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Fascinating

Amazing

Multiple people
Think
Every word
I write
Is intended
As theirs

Profound

Multiple people
Assume
My references
Or rants
About God
Are because
Of or
Reference
Them

Fascinating

God chose
A small
Handful
Of people
To teach
Me lessons

Yet never
Told them
Their role
Always
Picking ones
That thought
They knew
What was
Best
For me

In the end

I still
Feel
The same

I still
Know
My value

I still
Care
For myself

I still
Wish
Them well

I still
Pray
They all
Get their
Desires

I still
Value
My skills

I still
Own
My mistakes

I still
Recognize
My accomplishments

I still
Honor
Myself
And accept
Their role

I still
Know
I am
Deserving

A human
Miracle
Winning
Against all odds
Even God's
Hurdles
He calls
Lessons

I know
They are a
Waste
Of time
Energy
Making
A mute
Point
That he
Is in control
Still an
Asshole

So what

I've still
Proven
My worth
My fortitude
My value
My strength
My intelligence

Even soldiers
Returning home
Crippled
From man's
Wars
Are rewarded
For jobs
Well done

This soldier
Fought wars
Plurality
As a
Singularity
And came out
Better for it

This soldier
Still standing
Still breathing
Still moving
Still works
Still strives
Still aims
For better

My wins
Merely
Pointing me
Towards
Greater
Possibility

My loses
Proving
There is
Always
Room to grow
Here
Now

Now
I am
Here

What now

Where is this
Soldiers'
Reward
Change of pace
Easier days

It is
Possible
I know
I am
Enough

I love
Myself
Even if
God Won't

I care for
Myself
Even if
God doesn't

I respect
Myself
Even if
God can't

I honor
Myself
Even if
God won't

I cherish
Myself
Even if
God doesn't

I reward
Myself
Even if
God can't

I am
Enough
Unique
As any
Snowflake

Enough
Is
Enough

Now
I
Am
Here

Now what

~Treasa Cailleach

May you know your value. May you understand roles better and better. May you see how your experience fits together. May you understand how things flow and work. May you believe in yourself unconditionally. May you know you have always done your best and that you are divinely unique and special. May you know that the masculine is slowly beginning to find proper balance, and that feminine is honored as it was always intended. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

Winning look

Salt bath
Sooths

Cleansing
Invisible
Impacts
Of existence

Realizing
I'm a winner
No matter what

Set-up
For
Failure
From birth

Born into
Layers
Upon
Layers
Of disease
And dis-ease

Yet
I've made it
To 39

I won
Against
Gestational diabetes
C-section
Jaundice result

I won
Against
Low thyroid
Metabolic function

I won
Against the resulting
Morbid obesity
And morbid dances
Of suicidal depression

I won
Against
Epstein-Barr
AKA mono
Caught in early childhood

I won
Against
COVID-19
Twice
Likely more

I won
Against
Allergies
Based on all above
Affecting
Everything

I won
Against
Damaged
Intestines
Leaky gut

I won
Against
Too much
Unhelpful
Not enough
Helpful
Time and time
Again

I won
Against
Sensitivity
Medicine
Ignores

I won
Against
All odds
I'm 39
Still breathing

I won
Against
All odds
And I'll
Do it again

I am
Walking
Miracle
I am
Life's
Will
In action
I am
My
SELF

~Treasa Cailleach

May you see your accomplishments. May you find the good in the rough road of your journey. May your life journey find easier routs with more than plenty of rewards. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

One grain of sand.

I am one

A grain of
Sand
Broken off
Some larger
Rock

I have been
Eroded
Drowned
Chipped
Ground down

I have
Floated
Floundered
Sunk
And eventually
Washed up

One in
A zillion
Nothing
To anyone

But if anyone
Took a much
Closer look
They'd see
Me

Beautiful
Colorful
Imperfect
Perfection

A shine
A gleam
That nature's
Fury
Excelled at
Breaking
And making
Me
Seem
Insignificant

I always
Deserved
To be
Part of that
Bigger
Whole

I always
Deserved
Better

I deserved
To be cherished
As my original
Wholeness

I still
Deserve
To be cherished
Because
I'm still
Here

After everything
And everyone
Did their best
To break me

Even if
I'm
One in a
Trillion
Insignificant
Morsels

I'm
Me
And
None other
Is
Exactly
Like
Me

My beauty
Lies in
My journey
And what
Could be
If someone
Noticed
And took
Inspired
Action

Otherwise
I'll eternally
Just be
Me
Let nature
And time
Continue
To have their way
Until there
Eventually will be
Nothing
Left of
Me

~Treasa Cailleach


May you see your beauty and value even when no one else does. May you be fully supported and still function as your own self. May you know you’re unique and needed in this world. May you have everything you need to blossom into something greater. May you know your life has purpose and that everything you went through is of value. May you have big dreams of better and brighter futures and see them begin to take shape. May you know you are valued and cared for. May you know where you belong. May you understand how you fit and why life seems pointless sometimes. May you know that if nothing else, the divine is still in you, and cares about every grain of sand. May you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do, no matter how big or small, how rough or polished, how battered or beaten, our lives do matter somehow.

Om Shanti

Next time.

I am grateful for the time to reconnect to myself. I am grateful for toes in the sand. I am grateful for salt water waves. I am grateful for the sun continuing to shine. I am grateful for birds and beasts and breath taking beauty all around. I am grateful for time to let go and allow better. I am grateful for space and time. I am grateful for good food and good window shopping. I am grateful for exploration. I am grateful for this experience.

Next time:

  • More sun
  • More fun
  • Less responsibility
  • More independence
  • More and bigger money flow
  • Same or better amenities
  • One really nice seafood dinner to savour in silence looking out over the water. The couple of times I’ve gotten to do that, it was amazing.
  • More me, less for others
  • Longer duration
  • Different location
  • More flexibility (usually comes with independence, but never hurts to specify)
  • Better water pressure (in amenities)
  • Better swim-ability (warmer waters, less wind, calmer waves)
  • Kids/spouse to join me (as long as someone else can watch the kids for safety concerns) I prefer the fun parts.
  • More quiet time for me, more alone time.
  • More savoring of everything
  • Explore the coast more
  • See new things, experience new things
  • More of ME… I like me.

I realized on this short trip that I have been manifesting my family and their expectations for so long that I have had a hell of a time stopping that ball. I have slowed the momentum significantly and found more of me. I like me, and I’m very different than they are.

May you have many things to be grateful for. May you find yourself and your inner fire. May you see yourself for who you are and what you deserve. May you find every way possible to allow your own light even when it seems challenging. May you always have reasons for a next time, and know you are allowing better and better, to flow a better next time. May you enjoy more and appreciate every moment. May you see your creations and find ways to open your vortex more. May you find a way to apply your “work-hard” ethics to “think and allow” so that you flow your own self, as well or better than, you flow other’s expectations of you. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti

I am Here

I am here
For me
To be me
To find my
FIre
To experience

I am here
Where
Earth
Meets land
Meets wind
Meets sky

The sun
Is my guide
My light
Lies within
And shines
All about
Me

I am here
On a beach
The water
Cold
The wind
Strong
Sun shining
Through
Clouds
And fog

Despite
Everything
It still
Shines
It shines
For me

Because I am
Here
For me
For my
Birth Day

I am here to
Celebrate
Me

By doing something
I desired
Whether
Anyone or
Anything else
Supported my
Desire

I was willing
To do it
Alone
With nothing
And no one

I am grateful
Because
God helped a little
Provided
Basic luxuries
Of bed
Toilet and
Shelter

Yet
I am still
Here
I am standing
Where I desired
When I desired
To do so

The shining sun is for me
The strong wind is for me
The cold waves are for me
The crashing sound is for me

My light
My fire
Is me
I am Here
I am the creator
I Am the observer
I see me
Here
I experience me
Here

Next time
I'll make it
Warmer
Sunnier
Funner
It'll be nicer
For kids

There will
Be
A next time
For
Me
Whether
God stays to help
Or not
Because
My fire
Is here
In
ME


~ Treasa Cailleach

May you BE you, here and now. May you feel your inner fire return full strength if you so chose. May you release everyone else from responsibility for your outcomes, and may you release your responsibility for theirs. May you understand that your experience via the 6 senses was all that was ever intended in this physical body. May you release understanding any of it for now. May you release everything and everyone else to be your best inner being in a physical experience. May you enjoy this transition and use it to your fullest. Above all may you know that the divine loves and supports you in all that you do.

Om Shanti