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Mountain

I loved this song before I saw the video. Now I love it even more. I chose it for today’s post with the second song. They are fitting for the space I’m in right now, resonating strongly.

"Mountain"

Before me
A mountain
Massive
Beautiful
Undertaking
Endeavors
Treks
Immense
I sit
Contemplating
In satisfaction

Straight up
Quick
Direct
Extra strenuous
Watch carefully
Falls an
Easy hazard
Once up
Is it possible
To stay

Zig
Zag
Slow
Melodic
Plenty to
See
Enjoy
Less risk
Of falls
Still
What goes up
Must come down
Eventually

Perhaps
A journey
Around
Even keel
Easy breezy
Still plenty
Breath taking
Sights of
Enjoyment
No worries of
Falls or
Eventual
Decline
That journey
Might last
Far longer

Some choose
To fly
View the top
From strapped
Seats
Insured
Skilled
Safety
Hover as long
As desired
Or just pass by
A view on
Even greater
Paths

My middle
Where does it
Direct?
My middle
Which does it
Suggest?

All
Have value
All
Great experiences
All
Measurable gain

None
More important
Than another

Is there an
Option
Unaware

Is there
Value
In stillness
Quiet
Contemplation
Not actually
Choosing
Any

Observer
Seeing
Options
Paths
Views
Beauty

Sensing
The flow
Life
Itself
In all
Laid
Before
And
Possibility
Ahead

Life
Itself
Everywhere
In the
Moment
The meditation
A forked road
Below
Bodhi Tree

Sit
Relax
Breathe
See the birds
See the bees
See the clouds
The shadows
And trees

Mountains
Grew
Millennia
Humans
A blink
Your
Blip
Meaningless
If you
Find no
Meaning

A tree's
Shadow
Fails to exist
Without
Tree
Sun
Earth
& Observer

You are
There
To see
To experience
To find
Your
View
In the
Most beautiful
Way

Why bother
With any
Mountain
Any way
If it
Fails
To bring
Joy

Find your
Bodhi
Sit
See
Experience
Then
When ready
Take your
Next
Steps

~Treasa Cailleach

May you have good music that resonates for your experience. May you see your place, your experience as being the most valuable of anything. May you find ways to find joy when contemplating the overwhelming. May you release what you can’t control and allow yourself to experience what is right in front of you. May you feel at ease and feel the flow of life. May you know all is well and the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Numb-ers

A break for the eyes
Numbers flow
One after another
Eventually
Eyes blurry
Fatigue
Causes distraction

Unfathomable
That some
Choose this
As an occupation
When once
A year is plenty

I am
More than
Capable
To handle

I am
More than
Able to
Calculate

They
Still
Cause
Fatigued
Exhaustion
For brain and
Eyes

Because they
Are
Have To's
As a result
Of desires

Consequences
Of my
Good deeds
Responsibilities

All actions
Carry
Consequences
Can you
Handle all
Of yours?

Yet somehow
I see
The bounty
These digits
Represent

Tactile digits
Now flow
More bountifully
Than these
Old digits
Quanitfy
On paper

Yet even
The old
Had value
They kept
Afloat
They kept
Alive

Their
Abundance
Enabled
More than
My
Digits
Could
Hand
Alone

That
Is
The flow
I do
I receive
I flow
To more
For other
People
Places
Things

The more
Flow
The more
Flows

I understand
I am
Key
I am
ME
And now
I see
All the ways
I flow
Me

~Treasa Cailleach

May tax season go easy on you. May you enjoy seeing your flow. May you know you have done well and can do even better. May you understand your abilities more fully. May you appreciate yourself fully. Above all may you know the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Soul sings

My soul sings
Sweet
Beautiful
Confusingly
Crazy
Too leading edge
To be believed

My soul sings
Any way
Alone
Outside
An
Unaccepted
Strangeness

Messages
Intended to
Redirect
Find hope
Where hopeless
Find light
Where dark

A guide through
Deepest
Despair
It has
Never failed
Only and always
Supported
Except where
Others'
Opinions
Wreak havoc

Validation
Illusive
Fears prevent
Honest
Acceptance
Or recognition

My soul sings
My own song
At all costs
Even loneliness
Or sadness

Better to bear all
For the truth
Is always out there
And love
Always wins
Eventually

The horsemen
Riding
May bring doom
Or freedom
Depending on
Ones' perspective

Yet there is
Always
A chance
They are just
Riding
A timeless
Journey
To make
Sense
Of
Senseless

My soul sings
A tune
They hear
But none see
Vibration for
Soul's
Ears and
Heart
Bringing only
Light for
Eyes to see

My soul sings
Do you hear
Do you believe
Do you understand
The song is
Mine
But really
God's

And I
May be
Out of
Tune
Off key
But the
Message is
Still there


   ~ Treasa Cailleach

May your message always be understood and accepted. May you be the best messenger you can be. May you know that you are always loved and accepted for who you are and the songs you sing. May you find your way through this chaotic crazy time and clear the other side stronger for being yourself. May you know you are on the right track regardless of validation or recognition. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Marketing Hate

My conclusion today is that there is nothing I can do to help those that fell for the marketing. The news outlets (those 6 big companies of the world) have not just created fear of a disease, they have made lots of money off of the marketing of hate.

If we were talking about any other subject, a person’s perseverance and accomplishment would be rewarded with accolades and congratulations. Yet today we stand with a society so divided in politics and everything that can even remotely be related, that it even affects our mental processing of disease. Because of that, most are punishing those that have suceeded in health, instead of congratulating them.

It wasn’t good enough to get everyone scared out of their minds over yet another disease to afflict humanity. We had to take things one step further and create an environment of hate over it. It makes me sad.

The acupuncturist was kind enough to let me try an alternate disposable, we’ll soon see if I react to it or not (the last disposable caused hives in a few hours).

I now wear masks more often, not out of fear of diease nor out of any sense of duty. No merely because those that fell for the fear and hate marketing want to make sure you know it. I am more concerned about fear haters trying to ruin businesses than any other aspect of this disease.

I’m not so petrified that I cower in a corner. I continue doing my best to bring the light and quietly wear my mask and send prayers that people come to their senses.

This country I live in, prepared for the bubonic plague in the most haphazard and careless way, yet we got a new version of the flu. What’s most rediculous is that the bubonic plague still exists and occasionally rears its ugly head, yet we never react to it in this way.

We will never solve disease as long as we have hate, fear, anger, frustration, or any one other the many other negative emotions and beliefs that cause dis-ease. Being that those emotions are inevitable in the human emotional cycle, and many of the beliefs seem to be nearly as inevitable, it would likely be impossible to eliminate disease. All of humanity would have to learn to be Jesus or Buddha or Quan Yin. We would all have to find our wholly ascended states to eliminate disease. That is highly unlikely.

Yet there are so many that fell for the marketing of this disease, that they have likely caused a collective attraction point for another more severe disease. I sincerely hope that those of us doing our best to bring the light have tipped the scales away from that.

Regardless, I know that I have been on a continual path of improving my health, and will continue as such. I am certain that I am healing my body of chronic mild internal diseases, and in turn making it even easier for me to overcome acute external diseases like the flu and covid. I am starting to see the signs myself and it makes me feel even better.

I have worked hard at improving and maintaining my health, and I simply can’t let those living in fear and hate bring my confidence down. I have worked so long and hard to see my results and I deserve every moment of sensing accomplishment.

So, I quietly know that I am doing well enough to not worry. I gently state through masked face that I’m not concerned about getting sick when someone says something about their mask and whether they should do this or that. I educate when someone is open to it, and have a good laugh when someone is in my ‘boat’ of knowing floating down our enjoyable stream.

I wish I could soothe fears and educate the misguided, but realize that it is not my place. I can not fix that which is too far outside of my vibration and caused by entities out of my control. I can merely do my best to relax them physically and hope that they find a moment of peace that might help their broader vibration rise a bit. Perhaps in turn that will be enough that they sense how misguided they are.

For now, I am grateful that I am overcoming limitations learned from my parents in early childhood. I am grateful I am really allowing healing for myself. I am grateful that my body is beginning to show the healing. I am grateful that I made it though everyone else’s crazy relatively unscathed. I am so very grateful that I understand dis-ease and disease on multiple levels and have the ability to avert both easily. I am ever so grateful for my connection to my higher self and God-force that keeps everything going and aiming for better and better vibrations and alignment.

May you know your ability to find health and healing. May you feel good in your accomplishments of it. May you be confident in your knowing. May you find peace and let your light shine to help balance humanity towards health and ease. May you sense your connection in the most helpful ways. May you see your ability to help others relax and find ease. May you know you are protected by the Divine. “May the force be with you.” May you know you are supported and loved. May you love yourself.

Siva Hir Su

On the surface I screwed up.

Side note: The hip/low back is not solved yet. Still in progress, but better. I will revisit it after my short shift this afternoon. For now I sit on ice.

The second topic for today is a mistake, which wasn’t a complete mistake.

On the surface I scared an older clinic client on accident. She came in nervous about the virus, and hesitant because she didn’t know me and usually saw one of the other therapists. I tried to soothe her nerves and it backfired. She got more agitated and decided to not do the massage.

So my mistake was in words intended to soothe but which failed to do so. But it caused the clinic to loose a paid appointment and the chiropractor to have an uncomfortable phone call the following day. For that I’m truly sorry, and have apologized profusely for it. I own it completely and would have done the call if it hadn’t been for the caller’s specific request.

Where it is not so much a mistake and important for me to acknowledge, is that I got what I wanted. I law of attractioned myself some fine tuning.

I realized later that all of my clients that I really enjoy working with are nearly the opposite. They are mostly healthy and always aiming for improvement, and none of them are afraid of much, let alone viral news. They are all confident in their being a part of a functioning society and life in general. I really appreciate that immensely.

Because I am so appreciative of those clients, I have attracted fewer and fewer of the opposite like the one I scared. I currently don’t have any of my nursing homes, my house calls are down to 3, and one of them spaced way further out than normal. And clinic clients that are scared generally aren’t scheduling with me to begin with, and really never did at all.

Yet at the same time I have had a gaggle of new clients that have all become regulars or at least repeat clients. A couple have admitted financial limitations, but promised they will reschedule as they are able.

So I had an uncomfortable moment with a perceived loss that ultimately helped me to acknowledge that I have stayed busy enough without any scardy cats scheduling. That feels good and like relief.

Please don’t get me wrong. I don’t hate anyone that has bought into the fear. In fact I feel rather sorry for them and wish I could help. But this failed appointment also reminded me that sometimes you can’t fix something for someone else even if you want to. We were so far apart in vibrational alignment that she simply could not hear me and find ease. She could not reach for a soothing place. Additionally, it would have taken me down and been very difficult on me to drop to her level. That is something I am beginning to see simply isn’t worth it. I like improvement enough that I would rather keep reaching for better, than drag myself down trying to help others find their version of better.

Lately, I even dislike conversations where people want me to commiserate with them. I find I either end up going silent, doing the “uh hmm’s”, or politely arguing with them. The latter being my least preferred response because I don’t benefit from upset clients. Sometimes though I know something so strongly to my core that I simply can’t tolerate someone trying to convince me otherwise, on the table or not. I just try to stay polite and keep it short and move on to other topics.

So all in all, my fine tuning means:

  • I’d prefer scared people to just not schedule with me at all. Same goes for people that want to commiserate or argue.
  • If they must schedule with me, then keeping their fears or arguments to themselves is important.
  • I’m perfectly okay with quiet and/or silent sessions.
  • I much prefer confident healthy people on my table.
  • I enjoy friendly people that have good conversations (I’ve had several lately over fitness, meditation, nutrition, and alternative healing choices, I like that a lot.)
  • I enjoy finding common ground with those on my table.
  • I like the relief of knowing I can help someone because we’re closer in vibrational alignment.
  • I like repeat clients a lot.
  • I like having a full schedule.
  • I really like people with stable enough finances that they tip well, and I repeat my many thank you’s for those I’ve already received.
  • I enjoy a good challenge in my work, just not so much of a challenge that it depletes me for other sessions.
  • I enjoy knowing that I am able to solve many muscular based concerns and that I know when clients need to seek additional help. I am also very grateful I have qualified chiropractors & acupuncturists to refer to in office, and other types of providers outside of the office. That is especially helpful when my skills are not enough to solve client concerns.
  • I am grateful that I have a steady flow of clients and income.
  • I am grateful for the relief I have felt this last year and look forward to more of that.
  • I am glad that I keep getting stronger and healthier to keep doing the work that I enjoy.
  • I also enjoy having the graphic design work on the side to help have more income without exhausting myself.
  • I have immensely enjoyed having time with my kids and husband and pets, and time in my garden is good too.
  • I am grateful for the knowing that I am mostly in the flow of that which is wanted and that the universe is supporting me.
  • I look forward to even more improvement.

May you all have your fine tuning moments of acknowledgement. May you see where you goofed and know how to attract corrections. May you appreciate your world and your place in it. May you continue to help move society forward. May you feel mostly good and have just the right clients continue to flow into your experience. May you have the help you need and the things you seek. May you have more fun in the process. May your skills be evident and acknowledged by others. May you feel loved and appreciated.

Siva Hir Su

Photo is not me, obviously if you’re a regular reader, but it was the closest stock image to a real massage. I dislike the images where clients are not on the table right, or it’s obviously a posed scene, it perpetuates rediculous sterotypes and misconceptions. Just FYI.