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Life and Liberty

Ha I won
I am in the
New world
I survived
It only gets
Better from here
Moving forward

Make me cry
From burried
Memories
Make me scream
From social
Travesties
Make me doubt
From symptoms
Energetic
Make me hurt
From old
Manipulations

Yet with all
I'm still
Standing
Tall & strong
Pulling my own
Uplifting &
Providing
Caring
I'm still
Aware & open
Yet more
In control
Of myself
Than ever
More aware
Of what is
Mine and
What is
Not

My soul knows
Travesties
Unjust
Memories
Passed
Symptoms
External
Hurts
Fixable
Reactions
Reducing
Each moment
Of understanding
Bodies healing
Releasing
Relaxing

Seeing
Strong
Negatives
In feelings
Mean passion
For alternate
Solutions

Even if
Feminine
Attracted
Contributed
To negatives
In experienced
Masculine is
Also adding
Both are
Responsible
Equal in
Blame
And Owe
Each other
Corrections
And reparations
It takes at
Least TWO
To create

Feminine
Must Birth
Then Masculine
Must balance
Providing
When
Birthing
Exhausting
Overwhelmed
Regardless
Of nature
Be it
Child
Thoughts
Or ideas
Manifest

Should
Conception
Birth
Ever
Be forced
By masculine
Then triply
Responsible
He owes
Feminine
Reparations
For carrying
For birthing
For Traumas
& Damages
Encurred
& All
Aftermath
Endured

Should
Masculine
Fail or
Renig
Then also
Feminine is
Free to make
ANY choice
Including
Temination
Of that which
Was conceived

If feminine
Was forced
She owes
Herself
Everything
Forgiveness
For allowing
His unjust
Travesty
To lay
Ruin
To her
Genuine
Desires
For if he
Answered calls
In misalignment
It is his
Failure
His dense
Misinterpreted
Misconstruction
Misunderstanding
For not all
Creative
Moments
Require
Force
Will
OR
Sex

And sex
Is not love
Sex is a gift
Of intercourse
Shared between
Consenting
Adults
Only when
Love is
Already
Present
In equal
Exchange
It is so
Natural
It is
Untutored
And our
Bodies
Tell us
Immediately
When it has
Become
Wrong
Just
Feel

This is
One
Lesson
Necessary
For both sides
To see they
Are two
Halves
Of one
Non-binary
Universe
Divine

Evolution
Of humanity
May Require
We all become
Hermaphrodites
And see both
Fully equal
In everyone
If sides
Fail to
Learn

Love
Must
Come
First
But one
Must know
What love is
To know
Giving
Love at all
Know self truly
& Completely
To know
Love
It is a
Feeling
Emotional
Deepness
Of soul
Present
Within
You
It must
Be found
To be held
It must be
Held to
Give

Love
Yourself
And leave
Everyone else
Out of it
If it's
Impossible
You've already
Croakingly
Ended


~Treasa Cailleach

May you see your half more clearly. If you’re like me and resonate with both, then see all of yourself, your mistakes, your corrections, and your reparations, know how to make everything right with yourself again, and it will spill fourth to your manifested experience. May you see yourself as one non-binary divine whole in balance. May we all move forward with greater ease and speedy recoveries. May we enjoy our new more accepting world and help it find balance quickly, by finding our own balance quickly. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Looking

Waiting on a teen
Eyes so very sleepy
Sitting outside stores
Looking for the pretty
Keeping myself afloat
Best as I am can

Mans lights
Glow softly on
Tree branches waving
More a gentle rocking
The breeze is light, soft
Muggy with damp sprinkles
The air is warm
Enveloping

Low clouds
Catch errant glows
The many lamps
Lighting a
City night

My music
Graces my ears
Soothing mantras
Mellow beats to
Calm and center
Focusing on
Me better

I know some of
My symptoms belong
To others i should
Never have let in
I am a good girl
That didn't
Know how
To keep it out

I was too young
When violated
And didn't have
Anyone to help
Fix it

The darkness
Tonight is not
Comforting
So focus
On lights
I will

The light casts
Warm glows
Highlighting
Only the best
Beautiful greens
Fresh air blowing
A safe glow keeping
The bumps in the
Night away

The gentle rain
Turing windshield
Kaléidoscope
Reflecting
Lights
As tiny
Dancing dots
Glowing patterns
Washing the
Filth off
Cleansing
My soul

May these
Drops
My music
The lights
Keep me feeling
Safe cleansed
And healed
Whole as
Me


~Treasa Cailleach

May you always have help when repressed memories surface. May you have understanding for why or how something happened to you. May you forgive yourself for everything you couldn’t control and let go of the experience to heal. May you know it’s a distant bad memory and it never needs revisited because releasing the trauma leads to full healing. May you know you truly released all of it. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do, and they were there protecting you from worse. May you know that you are fully capable of choosing to overcome and being successful. May you know how to keep everything out now.

Om Shanti

It is something that happened to me, and I don’t need the details. It does not define me. I am still standing, and not just barely standing, no I’m standing tall and strong. I have supported myself from the beginning and will until the end. My awareness of abuse in this way mist mean something and will eventually turn to good as the scar fades to faint shadows. May releasing this memory, this blurry moment, bring deep lifetime healing.

Hurt

Brothers
Simply
Did not
Understand
Learned

Actions
Mean
Hurtful
Traumatic
Ingrained

Left
Scars
Lifetime
Sorrows
Secrets

Too
Young
Incapable
Of full
Knowing

Yet
Adults
Now are
Silent
Mute

Amends
Never
Made
Given
Received

Silence
Of knowing
Awareness
Chosing
Nothing

Withholding
What is in
Their power
Understanding
Capabilities

If they all
Know better
Why stay
Silent
Now

If they all
Understand
Damages
Done
Now

Why not
Make
Amends
Apologize
Set right

Forgiveness
For ignorance
Is Easy
Forgiveness
For willfulness

Will this
Goddess
Ever
Find
That

~Treasa Cailleach

May you never have family hurt you. May those that hurt you always make ammends the best ways they know how. May you know you are loved and appreciated and respected by everyone. May you always have what you need. May you find forgiveness within yourself regardless of how ignorant or willfull actions were, because even willful hurts are a form of misunderstanding. May you forgive yourself for allowing yourself to be hurt in the first place. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Understanding

How can any
Man give
Love to
Another Human
Especially
Woman

How can
They know
Love
When their
Fathers
Did not

How can
Any man
Show respect
Give love
Cherish
Honor

When their
Fathers
Didn't
Couldn't
Would not
Too...?

When their
Mothers
Failed
To set
Straight
Educate

Generation
After another
Generation
Repeating
Repeatedly
Wrongness

Watching
Men
Disrespect
Mistreat
Lie to
Women

Watching
Women
Take
Abuses
Multiplied
Silently grieving

Vicious
Cycles of
Illbegotten
Dominance
Ruining
Wasting

Destroying
Trust
Faith
Caring
All Divine
Gifts Ignored

Boys
Learning
To molest
Mistreat, rape
By father's
Actions

Girls
Learning
Futility
Before words
Giving in
Instead of

Standing
Ground
Standing
For inner
Divinity
Strength

This goddess
Standing
Strong
Tall
An Amazon
Warrioress

Will
Turn
Tables
Wear the
Other shoe
And set right

One goal
Figure out
How to do it
Without violence
Without becoming
Just like them


~Treasa Cailleach

May you know you can right wrongs by stopping the momentum of wrongs repeated. Even Mack Truck sized wrongs may flatten us, but our will can still stop them in the process. May we never be flattened and still change wrongs to rights, break shackles for freedom, level dominance with equality. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Give them their fears.

God wants
To give us
All our fears
Teach us
Scare us

We'll let's
Just do that
Give them all
The men fear

Let's
Turn tides
Wear the
Other
Shoe

Let women
Gather guns
Gather knives
Gather men
As slaves

Let women
Force men
To slice dicks
With broken glass
When we decide
They've come
Of age
Just as
Africans
Forced on
Their women
Girls lose
Clitorises
Scarred
For
Life

Let women
Kill all the
Baby boys
We only
Need
One
Smarter
He-man who
Actually feels
And can produce
Plenty of
Sperm

What's wrong?
China did it
To Girls for
Centuries

Maybe
Let women
Just start
Selling men
All teen boys
To the highest
Bidders,
I mean
Husbands
We'll trust
The purchasing
Woman will be
Good to them
Take care
Of them

Or maybe
Put all those
Testosterone
Driven
Boys
To better
Use in brothels
Make them be
Our sex
Slaves
If they
Try to flee
Just douse
Them with acid
So no one ever
Wants them
Again
Human's
Trafficking
Doesn't have
To just be
Women &
Girls

Or maybe
We can start
Collecting
Them
To keep
Many hidden
With shoes
Too small
Unable to
Stand, walk
Convincing
Them it means
They are a
King
Royalty
And the few
Able to walk
Keep them in
Rags so
They know
They're just
Lowly servants

Maybe
It is time
All women
Rule
And we
Wear the
Other
Shoe

~Treasa Cailleach

May you know you are valuable. May you know that injustice could be perpetuated and allowed, but it shouldn’t. May you understand by wearing the other shoe for a day. May you respect all people and allow them their freedoms. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti