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And Another

Masculine
As woman
Playing the man
For feminine
As man

Wonders
Ponders
What lIfe
Might be like
In roles
Different

What if
Masculine
As woman
Played man
For a real
Woman

What if
Masculine
Could be
Released
To simply
Be
Woman
With
Man

What if
Masculine
Was released
To just be
Woman
Regardless
Of
Biological
Or
Psychological
Gender
Or
Identity

Or what if
Any
Or all
Of them
Let be
Masculine
And/or feminine
As the moment fit
Yet supported
Fully
Regardless
Of physical structure
Genetic or
Psychological
Societal
Labels

What if
All
Were possible
Simultaneously
Abundantly
Amorous

One can
Imagine
One can
Dream

One only
Needs
Go
Within

All things
Possible
In the
Mind's
Eye

Perhaps
That alone
Is all
Needed
For a slice
Of heaven

Perhaps
Letting go
Is simply
Realizing
It's all
Inside
Anyway

The outer
Rarely
Needs
Change
For the inner
To feel
Better

~ Treasa Cailleach

May you understand your role. May you see where you fit. May you enjoy your imagination regardless as to it’s manifestation in your world. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Related Unrelated

This post is a mix of my mental ramblings. Somehow they’re related. Enjoy.


Sometimes the problem with liking and enjoying a wide array of very different things, is that it is very difficult to enjoy all of them simultaneously. One must carefully choose what to partake in, and when, being judicious about combining only like experiences in a given moment. Don’t bother attempting to mix oil and water if it’s libel to produce an untasty mix.


All strong men
Need
Another with
Greater strength
Sometimes
Gravitating to
Those embodying
Strength
Balanced with more
Feminine
Discernment

All ages
All backgrounds
All life experience

If his chosen
Partner
Is less than able
To provide for
Such needs
Man will
Seek
And find
Answers in
Trustworthy
Providers

Where then
Is the
Provider's
Equal
Discerning
Strength

They whom meet
Other's needs
Still
Have needs
To be met

~ Treasa Cailleach
Little girl
Sensual woman
Both
Desire
Strong Masculine
To have
To be held
To feel safe in
Secure defenses

Caring mother
Whom desires
Another
Mama bear
Understanding and
Helpful
Guiding force
For the reckoning
Beautiful and
Patient

Healer for many
Desires
To be healed
Mustn't there be
Another whom
Understands
Challenges
And how to overcome
Sees all the
Levels and
Layers
Needing addressed
For full health
With capable
Multi-skilled
Hands

A pet-lover
Desires
People
Supportive
Of fur family
Accepting of
Mess, fluff and
Noise
For the
Loving
Companions
They are

Artist
A Van Gogh
Within
Desires
Creative support
Collaborations
A passionate
Journey
Of combining
Strengths
To create
Endless
Beauty
The creative flare
Recognizes
The other
Understands
Genius
Eccentricities

Musician's spirit
Desires
Song and
Dance
Entertaining
Deepest vibrations
Souls'
Expression
In sound
Experienced
Through ears
Movement
To Rhythms
Moving feet
To beats
Muscles
Warm to
Sensuous
Harmony

Patient spouse
Desiring
Equal patience
For self
For family
Not all needs
Easily met
Yet all
Goals
People's needs
Can be accomplished
With patience

Is there
One answer
For all
One solution
For all desires
OR perhaps
There is more
Multiple answers
Many solutions
If ones
Providing solutions
Cooperate
Agree to support
Each role
Acknowledging
Strengths
Of Another
Their place
In a grander scheme

~ Treasa Cailleach

Just let go
It's better
For all of us
Others
Self
Organs
Cells

Let alternate
Solutions
In
Relax
Into
Possibilities

Sometimes
Listening to
Energy
Is what's best
For all

Sometimes
Hearing
Feeling
The unseen
Provides more
Answers
Than
Anything
Tangible

Feel
Labelless
Sensations

Feel
The meaning
Behind
Palpable
Touch

Let the
Waves
Crash
Upon your
Shore
Eroding
Obstinate
Resistance

All
Feels better
Once
Flow
Is restored
All moves easier
Once barriers
Are removed

Ease
Into
Possible
Simply
By
Letting go

What was is
Too far
From
What can be

All feels
Better
Once one
Is comfortable
With anything
That happens

Letting go
Is better
For all of us

~ Treasa Cailleach


May your thoughts ultimately make sense when it counts. May you see how they all fit together. May you find relief and know it is all okay. May you find your way to let go and let whatever comes be exactly what you needed. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Why?

A conversation with my friend the acupuncturist, over ingrained improper words, stirred memories of both prior conversations and childhood. Then she did an acupuncture treatment that released a couple mental patterns, and reminded me of my innocence of youth. Together that in turn stirred contemplation from a more youthful inquisitiveness as follows.

  • Why is it so hard to change things learned as a child, even once your brain acknowledges there are better choices?
  • Why does language learned one way, become so hard to change and adapt as the world changes?
  • Why is the world so damn slow to change for the better? (Probably somehow related to the previous question.)
  • Why does society feel that women are incapable of success on their own accord? I remembered a conversation where one of my brothers stated that Camala Harris must have done sexual favors to get where she is now. My response was “I suppose you’re right.” But, my intent was in that manner of not wanting to argue over something such as that, during the time I had to visit. Why are women in powerful positions never acknowledged for having worked their asses off and having put up with far too much shit to get there? Maybe, just maybe, they kicked some major ass in multiple ways, and their position is their reward for having done what others couldn’t handle, including putting up with male chauvinism in many ways.
  • Why are men (especially those of my birth family) so ingrained with women being lesser and incapable? Why are women seen as only worthy/capable of bearing children and taking care of family members?
  • Why are men unable to recognize when a woman is genuine, has integrity, and still manages to do what society deems as too difficult/impossible for them?
  • Why are men so intimidated by women that own their power and stay true to themselves as much as humanly possible?
  • Why are men afraid of women succeeding?
  • Why are men so adamant that women are lesser and men are superior?
  • What is ingrained in men so deeply that the toxicity has permeated all of their concepts regarding women as a mass-society/culture?
  • Why does the Bible tell a story where man gave a rib to create woman, when both men and women have the same number of ribs; but in reality, male chromosomes are where the shortage lies? Did that shortage in their chromosomes cause the deeply ingrained toxic complexities and lack of compassion, generosity, and inner knowing, as a gender? Are they somehow innately jealous because women have more chromosomes?
  • Why aren’t both men’s and women’s chromosomes equal? Is the inequality of chromosomes structure really the root of all inequality?
  • Why does religion feel the need to restrict behavior and label people as wrong because they naturally fall outside religious paradigms? Why does society continue to let religion label perfectly good and honest people as wrong or sinners because of their uniqueness?

I have broken rules and still become successful, and the men in my family seemingly can’t stand it. I have been true to myself as much as possible and I have reached for better alone. Even though religion loves to tell me I’m a sinner, I have a direct line to God and I know it for certain because of how I feel when I receive messages. I know I am mostly on my path and doing better every day that I stay true to myself. I have done my familial duty by bearing children, and though I haven’t cared for my parents in their old-age expectations, I have cared for my husband and kids, and continue to do so. Yet I still work, and not only do I work, I am the traditional head of household and breadwinner as much as any 1950’s male. I have literally done both roles simultaneously while healing myself and finding far better mental health than my childhood enabled. I am being true to myself and my integrity is far more than most any of our recent presidents- especially the prior one, just ask any one of my nearly 200 clients, many of whom keep referring new people to me. I break rules and go against religious doctrine on a regular basis, yet God supports me and guides me often. I function outside of western medicine, and am healing myself with very little of their help, yet I understand the system and the human body enough to help my husband and clients navigate it when necessary. I see the broken parts of everything and do my best to reach for solutions daily, and sometimes that means giving someone information they would rather not hear. I am doing my best to be a voice for God and help the world shift towards better one choice at a time. I am doing my best to reach for knowledge and support of maintaining our rights and freedoms as human beings. I aim for better in every way possible. I have worked with people from all walks of life and from every age from birth up to 108, and because of that I have a greater understanding of life and people. I see how people function, what they desire, and ultimately what patterns/habits/choices do the most damage over time. I do my level best to educate clients on how that applies to them, on a daily basis. I genuinely want to help make this world a better place, not just for me, but for everyone, and I make efforts towards that goal daily.

I deserve every bit of recognition I receive. I deserve to be honored and respected for my knowledge. I deserve to feel pride in all that I have accomplished and all that I still do. I am a woman: smart, strong, capable, and successful, and I earned every damn bit of it without sacrificing myself to male chauvinism or preforming sexual favors. Every woman deserves that level of pride, success and respect. We do have more chromosomes and we use them to the fullest, and yes sometimes that means we kick ass and forcefully take what should have been rightfully ours to begin with. Toxicity will eventually fall, and until then women like me will keep doing what we do, and putting up with outdated rediculous mental bullshit from men that choose not to better themselves, while we keep trudging along fixing ourselves and everything we touch. One day good will prevail for real.

May you know the right questions to ask. May you see the solutions to problems you face. May women be recognized for their skills, efforts, fortitude and integrity. May we all heal and move towards real equality. Above all may you know that God loves and supports you because you are doing your best and improving every way you are able.

Om Shanti