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See, Feel bigger

The problem
Is really like
3 Blind men
Describing
An elephant
Impossible to
Solve because
All feel it's
Too Immense
And none
See the
Entirety

None will
If separation
Continues
That is
Dis-ease
Of wholeness
Dis-ease of
Mind, Body
And Spirit
Everything
Succumbing
To invasive
Darkness
Without
Light of
Wholeness

Masculine
Feminine
Healthy
Balance
Cooperate
For desired
Peacefulness

Medicine
Science
Church
State
All
Helping
One another
Cooperating
Together
All
Knowing
Each sees
Only one
Part
Without
The other
It is too
Unsolvably
Immense
And none
Are divine
On their
Own

For now
I heal
My Self
Divinity
My own
Working
For me
In me
Knowing
I may
Loose
Because
Doctors
Aren't
Even
Trying
Can't
Accept
Psychic
Energetics
Awareness
Unseen
Unprovable
Only relying
On machines
Or pills

This
Manly
Lady
Desires
Peace
In Life
Yet masculine
Not helping
Matters
Made
Worse
Burdening
Too greatly
Unnecessary
Weights
Metal
Physical
Stressing
Threatening
To crumble
And feminine
Laying around
Doing nothing
Isn't winning
Either

My ease
My healing
Connected
To divinity
Self In motion
Actions of
Knowing
I don't
Have
To Do
Anything
For anyone
Else anyway
It's all
For
Me

~Treasa Cailleach

May you see your biggest picture in it’s wholeness and have a sense that it is solveable with more wholeness. May you know how parts fit together and work seamlessly for positive impacts. May we all understand that regardless of rightness or wrongness we’re all in this together and maybe one person’s wrong makes another’s make a little more sense. May we all see the rightness in everything and how it blends into the most manageable biggest picture. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Save yourself.

"Save yourself"

I felt it
I know
Eyes
Tell all

Darkness
Draining
Life's
Batteries

What's
Been done
Can't be
Undone

Illness
In Mind
And body
Consuming

Drowning?
I'll not
Lend
My hand

My saving
Is for
Myself
My choice

Might
Try
Saving
Yourself

Start by
Releasing
Letting go
Moving on

Vader's
Clutch
Bound &
Determined

Death
For all
Unable to
Break free

Cords
Energetic
Become
Nooses

Inescapable
Leaded
Boots
Of fate

It's
Your choice
To break free
Or not

Can you
Feel it
I've been
Waiting

It's
My life
I'll save
Oh Lord

~Treasa Cailleach



May you know for certain your life is your own, and none other than the divine, can take it from you. May you know the true source of all your strife and find ways to eliminate the true source and bring healing for yourself and those you love. May you know the darkness will fall giving way to brightest dawn. May you know that light will overcome one way or another. May we all have enlightened peaceful and joyful lives. May you know you are not alone. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Brain Relations

Anecdotal. Based on 1st and 2nd hand accounts in my experience. Take it with a grain of salt.

I’ve already talked about the cvid attacking whatever weak spot someone had. I’ve also already discussed my theory that it sped up manifestation of vibrational patterns.

An example of both; I’ll use Nathan, even though he’ll hate it (sorry honey). He has a pattern of “trying to” learned in youth, and hard to break (same as my patterns). Louise Hay stated in her book that the energy of trying can be a cause of kidney problems and she listed affirmations to solve it- when she wrote the book in the 80’s. The energetics of trying, eventually leads to kidney disease and Louise noted it decades ago, and figured out how to heal it. Nathan caught cvid and between the energetics he carried and meds he took, kidneys was his weakness. It was the first and most drastic hit of his cvid experience. What would have taken an entire lifetime to readily show dis-ease before, was shortened into less than a year.

I’ve seen the pattern repeatedly in everyone I come in contact with, and in their particular variation. But there’s more.

I’ve now had a couple clients mention “Covid Brain” as now being a noticed thing, awareness of it, but no full diagnosis or treatment. I suggested, at first mention, that it’s because doctors are happy to supply antidepressants, but if cvid actually caused damage to the brain it’s not going to be solved by prozac.

But it got me to thinking, especially with my battle and how it manifests. What if it is even more than that.

Because of cvid, I am now an open conduit to others energies, and have picked up on all my ailing relatives, pretty much every client leaves an energetic trail in my body, and even coworkers are impacting my awareness in big ways. I hold none of them responsible, it is just one way cvid affected me, and something I am actively managing. At the same time, I have a hell of a time kicking out negative thoughts. I’ve mentioned all this before. It has made my daily routine cumbersome in an attempt to keep myself up and afloat. I’ve also mentioned before that one of the ways I solve it, is to kick it out as if it was a person in me. Statements like “you are not me and I deserve better”. For the ailments, statements like “this nausea isn’t mine, get the eff out”. It has worked, so I keep doing it. It’s even worked on a bit of toe fungus that suddenly appeared about a month ago. I had a moment where I simply knew it wasn’t mine, and went with it. I mentally and verbally rejected it and now it’s cleared up on its own.

Then there’s this awareness that people are not-so-gradually losing their minds and behaving in atrocious ways, in public, online, everywhere. There are no filters anymore, and people are not-so-gradually getting more and more ludicrous and rediculous.

It has made me think. My brain does that; I respond by analyzing everything from every angle, especially when attempting to produce solutions.

The human brain is the closest thing to a computer that we have outside of electronics. I am not in IT, but have had more than one device killed by electronic viruses. I was in highschool when the Trojan was deleveloped and was crashing computers left and right. I understand the basics of how most computer viruses work.

And I see a parallel.

Computer viruses attack the weakest point and utilize the system to replicate to their own advantage, disabling the system to do anything else. They use whatever available to encourage not just the process, but replication to other devices.

I’m beginning to think that cvid has done just that, but with the human brain and body.

It infiltrated via whatever was our weak point. Nathan was kidneys; for me was thyroid, immune, and brain function itself.

Then once in, it started churning out negative thoughts to encourage other weaknesses to become noticable. I’m beginning to wonder if Nathan’s kidneys took a minor hit (why it took them so long to diagnose), and then the negative thought loop of the virus caused the ship to sink so to speak, and caused the sudden need for dialysis.

It would also explain, how even though I know I have worked my ass off to fix my health, I’m suddenly susceptible to other’s symptoms and had toenail fungus out of nowhere.

If your brain has really been hijacked and you don’t even know, then how can anything be healed. See the problem is many of our thoughts are nonverbal in nature and many of them control organ and body function.

You don’t think “kidneys please clean out my blood today and remove all the toxins”. Your brain just tells them to do so, and a particular chemical storm enables the process.

Now imagine instead, that the entire process is being controlled by a virus that intends to hoard everything it desires (toxins and nutrients alike), starve your body &/or organs of what is needed, and keep you alive just long enough to spread the virus further.

So now your kidneys are told go into standby function, and you don’t even know it, you weren’t aware anything changed, and it isn’t something you can see the results of immediately.

What then? How you do make a virus controlling your body in a negative manner, stop?

Do everything possible in opposition.

It’s been my plan all along and it is working. People have watched me and noticed my bad days in a variety of ways. They have seen the chaos and worried about me. They have noticed lots of things and not understood what I was attempting to convey. But I’m winning. I’m a winner, and always have been. I’m kicking this one in the ass, it’s just really slow going.

How?

By doing all the things that have always worked for me, regardless of what my brain tries to tell me, or how I feel at the moment.

I kick out every negative thought that I do notice. I take every opportunity to note and abolish anything that I know for certain isn’t mine. I tell my body things about how amazing it is and how it works so splendidly in certain ways (you may have noticed some of this in my poetry of late). I acknowledge that I am practicing all the good healthy habits as much as anyone in my shoes could. I am doing everything right, and I am certain of it because of my years of experience and previous history. I simply know that I am doing an amazing job kicking an insidious beast of a chronic infection in the ass. I label that beast with many different labels based on the context and factors involved, but in every situation I am acknowledging “this thing is toxic, it is lieing to me/my body, get it out, I deserve better”.

Simple and complex simultaneously.

I’ve even talked with Nathan about this quite a bit. He has been reading “Becoming Supernatural” by Dr. Joe Dispensa. It was recommended by one of my clients on a parallel journey, and it had helped her with some action steps, so he has been putting it to action in meditating on growing a new kidney. But I have encouraged him further. I suggested: What if the kidney failure was virus lies? Take self talk into the realm of opposition. AKA: My kidneys were lied to, they work just fine, and all the elements and descriptors that you do know to be true. Fill in the gaps where medicine can’t. I told him to tell himself he is healing and that his kidneys are improving and what that would look like. We discussed the visible signs to watch for, assuming it will work, including bringing up the memory of being over-dialized.

I told him to treat his brain like a computer fighting a virus. Quarantine every noticable instance. Delete contaminated files, and/or restore to prior version. Overwrite thought patterns that allow the virus to flourish.

There is no human antivirus (stupid vaccine did nothing truly helpful). So, we have to individually create our own mental antivirus software, we have to catch every bit of it ourselves. We have to eliminate every instance ourselves and create better every moment. We have to make it obvious to the virus that it isn’t welcome in our brain or body, and do everything it would rather we not do. Make it want to leave.

If you have to take up writing poetry to help yourself focus on that. Then do it. Make art with that goal. Take supplements that help even if your brain contrives nausea. Exercise even when your brain tries to convince you that you’re too tired. Stretch to fix stiffness. Salt baths to help stiff, sore, or bogged down with other’s energies. Eat stupid healthy, even if your brain tries to convince you otherwise. Eliminate stress every way possible. Turn your back on arguments or negatives you can’t control.

Anything and everything needed to nix negatives and replace with positives.

Like NIKE- Just do it.

And don’t expect a miracle… Hope for it if you want, pray for it too, but more just allow yourself the time and space to enable your body to do what it was designed to do. And it does take time.

We were first round- January 2020, and positive Omicron January 2022, with maybe 2 rounds during Delta timeframe (unconfirmed despite avid testing). I’ve watched clients, friends, family, all deal with the aftermath, some in denial but still very obviously in the midst of it. I’ve wrangled my own long-haulers, while navigating for my immediate family, because they all really on me. I’m still not 100% clear, but I’m far enough that I can see the trajectory enough to believe I’m over the hump. Regardless, I can tell by the way I feel and results I’m getting that I’m on the right track. I will win this, and my writing this post is in hope that it will help others. After this post I’ll likely go back to mostly poems.

FYI. One last note. I’m a bit stunned how much of what Abraham Hicks has been teaching for the prior 15 years applies directly to this sentiment. I’m really just rewording their message, but with emphasis on how it applies to fixing the damage and resetting your body to original standards. It’s almost like they knew this was inbound and we needed the mechanics I just described, to fix it. I know I have it down well enough to maintain stasis. Now I just need to move into solid improvement enough to be visible to others.

May you see the process and how to clear the hump. May you clear all the negatives and heal fully. May you understand the fullness of things in your experience and how they might help yourself and others around you. May you know that you can win against this or anything else. May you see the miracle of your body and know anything that isn’t yours doesn’t belong. May you have a clear and relatively easy path to the solution. May you know you can do it. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Rose Unpicked

Rose Unpicked

I don't
Need you
Your
Delusions

Fears
Worries
Tales
Worst told

I've got
Enough
All my own

Lies
Of death
Disease
Dysfunction

Trapped
In Cells
Their own
Making

I
Winner
From
First breath

Deserve
All of
Me

Like
Rose
Unpicked
Untouched

Full of
Life
Beauty
Sweetness

To breathe
To stand
Strong
Tall

Stronger
Than
Any
Know

Inner
Thorns'
Defense

Enough
To know
Enough is
Enough

Disolve
Cells
Walls
Bars

Holding
Deluded
Only
Perpetuates

Released
Freedom
To go
Move on

IT Knows
To leave
Unwanted

My body
Is
My own
Now

Decades of
Lies
Delusions
Die-ease
Unwelcomed

Only light
Only love
Only energy
Only healing
Only myself
For my Self

Flow
Restored
Remembered
Wellness
Of before

I
Deserve
My BEing
My light
ME
Here NOW

I AM
Now HERE



~Treasa Cailleach





May you heal to the source. May you know exactly where the lies stemmed from, and solve every last one of them. May we all see our own inner light for true full healing. May you see that any lie, any negative, from anywhere or anyone, is simply just counterproductive and needing released to focus on your own inner light. May you see that negative has no home for a truly healthy life, and may you see the myriad of ways it tries to sleep in and invade. May you know exactly how to stay your own SELF. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Paradoxical Balance

Ok. I’m playing with concepts to lead myself towards even greater healing. I acknowledged that healing isn’t a thought of concern except when there is something to heal from. One cannot exist without the other. They are one of many yin-yang dualities. All these dualities are simultaneously within us. How does that apply to our now? Can one simply allow the best balance of all of it? Need anything be fought even within our own bodies? What if even the most difficult disease or situation is necessary to push your body or mind into the opposite? Can any of us allow a flip to the best with ease?

Paradoxical Balance

Yin
Yang

Deficiency
Excess

One is
Both

Never
Void
Of
Other

One
Overfull

Other
Becomes

Balance
Process

Spot
Of truth
Complimentary
Omnipresent

Dis-ease
To ease

Damage
Healing

Whole
Pieces

Invaders
Confirm
Inner
Home

Self
The bond

Glue of
Spirit

Parts
Connected

One
Wholesome
Paradoxically
Balanced

In Health

~Treasa Cailleach


May we all find our own paradoxical balance. May we all find our way to ease. May we all see the processes of our divine bodies as miraculous as they are. May we realize that even the negatives enable positives if we allow it for ourselves. May we find ways to flip our view on anything to more helpful and forward moving thoughts and actions. May we release dichotomy for wholeness. Above all may we all know that the divine loves and supports us in all that we do.

Om Shanti