Multiple people Think Every word I write Is intended As theirs
Profound
Multiple people Assume My references Or rants About God Are because Of or Reference Them
Fascinating
God chose A small Handful Of people To teach Me lessons
Yet never Told them Their role Always Picking ones That thought They knew What was Best For me
In the end
I still Feel The same
I still Know My value
I still Care For myself
I still Wish Them well
I still Pray They all Get their Desires
I still Value My skills
I still Own My mistakes
I still Recognize My accomplishments
I still Honor Myself And accept Their role
I still Know I am Deserving
A human Miracle Winning Against all odds Even God's Hurdles He calls Lessons
I know They are a Waste Of time Energy Making A mute Point That he Is in control Still an Asshole
So what
I've still Proven My worth My fortitude My value My strength My intelligence
Even soldiers Returning home Crippled From man's Wars Are rewarded For jobs Well done
This soldier Fought wars Plurality As a Singularity And came out Better for it
This soldier Still standing Still breathing Still moving Still works Still strives Still aims For better
My wins Merely Pointing me Towards Greater Possibility
My loses Proving There is Always Room to grow Here Now
Now I am Here
What now
Where is this Soldiers' Reward Change of pace Easier days
It is Possible I know I am Enough
I love Myself Even if God Won't
I care for Myself Even if God doesn't
I respect Myself Even if God can't
I honor Myself Even if God won't
I cherish Myself Even if God doesn't
I reward Myself Even if God can't
I am Enough Unique As any Snowflake
Enough Is Enough
Now I Am Here
Now what
~Treasa Cailleach
May you know your value. May you understand roles better and better. May you see how your experience fits together. May you understand how things flow and work. May you believe in yourself unconditionally. May you know you have always done your best and that you are divinely unique and special. May you know that the masculine is slowly beginning to find proper balance, and that feminine is honored as it was always intended. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
Born into Layers Upon Layers Of disease And dis-ease
Yet I've made it To 39
I won Against Gestational diabetes C-section Jaundice result
I won Against Low thyroid Metabolic function
I won Against the resulting Morbid obesity And morbid dances Of suicidal depression
I won Against Epstein-Barr AKA mono Caught in early childhood
I won Against COVID-19 Twice Likely more
I won Against Allergies Based on all above Affecting Everything
I won Against Damaged Intestines Leaky gut
I won Against Too much Unhelpful Not enough Helpful Time and time Again
I won Against Sensitivity Medicine Ignores
I won Against All odds I'm 39 Still breathing
I won Against All odds And I'll Do it again
I am Walking Miracle I am Life's Will In action I am My SELF
~Treasa Cailleach
May you see your accomplishments. May you find the good in the rough road of your journey. May your life journey find easier routs with more than plenty of rewards. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
Seems I’m in another cycle of self-healing. Anger transformed to focused intent.
After my last post I felt the need to focus on my self going back as far as I could find the feeling place of my divine inner being. I was aimed at triggering my earliest memory of me, before sickness, before traumas, before stress and disease. My purest me.
I reached for and found the feeling place of having just been born and exploring the range of what my body could handle. That feeling of being new to the world and finally able to stretch out and move my body around, exploring my experience. I actually had a moment of quiet where my legs wanted to kick the blanket off, but I was not covered by any blanket.
That stirred two thoughts that I repeated for the rest of the day.
I’m a miracle for having made it through everything before. My body and brain are a miracle for their amazing ability to heal (and their interconnected complex functions of life).
I am a born healer just by being alive. That which I am, is a miracle that has helped me survive so many things, and will do so again with a little slow quiet.
At one point I found myself saying: all I need to do is just be me, I’m a healer and healing myself by just being me.
Hours of repetition later, I am feeling better emotionally, and much more aware of my ability to slow down. Now I just need to allow that to flow to my family and world so that much needed support manifests to keep the ‘miracle healing of self’ vibe going. My body needs the space and resources to heal. When I was a baby simple hydration would have been sufficient for quite some time. As an adult I wouldn’t say I need much of anything else internally, but the process now includes an entire family.
My body is a miracle. My brain is a miracle. My life is healing. My world is healing.
One step at a time.
May you transform your anger to healing. May you find your miracle moment of your inner self and milk it for all that it is worth. May you know your path and find a way to stay to connected as well as possible. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
Flowers Are better Fuzzy cat Purrs Soothing relief To strained
Muscles Neurons Systems Burdened Beyond normal
Limits Hard to handle Time spread Too thin
Taxing Energy Invisible internal Batteries Lose power Fatigue sets in
Mental ocean's Waves Crash on empty Thought Shores
Empty space Quietly Soothing Frayed Nerves
Invisible Sunshine Warms muscles From within
This mind Finds vacation Inside Whenever Wherever Possible
IT simply Must BE Because Route To distant Beaches Is not Yet Possible
Drifting In the Mind Must Suffice For now
~ Treasa Cailleach
May you have a vacation when it is needed. May you find ways to honor your own needs no matter what life brings you. May you care for yourself enough to keep going in life. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.
My Hands Are God 