Honest Acceptance Or recognition
My soul sings My own song At all costs Even loneliness Or sadness
Better to bear all For the truth Is always out there And love Always wins Eventually
The horsemen Riding May bring doom Or freedom Depending on Ones' perspective
Yet there is Always A chance They are just Riding A timeless Journey To make Sense Of Senseless
My soul sings A tune They hear But none see Vibration for Soul's Ears and Heart Bringing only Light for Eyes to see
My soul sings Do you hear Do you believe Do you understand The song is Mine But really God's
And I May be Out of Tune Off key But the Message is Still there
~ Treasa Cailleach
May your message always be understood and accepted. May you be the best messenger you can be. May you know that you are always loved and accepted for who you are and the songs you sing. May you find your way through this chaotic crazy time and clear the other side stronger for being yourself. May you know you are on the right track regardless of validation or recognition. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
My conclusion today is that there is nothing I can do to help those that fell for the marketing. The news outlets (those 6 big companies of the world) have not just created fear of a disease, they have made lots of money off of the marketing of hate.
If we were talking about any other subject, a person’s perseverance and accomplishment would be rewarded with accolades and congratulations. Yet today we stand with a society so divided in politics and everything that can even remotely be related, that it even affects our mental processing of disease. Because of that, most are punishing those that have suceeded in health, instead of congratulating them.
It wasn’t good enough to get everyone scared out of their minds over yet another disease to afflict humanity. We had to take things one step further and create an environment of hate over it. It makes me sad.
I now wear masks more often, not out of fear of diease nor out of any sense of duty. No merely because those that fell for the fear and hate marketing want to make sure you know it. I am more concerned about fear haters trying to ruin businesses than any other aspect of this disease.
I’m not so petrified that I cower in a corner. I continue doing my best to bring the light and quietly wear my mask and send prayers that people come to their senses.
This country I live in, prepared for the bubonic plague in the most haphazard and careless way, yet we got a new version of the flu. What’s most rediculous is that the bubonic plague still exists and occasionally rears its ugly head, yet we never react to it in this way.
We will never solve disease as long as we have hate, fear, anger, frustration, or any one other the many other negative emotions and beliefs that cause dis-ease. Being that those emotions are inevitable in the human emotional cycle, and many of the beliefs seem to be nearly as inevitable, it would likely be impossible to eliminate disease. All of humanity would have to learn to be Jesus or Buddha or Quan Yin. We would all have to find our wholly ascended states to eliminate disease. That is highly unlikely.
Yet there are so many that fell for the marketing of this disease, that they have likely caused a collective attraction point for another more severe disease. I sincerely hope that those of us doing our best to bring the light have tipped the scales away from that.
Regardless, I know that I have been on a continual path of improving my health, and will continue as such. I am certain that I am healing my body of chronic mild internal diseases, and in turn making it even easier for me to overcome acute external diseases like the flu and covid. I am starting to see the signs myself and it makes me feel even better.
I have worked hard at improving and maintaining my health, and I simply can’t let those living in fear and hate bring my confidence down. I have worked so long and hard to see my results and I deserve every moment of sensing accomplishment.
So, I quietly know that I am doing well enough to not worry. I gently state through masked face that I’m not concerned about getting sick when someone says something about their mask and whether they should do this or that. I educate when someone is open to it, and have a good laugh when someone is in my ‘boat’ of knowing floating down our enjoyable stream.
I wish I could soothe fears and educate the misguided, but realize that it is not my place. I can not fix that which is too far outside of my vibration and caused by entities out of my control. I can merely do my best to relax them physically and hope that they find a moment of peace that might help their broader vibration rise a bit. Perhaps in turn that will be enough that they sense how misguided they are.
For now, I am grateful that I am overcoming limitations learned from my parents in early childhood. I am grateful I am really allowing healing for myself. I am grateful that my body is beginning to show the healing. I am grateful that I made it though everyone else’s crazy relatively unscathed. I am so very grateful that I understand dis-ease and disease on multiple levels and have the ability to avert both easily. I am ever so grateful for my connection to my higher self and God-force that keeps everything going and aiming for better and better vibrations and alignment.
May you know your ability to find health and healing. May you feel good in your accomplishments of it. May you be confident in your knowing. May you find peace and let your light shine to help balance humanity towards health and ease. May you sense your connection in the most helpful ways. May you see your ability to help others relax and find ease. May you know you are protected by the Divine. “May the force be with you.” May you know you are supported and loved. May you love yourself.
Side note: The hip/low back is not solved yet. Still in progress, but better. I will revisit it after my short shift this afternoon. For now I sit on ice.
The second topic for today is a mistake, which wasn’t a complete mistake.
On the surface I scared an older clinic client on accident. She came in nervous about the virus, and hesitant because she didn’t know me and usually saw one of the other therapists. I tried to soothe her nerves and it backfired. She got more agitated and decided to not do the massage.
So my mistake was in words intended to soothe but which failed to do so. But it caused the clinic to loose a paid appointment and the chiropractor to have an uncomfortable phone call the following day. For that I’m truly sorry, and have apologized profusely for it. I own it completely and would have done the call if it hadn’t been for the caller’s specific request.
Where it is not so much a mistake and important for me to acknowledge, is that I got what I wanted. I law of attractioned myself some fine tuning.
I realized later that all of my clients that I really enjoy working with are nearly the opposite. They are mostly healthy and always aiming for improvement, and none of them are afraid of much, let alone viral news. They are all confident in their being a part of a functioning society and life in general. I really appreciate that immensely.
Because I am so appreciative of those clients, I have attracted fewer and fewer of the opposite like the one I scared. I currently don’t have any of my nursing homes, my house calls are down to 3, and one of them spaced way further out than normal. And clinic clients that are scared generally aren’t scheduling with me to begin with, and really never did at all.
Yet at the same time I have had a gaggle of new clients that have all become regulars or at least repeat clients. A couple have admitted financial limitations, but promised they will reschedule as they are able.
So I had an uncomfortable moment with a perceived loss that ultimately helped me to acknowledge that I have stayed busy enough without any scardy cats scheduling. That feels good and like relief.
Please don’t get me wrong. I don’t hate anyone that has bought into the fear. In fact I feel rather sorry for them and wish I could help. But this failed appointment also reminded me that sometimes you can’t fix something for someone else even if you want to. We were so far apart in vibrational alignment that she simply could not hear me and find ease. She could not reach for a soothing place. Additionally, it would have taken me down and been very difficult on me to drop to her level. That is something I am beginning to see simply isn’t worth it. I like improvement enough that I would rather keep reaching for better, than drag myself down trying to help others find their version of better.
Lately, I even dislike conversations where people want me to commiserate with them. I find I either end up going silent, doing the “uh hmm’s”, or politely arguing with them. The latter being my least preferred response because I don’t benefit from upset clients. Sometimes though I know something so strongly to my core that I simply can’t tolerate someone trying to convince me otherwise, on the table or not. I just try to stay polite and keep it short and move on to other topics.
So all in all, my fine tuning means:
I’d prefer scared people to just not schedule with me at all. Same goes for people that want to commiserate or argue.
If they must schedule with me, then keeping their fears or arguments to themselves is important.
I’m perfectly okay with quiet and/or silent sessions.
I much prefer confident healthy people on my table.
I enjoy friendly people that have good conversations (I’ve had several lately over fitness, meditation, nutrition, and alternative healing choices, I like that a lot.)
I enjoy finding common ground with those on my table.
I like the relief of knowing I can help someone because we’re closer in vibrational alignment.
I like repeat clients a lot.
I like having a full schedule.
I really like people with stable enough finances that they tip well, and I repeat my many thank you’s for those I’ve already received.
I enjoy a good challenge in my work, just not so much of a challenge that it depletes me for other sessions.
I enjoy knowing that I am able to solve many muscular based concerns and that I know when clients need to seek additional help. I am also very grateful I have qualified chiropractors & acupuncturists to refer to in office, and other types of providers outside of the office. That is especially helpful when my skills are not enough to solve client concerns.
I am grateful that I have a steady flow of clients and income.
I am grateful for the relief I have felt this last year and look forward to more of that.
I am glad that I keep getting stronger and healthier to keep doing the work that I enjoy.
I also enjoy having the graphic design work on the side to help have more income without exhausting myself.
I have immensely enjoyed having time with my kids and husband and pets, and time in my garden is good too.
I am grateful for the knowing that I am mostly in the flow of that which is wanted and that the universe is supporting me.
I look forward to even more improvement.
May you all have your fine tuning moments of acknowledgement. May you see where you goofed and know how to attract corrections. May you appreciate your world and your place in it. May you continue to help move society forward. May you feel mostly good and have just the right clients continue to flow into your experience. May you have the help you need and the things you seek. May you have more fun in the process. May your skills be evident and acknowledged by others. May you feel loved and appreciated.
Siva Hir Su
Photo is not me, obviously if you’re a regular reader, but it was the closest stock image to a real massage. I dislike the images where clients are not on the table right, or it’s obviously a posed scene, it perpetuates rediculous sterotypes and misconceptions. Just FYI.