Tag Archives: inner-being

Messenger girl.

My not-feeling-well bedtime was interrupted by a psychic tap on the shoulder, so my deal for this message is my “COVID” experience needs to wrap up. If I’m going to be a messenger girl it’s a hell of a lot easier when I feel better.

The message:

I hear a world
Scared
Running in fear
From unknown

The perception
A dis-ease
Called COVID
Not playing by
Existing labels' rules

All
Clamoring
To blame
To cast doubts
To shun
To redicule
To pass the buck
To make a buck

Responsibility
An excuse
To burden others
With shame
When none was
Earned

The fear is
Real
Based on information
Shared
Yet somehow
Something is
Missing
Or hidden
That knowledge
Is the true root
Of the feelings
Stirred

What is missing
What is hidden
Is this dis-ease
What we are being
Told
Is the blame
Founded
Are we right to
Shun, redicule, punish
When efforts fail

Efforts always fail
When aimed incorrectly
And often even when
Aimed correctly

How are so many
Getting sick
Same days
Same times
When individuals
Rarely share that much
In common
As hoards

People
Scared
For their lives
For their loved ones lives
Rightfully so
Many already having
Lost
Many more at risk

Perhaps
Risks
Could be more
Effectively
Reduced
If the missing
Pieces
Were found

I hear the fear
I see the way
Now will anyone
Hear my message

It is more simple
Than you know
It has been repeated
More than any care
To admit

Let go
Go within

This girl writes truth
She carries
My burden
She is no different
Than any of you
Except she made one
Important
Choice
To hear me
And do her best
To pass my message on

The answer everyone
Seeks
Can be found
Within
Your bodies
Miracles of
Divine creation

Let go
Of everything
You think you know
Of everything you
Have been told
Of everything
You're supposed to
Do, be, have
Let go
To be able to go
Within

Deep
Inside
Yourself
Is the key
The solution
To all of this
And more

Every person
A miracle of
Life
Able to right
Any wrong
Simply
By
Being
Still
Enough
To hear what can't be heard
To see what can't be seen
To communicate what can't be said

Let yourself
Find your
Inner
Miracle
It is the way
The path
Easier than you know
Yoda
Said so

See the common
Thread
Understand
The deeper
Meaning
To find your
Own
Freedom
From this
Or any other
Dis-ease

Speak your
Own truth
In patience

Listen not just to
Fears and concerns
But for the good
For the better choices

See how we
Can come
Together
In goodwill
In cooperation
In kindness

Humanity
Can and will
Become stronger
For all of it

None need perish
All whom leave
Make that choice
Most have been
Asking for it
As their path
Too knarled
To be

Open yourself
See
Hear
And speak
With your
Own soul
The way
Will set you free

It is easier
When rested
Gentler
When hydrated and
Nourished
Flows readily
When flexible
Makes sense
When minds
Are open

Kindness with
Self
Begets more
Kindness

Openness with
Self
Encourages flow
For solutions
To find proper
Ways
Homes to heal
Families to restore balance

All is well
Can manifest
With trust
Faith
Let go
Go within
Be patient

Normally I’d notate my name on a poem. This one is definitely not mine and I hope I did full justice to the message.

Everyone be well and take the message to heart. I’ve been doing my best and I’m hoping that I’ll pull out of my physical discomfort soon. I could have caught it from any one of a large number of people and I blame no one, my misalignment let it in. I simply hope that the divine will help me realign and heal fully.

May we all be in alignment. May we all heal. May the missing pieces become clear and fear dissipate. May we all find the miracle within ourselves. May we all hear the messages, see the path, and know exactly what to say and when. May we all see our individual impact on the journey of humanity and may all of us wishing to stay have wonderful lives from this day forward. Above all may you know that the divine lives, and loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

26 of 27: Drifting

Sitting
Drifting
On an ocean
Of thought

Flowers
Are better
Fuzzy cat
Purrs
Soothing relief
To strained

Muscles
Neurons
Systems
Burdened
Beyond normal

Limits
Hard to handle
Time spread
Too thin

Taxing
Energy
Invisible internal
Batteries
Lose power
Fatigue sets in

Mental ocean's
Waves
Crash on empty
Thought
Shores

Empty space
Quietly
Soothing
Frayed
Nerves

Invisible
Sunshine
Warms muscles
From within

This mind
Finds vacation
Inside
Whenever
Wherever
Possible

IT simply
Must
BE
Because
Route
To distant
Beaches
Is not
Yet
Possible

Drifting
In the
Mind
Must
Suffice
For now

~ Treasa Cailleach

May you have a vacation when it is needed. May you find ways to honor your own needs no matter what life brings you. May you care for yourself enough to keep going in life. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

18 of 27: Why Not?

"Why me?"
She asked
An empy room
Bare walls
Candle light flickering
TV gone to static blue

"why not?"
Came the reply
No voice to hear
But heard
It's best description

No face to see
No one to touch
But somehow
Someone was felt

It makes sense
Yet it doesn't
It is understood
Yet not completely

A message
A mission
A role to play
"How do I want to play it?"
She thought

I suppose
It's my choice
To make the best
Or wallow
In the worst

I choose
To make the best
Be the victor
Own my strength
Be a force
Of my own
For better
In my world

~ Treasa Cailleach

May you find your inner knowing. May you be confident in who you are. May you rise above any and all challenges. May God speak to you and reassure you when you need it. May you feel your best self always and reach for the best as much as possible.

Om Shanti

16 of 27: IF “i Love Myself”

Watch “IF by Rudyard Kipling (A Life Changing Poem)” on YouTube

"i Love Myself"

Like vines cling to a tree
i hold to my own Self
Like birds take flight
My love soars
Sunshine, warmth streaming
Fills my mind with soothing feeling
An artists pen to paper
A snowflake's perfected uniqueness
i am created
No other is just as i am
i am my best me, when I am present
My creator; My Self
A feeling undescribable
Every cell shivers in excitement
Deep knowing
Inside me, I am good
I am God
Feeling which heals MY self
When i meet I
All truly is well
My love for MY Self
is inside myself
Two parts of one whole
One moment in time
Perfectly imperfect
Ever changing
Aiming for more
Love
For myself
Of My Self
~ Treasa Cailleach

Love your inner being, your divinity, and every IF of Kipling’s poem is possible. You’re your own observer, and God force can create miracles if you allow it to move through you from a feeling place, as much as humanly possible.

May you find that feeling place in this new year and every day of your life.

Om Shanti

Sensitive with clouds

So, I may just be super sensitive.

One of my clients today (who is also sensitive to energies) noted feeling symptoms similar to mine. She had taken to not eating certain foods because they were affecting her more and causing the symptoms to flare.

I told her pretty much everything except raw veggies and salads were seeming to do that to me, and the result was that I had gone two days of not eating anything except a salad at dinner (and liquids/tea/water). But I’m feeling much better running empty, and my brain is functioning better. I’m also slowly getting stress under control running on empty. It makes no real logical sense based on accepted medical standards. (That’s why Nathan still wants me to see a doc and get checked out, I’m not convinced it’ll do any good.)

Today I had my single serving of raw veggies at about 4pm, and dinner after work was a small salad with shrimp and sauteed zucchini. (The greens were fresh from our garden and amazing.) Otherwise I didn’t eat. Yet, I’m totally fine, and much improved in my sense of well being compared to 3 days ago.

After dinner a Sadhguru video notification spoke of shutting the mind off, and he was comparing uncontrollable thoughts to diarrhea. I joked with Nathan that based on his comments I must be needing to not eat anything, because even healthy whole vegetables are causing that for me. (You’re welcome for the TMI.)

Anyway, joking and TMI aside, I’m glad I’m starting to feel a bit better. Stress sucks.

I also wanted to share a couple more things that have helped me.

One meditation that I used two mornings running seemed to help with bodily sensations. I’ll describe it here:

First acknowledge the divine feminine is mother earth. She is fueled by the great fire within. We see her represented by Pele of Hawaiian mythology, Brigit of Celtic, and Hestia/Vesta of Greek/Roman. The energy of molten lava being at her core enables a great warmth which can be both destructive and life giving.

Then acknowledge that the heavens above are God’s abode. God force draws energy from the sun and air. Christianity acknowledges this well with most any ritual they do, but it is most evident when they draw down the “Holy Spirit” for baptisms and other blessings.

The two elements of divine force meet on Earth’s surface and in all creatures. So, to focus on that for yourself, can enable great healing energy to flow throughout your body and clear lots of negativity and blockages.

Simply sit and place your feet solidly on the ground, and rest your hands on your lap palms up.

Imagine the lava warming the earth beneath your feet and consciously slowly draw that sensation up your legs to your belly.

Then imagine God’s rays shining down upon your head and warming the top of your scalp. Slowly and consciously draw that sensation down your body until it too makes it to your belly.

Once you have both sensations meeting in the belly, consciously allow them to mingle and meet all of your organs. For me, I choose to focus on the warmth while I list off all of the organs and elements of my body that need love and healing.

It takes me a bit, but always helps me feel better, so that is why I shared it here.

The other meditation that has helped a lot recently has been very simple yet very involved. Simply put, I shoot down every negative thought, one at a time. For each one, it is followed by acknowledgement that my inner self feels good and I reach for one feel good thought that opposes the negative. It’s like the “wrong buzzer” from a gameshow, with a pause and then a “what does my inner being really think” moment. You could literally do this for hours and all day, I have before. Lately though, I just do enough of it to calm myself back to even keel and proceed with tasks at hand.

Finally, I took another hour walk at the pond today over lunch (I ended up with well over 10,000 steps again today.) It was overcast and windy, but I still found plenty of beautiful things and got some much needed nature relief. There is a guy that brings his dog to play in the pond and creek pretty much every time I’m there. The dog has so much fun that I couldn’t help but sneak a couple of pictures of pooch happiness.

BTW, I picked up trash while on my walk. It drives me a little bonkers to see trash when there is a bin available just to avoid litter. Plus people are gross. One of the items I very carefully disposed of using an empty box was a used sanitary napkin. Who does that?!?! Of all the litter, that one was the most irritating.

Finally, on the way home this evening there were two bald eagles perched at the top of the tree across from my favorite park: Minor park. I had to stop and take pictures. I’ll take it as a good sign and a reminder to visit that park again soon.

I hope you enjoy my nature pictures.

May you have good Stress relief. May you find meditation very helpful. May you have soothing nature moments. May you understand what is causing you to feel certain ways, and what to do about it. May you feel good mostly and have all the healing you need. May you feel relief and generally better each day. Above all, may you know that God loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti