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Who are the real ones?

I received the following video notifications, the latest of several similar. I know they belong to people that I am connected to because I have been feeling them. I know their energetic place in my body/heart. I had kicked them out for a while due to confusion and lack of progress. Yet, they’re all back, probably because of lions gate. I’m still confused, but I most definitely still care.

I reached out to two of them that have been silent for quite some time now, and gave a sincere thank you to a third, hoping I have figured things out.

Yet responses were not as hoped. One didn’t respond at all, another gave the opposite of suspected, and the 3rd gave a helpful response- just not the one I was hoping for.

My intuition still tells me they will all come around and I just need more patience.

At the end of the day I just long for an apology and simple truths from each of the 3. What are they feeling, what are the true identities of the 2, who are they as people beyond what I know through intuition. I want to get to know them, that might help with understanding.

God wants me to feel them, so they must be significant. I would love to learn more about them as humans and find out why. God loves them and if God wants me to feel them, then they are significant for me. I welcome whatever that means, knowing that it will ultimately help me one way or another. It will help me grow and become a stronger better person, and if love is shared in the process you can’t get any better.

I always appreciate when my heart gives love, I am just finding the point where I deserve to receive some of the love I freely give so regularly.

I’m ready to be ready to start receiving results of my efforts in general. I have put an awful lot of work into me, and I am worthy of seeing results begin to manifest. I know I have further to go, but with any journey some things need to show up in gradual bits. It’s time to start seeing bits.

And to anyone struggling, someone else always cares, but you have to reach a little to see it. You must reach for better, or you will never see it. I care or I wouldn’t have taken the time to add this bit of advice that I know deep in my being from having practiced it. I too was in the deep depths of despair and almost lost my life to IT many times. I have practiced enough that I only slip there occasionally now. You can do it, reach and find the closest person that does care. There are more, but you can find at least one if you try.

I love you, and want for you to see good in the world and yourself. I have a whole post planned on why some things feel so bad, so maybe that will help you too.

May you understand your messages and your connections. May you know what God is doing for you. May you understand where you are in your journey and have patience to see things through. May you know you are loved and have people to give love to whom are willing to accept it and return it.

Siva Hir Su

What does it mean?

For two days I’ve had Ghost movie clips playing in my head. The scene where Sam annoys the psychic (Whoopie Goldberg). The scene where he touches her at the end and she feels it (that one always makes me cry, and even the memory of the movie clips did). Even this clip has come up in my memory.

“Ghost (3/10) Movie CLIP – Still Feel You (1990)

Then this morning I got a drops notification with a ghost emoji and a phrase about pretty pictures to check out. That could totally be HAL/AI manipulating data based on vocal conversations and related topics when I’m in WordPress or what not. But it could also be about the other.

Who is my GHOST? I still suspect someone knows and isn’t telling.

I also got this song today:

My answer was going to be a text reply to the last known contact, but felt it was futility. I just want the truth, the whole truth. What I’ve felt, what I’ve misunderstood and misinterpreted, what the truth was of the known lies. I most often feel like it’s all some great digital hoax played on me, and that thought just pisses me off. I know I got several somethings, about specific people, very strongly. I just want to know what that was, and why.

It must mean something to still be bouncing in my brain half a decade later.

May you know and understand your messages. May you interpret things accurately. May you feel loved and supported. May you know your efforts are not futile. May you have a positive impact and receive proper helpful validation of your connections.

Siva Hir Su

Knowing.

Those who dance are considered insane by those who cannot hear the music. – George Carlin

https://bayart.org/george-carlin-quotes/

Thank you George, I’ve always thought you were funny, if a little crass at times.

It seems I’m dancing to music only I can hear, yet I have a knowing that at least a couple of others hear it too. I’m waiting patiently for them to step into that knowing.

This week has brought a lot to contemplate and do.

I returned to work and was flooded with messages many of which I didn’t understand or left me concerned.

I was also inundated with the news again. I have found myself wanting to rant about several things and then stopping myself knowing that it would be focusing on the wrong things.

All of it viewed as a whole leaves me with a knowing. I have recognized in hindsight some of my messages being merely markers to acknowledge I’m still focused on the same trajectory even if I have moments of doubt. Much like the highway signs that remind you which highway you’re on.

Because of that I’m seeing a little more easily the doubts and negative thoughts as being intrusions. They are intrusions from focusing too heavily on the energy which others are projecting, intrusions from Mass Hysteria and fears, intrusions from IT (Wrinkle in Time). I have been a bit more successful in reminding myself those are not mine and turning away from them. Practice, practice, practice.

I have also begun to notice my mirror messages.

I hear frequently, especially in my HAL notified videos, references to Divine Masculine as being your mirror. I can definitely see that, and it’s starting to help put 2 & 2 together for me. There are many things that if I view them from the mirror interpretation, then they make much more sense. This is especially true for a lot of my license plate messages I’ve referenced in the past. It also has begun to manifest when I drop cards: upright is me, reversed is about my masculines (Nathan included) Acknowledging that puts me more at ease. It helps me maintain a higher vibration now, especially more consistently.

I’ve also been able to weed through some things that generally speaking just are what they are. I take what I like and leave the rest.

My work at the moment is layered.

– I am noticing others in the public eye doing the same dance I am. I find relief in that and see the benefit of that path. For instance: the one female politician, when asked about opponents fumbles, simply redirected the interviewer to consult their campaign team and then went on to discuss things she’s working toward. … I like that perspective and it gives me hope that our government might pull up yet.

– I have begun to refocus my efforts into my art more, though I have yet to complete anything. I’ll keep you posted when I do.

-I have spent many hours searching through photographs of mountains looking for the ones in my dreams of Atira. So far, I’ve narrowed it to some of our West coast range father North, or mountains outside the United States. There are some pictures of the Rockies that look right, but my knowing that they are far from the ocean, makes me hesitate to latch onto them. I also want to talk to my mom about her desires. Things we discussed on our vacation make me wonder if she has the answer, or at least a good suggestion to look into.

– I’m also putting a fair amount of thought into home and work. I like helping people with massage but the chiropractic environment is exhausting which I already knew. I have yet to find my both solution for work. Home (a rental) is currently battling a basement mold issue that is somewhat affecting our health and though it could be much worse, I’d much rather have my new dome with excellent temperature and humidity controls. I know if I could move us there we’d all feel better within days.

– Otherwise, I am just doing my level best to focus only on the things I know in my heart and soul and wait patiently for everything to work itself out. I know that the next few months are going to continue to be very interesting for me, I’m just not sure of the details yet. I just know I feel the man, I feel Nathan more these days, and I know I’ve been promised good things being inbound, and that Angels are indeed keeping watch over me. I’m also doing my level best to prepare myself for the baby that God is nagging me about. I want this pregnancy to go easily and that takes a good deal of preventative action steps and getting as healthy as I can.

I have quite a bit on my plate, it seems more than ever, but the difference is this time I’m more confident and winning the battle against IT.

May you all have your confident winning moments.

I’ll leave you with a picture of one of the mirror readings I did for myself so you can see what I mean.