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Messenger girl.

My not-feeling-well bedtime was interrupted by a psychic tap on the shoulder, so my deal for this message is my “COVID” experience needs to wrap up. If I’m going to be a messenger girl it’s a hell of a lot easier when I feel better.

The message:

I hear a world
Scared
Running in fear
From unknown

The perception
A dis-ease
Called COVID
Not playing by
Existing labels' rules

All
Clamoring
To blame
To cast doubts
To shun
To redicule
To pass the buck
To make a buck

Responsibility
An excuse
To burden others
With shame
When none was
Earned

The fear is
Real
Based on information
Shared
Yet somehow
Something is
Missing
Or hidden
That knowledge
Is the true root
Of the feelings
Stirred

What is missing
What is hidden
Is this dis-ease
What we are being
Told
Is the blame
Founded
Are we right to
Shun, redicule, punish
When efforts fail

Efforts always fail
When aimed incorrectly
And often even when
Aimed correctly

How are so many
Getting sick
Same days
Same times
When individuals
Rarely share that much
In common
As hoards

People
Scared
For their lives
For their loved ones lives
Rightfully so
Many already having
Lost
Many more at risk

Perhaps
Risks
Could be more
Effectively
Reduced
If the missing
Pieces
Were found

I hear the fear
I see the way
Now will anyone
Hear my message

It is more simple
Than you know
It has been repeated
More than any care
To admit

Let go
Go within

This girl writes truth
She carries
My burden
She is no different
Than any of you
Except she made one
Important
Choice
To hear me
And do her best
To pass my message on

The answer everyone
Seeks
Can be found
Within
Your bodies
Miracles of
Divine creation

Let go
Of everything
You think you know
Of everything you
Have been told
Of everything
You're supposed to
Do, be, have
Let go
To be able to go
Within

Deep
Inside
Yourself
Is the key
The solution
To all of this
And more

Every person
A miracle of
Life
Able to right
Any wrong
Simply
By
Being
Still
Enough
To hear what can't be heard
To see what can't be seen
To communicate what can't be said

Let yourself
Find your
Inner
Miracle
It is the way
The path
Easier than you know
Yoda
Said so

See the common
Thread
Understand
The deeper
Meaning
To find your
Own
Freedom
From this
Or any other
Dis-ease

Speak your
Own truth
In patience

Listen not just to
Fears and concerns
But for the good
For the better choices

See how we
Can come
Together
In goodwill
In cooperation
In kindness

Humanity
Can and will
Become stronger
For all of it

None need perish
All whom leave
Make that choice
Most have been
Asking for it
As their path
Too knarled
To be

Open yourself
See
Hear
And speak
With your
Own soul
The way
Will set you free

It is easier
When rested
Gentler
When hydrated and
Nourished
Flows readily
When flexible
Makes sense
When minds
Are open

Kindness with
Self
Begets more
Kindness

Openness with
Self
Encourages flow
For solutions
To find proper
Ways
Homes to heal
Families to restore balance

All is well
Can manifest
With trust
Faith
Let go
Go within
Be patient

Normally I’d notate my name on a poem. This one is definitely not mine and I hope I did full justice to the message.

Everyone be well and take the message to heart. I’ve been doing my best and I’m hoping that I’ll pull out of my physical discomfort soon. I could have caught it from any one of a large number of people and I blame no one, my misalignment let it in. I simply hope that the divine will help me realign and heal fully.

May we all be in alignment. May we all heal. May the missing pieces become clear and fear dissipate. May we all find the miracle within ourselves. May we all hear the messages, see the path, and know exactly what to say and when. May we all see our individual impact on the journey of humanity and may all of us wishing to stay have wonderful lives from this day forward. Above all may you know that the divine lives, and loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Lab rats

Let's face it
Humans
Are a giant
Experiment
Labs rats for
Science and
Medicine
And who knows
What or who else

We are studied
Educated Guesses Tried
What works
Is repeated
Even when
Factors
Variables change
Causing
Failure
Of prior sucesses

Always a reaction
Based in reason
And legthy study
Regardless of
Damages incurred
Merely side effects
Of improper
Inaccurate
Or too slow
Response

Afraid of
Intuitive
More accurate
Faster for
Individual
But reason isn't
Applicable
Understanding fully
Impossible
Measurements
Unreliable
Due to
Individual
Nature
Unable to
Eliminate
Variables
When tested

So all are
Subjected
Forced
To comply
With something
That may
Or may not
Be successful
With any one
Individual

Hazardous
When the 'solution'
Fails
By all
Documentable
Evidence
It's obvious
To even uneducated
Our solution
Failed
Yet we proceed
To force
To manipulate
For what?
To what end?

Is pride
Is ego
So fragile
To risk
The world
To protect
What no longer
Does it's job
What is
Old solution
In
New circumstances

We may all
Die
Before
The lab
Notices
The imbalance
And makes
New educated
Guesses
To solve
New variables

Slow Reason
Forcing
Old habbits
Will be
Death for
All

I now
Understand
Why momma
Has had
Enough

A little
Heart
Intuition
And kindness
Could rebalance
And lead
To new solutions

Yet masculine
Ego
Pride
Insists
They are
Right
Even when
Data
Says
Otherwise

Male
Ignorance
Dominance
Makes us
Comply
Because
He thinks
It's better
For us

The resistance
Is a symptom
Of
Knowing
It's not
Working

We don't
Need
To resist
If
Masculine
Saw
Knew
Force
Is an
Indicator
Of already
Being wrong

I
Pray
Momma
Spares
Protects
Or helps me
Out
Before
Masculine
Gets
Any
Worse

I see
Her
Love
Kindness
And
Warnings
I do
My best
To help her
May it be
Returned

~Treasa Cailleach

May we understand the fullness of these times and our place as rats in the lab of the world. Regardless of whom thinks they are in control, Great Mother will prevail, her life is our life, her body is our home. Balance will be restored one way or another May you contribute to that restoration and survive and thrive. Above all, may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Intuition + Intelligence = Positive Results

I wanted to write about two examples of how my intuition mechanisms work. First, I also need to make an additional note.

I’m struggling right now. I’m weary but managing to cling to functionality. There is not enough of me to handle everything that I am solely responsible for these days. The teen is working to help financially so that she can drive, because I can’t afford full-coverage on a teen on our van for her to drive, it would double our current already-costly adult full-coverage. Yet it means that there is less of her helping at home. I’m doing my level best to navigate dirt, grime, and clutter when my OCD tendencies want to fix it all. Mess literally affects me psychologically. Yet then there’s my body that is doing all the things and not getting but a tiny fraction of assistance in return. If it weren’t for my friend the acupuncturist, a couple of massage trades, and two mats in my body-work tool kit I would be completely dysfunctional. I have aches and pains no one knows about because why bother, especially when there isn’t enough time or resources to truly fix them. I keep hitting walls where my patience runs out and I crash and burn, taking everyone near down with me. My compassion is wearing thin and my body is taking the hit, but there isn’t any way to solve it that I’ve figured out yet. The reason I am including this, is because it’s beginning to impact my intuition, and messages are making less sense, that is when I even get them. It’s a concern, but one I am unable to handle alone, and for whatever reason I am still waiting for divine answers on this. I have been good and done everything I was supposed to my entire adult life, always reaching for how to do those things in a way best befitting my inner self. I have done my level best always. Where is the divine answers I need, the help to navigate this part of my life? No one has an answer for me, I know because I have done my best to ask for help and let answers in, and mostly they seem to complicate or confuse more than solve. I’m doing my best to hold on, but feel like I’m loosing my grip with each moment that passes. Depression has won more than I admit, and my life is once again on the line. When I conceed defeat and make friends with the idea of this being my life for the next decade, it feels like settling for being the looser. I deserve better than that. There has to be something somehow some way to improve this lot. I’m doing my best not to run knowing that running won’t really solve anything either. So in the end I continue as best as I can, praying for better.


For now, I’ll give my examples of how my intuition works when I am in a better state of being.


Example: Horseshoe crab to Copper supplement.

On my trip to Connecticut in May, just after Nathan’s kidneys mandated dialysis, I made it a point to go to the beach. I went on my last day there and saw a horseshoe crab on the beach. I’m pretty sure I wrote about it before, and how I tried to save it a little too late. (My pictures from CT trip are included below.)

The dead crab set off my Spidey senses and I knew somehow there was a reason I came across this creature about to be seagull lunch. So being in the tech age we are, I pulled out my phone and started looking it up right on the beach while walking.

First, I had to make sure I had the correct crab, so I simply typed “horseshoe crab” into Google and looked at images. Correct.

I noticed a picture I thought was someone grilling them, so then I asked Google if they were edible, and found wikipedia information and more about how to cook them.

In that search Google suggested I read about why their blood is special, and I took the nibble. I provided the current Google screenshot of that search in the pictures, because it now includes an article from NatGeo where it might be Covid applicable.

At the original event I simply learned they were studying them in regards to disease and searched further asking Google why scientists were studying their blood. That led me to read this: https://www.nhm.ac.uk/discover/horseshoe-crab-blood-miracle-vaccine-ingredient.html                         and this: https://myfwc.com/research/saltwater/crustaceans/horseshoe-crabs/facts/https://myfwc.com/research/saltwater/crustaceans/horseshoe-crabs/facts/                    along with a few other related articles.

Then I became interested in the copper/LAL connection and the how copper might function in the human body. I asked Google with “copper human body” and got the second screenshot info.

I was hearing the winner buzzer go off in my head. Higher copper levels help many body processes function better, and if your organs are functional your body can regulate to keep levels from getting too high (it’s not one of those risky fat soluble nutrients). Major functions for copper as a nutrient are immune response and metabolism, both of which have been concerns for me. I couldn’t say no. I literally ordered a bottle of a brand I trust from Amazon before boarding my plane flight home.

Once I got home and my bottle arrived I began taking it. At first, my stomach didn’t like it and I learned I had to take it when I was going to eat soon (much like many antibiotics). I also quickly learned that Copper and VitaminC do not absorb well if taken too close together, and that too much VitaminC can deplete Cooper levels in your body. I adjusted accordingly, reducing my VitaminC intake and making sure to take them at different times of the day. After a couple of weeks I noticed a pattern where I would take it for a few days (5 to 6) and then I would feel like absolute shit and not want to take anything into my body, always causing a day of fasting. I decided that I must be experiencing a detox from the die-off of microbes. Once I acknowledged that cycle, I just stuck with it long enough to do it’s job. I’m still taking it for as many days as I can tolerate and giving my body the day or two of rest that is needed to recuperate, but now I’m able to go longer periods before I hit that detox day. I feel like it is slowly helping me to win against my known disease battles.

It is an example of how something seemingly coincidental in my experience, led me to learn helpful information, which then in turn helped me to help myself. Maybe, just maybe, I’ll eventually win because of this intuition driven learning moment.


Example: vaccinated client looses sense of taste/smell to Zinc supplement.

This second example is very similar: I had a day where multiple clients cancelled due to Covid symptoms. I appreciated that they spared me additional exposure, but acknowledged that a couple of them had been vaccinated. My one client is an opthalmologist and he had been very proud of having been one of the first people in the county to receive his vaccine. When he called he indicated he had lost sense of taste and smell, and would not reschedule until he was feeling better.

Once I got over being bummed about losing income that day, I found my Spidey senses causing the question of “Why does it cause people to loose their sense of taste and smell?” I asked Google that question in regards to Covid directly, and was unable to find a clear cut answer.

So I went digging for why someone would loose taste or smell in general.

Via Yale I learned it is called Anosmia. https://www.yalemedicine.org/conditions/smell-and-taste-disordershttps://www.yalemedicine.org/conditions/smell-and-taste-disorders

The Yale article was very helpful because it also gave me a whole list of things that cause it. At the bottom of the list was my BIG clue (thanks Blue). See screenshot below. I knew I had to look further.

So I typed “zinc anosmia” into Google. BAM!!! I found: https://ods.od.nih.gov/factsheets/Zinc-Health%20Professional/

Zinc is another essential nutrient and one that is not stored in the body at all. Yet, it is a key factor in both immune function and the processes of smell and taste.

So, essentially any disease can deplete zinc levels enough to cause anosmia, and that is why Yale’s list of causes is so long. The upside I discovered is that your senses return as soon as your zinc levels are replenished and maintained.

I immediately remembered having consumed many bags of zinc lozenges in highschool and college after it was touted for it’s immune support. I also remembered that at some point in college I had started taking the individual supplement, and strayed from it when I had been taking a particular expensive multivitamin that had adequate amounts. The multivitamin had been sold by the clinic attached to my massage school and when I finished school I no longer had easy access to it (or the discount price) and switched away from using that particular vitamin, but didn’t re-add zinc as a stand alone.

So just like copper, I have reinstated zinc into my regimen and it does seem to be helping. I am hopeful that both of these intuitive leads will result in great levels of improvement. Only time will tell.


One last moment I want to point out here: Why, if both of these essential nutrients are helpful in battling disease, and at least zinc is known to depleted by Covid, aren’t all doctors (especially TV personalities) reminding people to get adequate amounts of both frequently during these times? The answer is the same answer for most anything medical related. They make more money off of medications and people being sick. They don’t want us to stay well or fight off Covid well because it would limit their profits. Medicine is sick care not well care.


May you have strong intuitive moments that guide you to the information you need. May you know for certain that you have been guided to helpful tools. May you understand intuitive messages always. May you see how information gleaned can be helpful to many. May you always have the support you need and maintain yourself enough to benefit from your intuition. May your intuition based choices benefit you in grand ways and make the challenges worth while. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Undecided

I’m feeling the need to write one single solitary post that is a lie. I never lie about anything in a serious lengthy sort of way, even white lies have been trained out of me mostly (by work and my mom).

It is partly because of the whole law of attraction thing and it is something I would like to happen. But more it is my intuition saying it is needed.

It has to do with the whole Divine Masculine thing that I have been trying to sort out for myself for ages. It also has to do with family dynamics and something that came up for me in proximity to my Connecticut trip. It’s still confusing to me and so I’ve pushed this thought away several times.

I told Nathan and he knows me so well that he was cornering me with “Are you sure? That’s not really something that you do.”

I told him I’m not sure and that’s why I haven’t done it yet. But, if it helps, I’m all for something that helps. It’s one of those moments where I’ve been trained so well not to lie that it seems wrong, but usually intuition moments for me are completely accurate. The two are not syncing up properly.

Obviously because of the message behind this moment, I’m not going to discuss what root topic is needing this lie post. Can’t spoil the potential results by giving it away ahead of time. And I’m not sure if it will even work. I’m also not sure when or if, I’ll be able to bring myself to complete such task. I’ve already put this off for several months, it may be a couple of more before I manage it.

It’s quite the conundrum.

What would you do if you felt like you were being asked by the other side to lie about something near to your heart?

May you have easy moments of intuition. May you always know exactly what to do and how to do it and why it is requested of you. May you always be comfortable with messages based on your intuition. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Who are the real ones?

I received the following video notifications, the latest of several similar. I know they belong to people that I am connected to because I have been feeling them. I know their energetic place in my body/heart. I had kicked them out for a while due to confusion and lack of progress. Yet, they’re all back, probably because of lions gate. I’m still confused, but I most definitely still care.

I reached out to two of them that have been silent for quite some time now, and gave a sincere thank you to a third, hoping I have figured things out.

Yet responses were not as hoped. One didn’t respond at all, another gave the opposite of suspected, and the 3rd gave a helpful response- just not the one I was hoping for.

My intuition still tells me they will all come around and I just need more patience.

At the end of the day I just long for an apology and simple truths from each of the 3. What are they feeling, what are the true identities of the 2, who are they as people beyond what I know through intuition. I want to get to know them, that might help with understanding.

God wants me to feel them, so they must be significant. I would love to learn more about them as humans and find out why. God loves them and if God wants me to feel them, then they are significant for me. I welcome whatever that means, knowing that it will ultimately help me one way or another. It will help me grow and become a stronger better person, and if love is shared in the process you can’t get any better.

I always appreciate when my heart gives love, I am just finding the point where I deserve to receive some of the love I freely give so regularly.

I’m ready to be ready to start receiving results of my efforts in general. I have put an awful lot of work into me, and I am worthy of seeing results begin to manifest. I know I have further to go, but with any journey some things need to show up in gradual bits. It’s time to start seeing bits.

And to anyone struggling, someone else always cares, but you have to reach a little to see it. You must reach for better, or you will never see it. I care or I wouldn’t have taken the time to add this bit of advice that I know deep in my being from having practiced it. I too was in the deep depths of despair and almost lost my life to IT many times. I have practiced enough that I only slip there occasionally now. You can do it, reach and find the closest person that does care. There are more, but you can find at least one if you try.

I love you, and want for you to see good in the world and yourself. I have a whole post planned on why some things feel so bad, so maybe that will help you too.

May you understand your messages and your connections. May you know what God is doing for you. May you understand where you are in your journey and have patience to see things through. May you know you are loved and have people to give love to whom are willing to accept it and return it.

Siva Hir Su